Someone Had Drawn A Basketball Court On My Table In Biology Class Today

my mind is poisoned and i'll believe every single bad thing my brain imagines until you tell me how it really is

AAAAAAH HE KISSED ME

WHAT DO I DO????!

he definitely made my day and i just can’t believe it’s real and i wonder what was going on in his head

showed up in class with fresh cuts on my throat from the mental breakdown i had yesterday when i skipped class and one of my classmates laughed and said 'lmao did a cat do this?' but like really first degree and i remained silent and she was like 'ok..' and we've been sitting here awkwardly for 15min now

Draco: Happy anniversary, my love

Harry: A year together and you’re all sappy, eh?

Draco: I still hate you, only I love you too now

Harry: You’re so weird

Draco: I’m a complex and interesting person

Harry: And a fucking git

Draco: A git you like fucking

Mood

A: Oh, I’m sorry, I can’t talk to you right now

B: Why

A: Because I don’t want to

bear with me

i was left in this dark place

alone and scared, crying, looking for a way out, for some light somewhere

but the only light i can find is showing me the faces of the monsters that put me here, tortured me

abused me

they live within me

i’m left here again, in the dark

i tried to run away but they always come back

they always find their way back to me, i can feel them getting closer to get me

i should be running away, find an escape

an escape?

but it’s all in my head

no, no.. it can’t be

they destroyed everything here and left their demons

they won’t leave me

it’s dark, i can’t get out

an escape?

there’s no escape

please, bear with me

or else i might find my way out, out of my head

and it’ll be too late

but you’ll be safe

the demons’ll be dead

i’ll keep you safe

every time someone's interested in me it's some kind of toxic dependant manipulative bitch

and every time i'm interested in someone they send me mixed signals until i die in tears and confusion

currently in a room with both my crushes and i think my heart's gonna stop or something

so much pressure but so much happiness at the same timeeeeee

one of his friends i never talked to followed me today and texted me as soon as i followed him back and i mean it could be a coincidence but i’m freaking out

might have gotten drunk and drawn my crush’s eye because tbh it’s one of his best features

and somehow my drunk ass managed to post it in my story and write that i have a crush on him and luckily i only used a song he likes to let him know it’s him i was talking about

now he’s either so dumb he didn’t realize (which he definitely isn’t) or he’s read all of it as usual and basically doesn’t give a fuck (which is actually good because it means it’s not a big deal, right??)

well at least he hasn’t blocked me (yet huh)