A-fools-whim - Well, What Now?

Mommy's lil girl

I drew like I'd never see my art again.

I drew with the potential thought that I may never recover my old drawings.

I drew with the expectation of LOSS. And I was okay with it.

Yeah, it existed but I no longer had proof of it.

Like a record lost in time.

I don't ever want to feel like my alter ego is just someone I can never become. Like an idealized version of me.

Like a costume fit to be worn only onstage but can never be embodied outside of the theatre. A one time showing under the right conditions. A character that'll never make it off screen.

I don't like to confine myself to those kinds of lines and boxes.

The fact that she exists means that I am capable of being this person, you know? That means I was able to bridge the gap between us and become one.

It may be difficult but it's never impossible.

Sometimes I'll come across YouTubers I used to watch and... it just feels so weird. Because I've gotten older now and so have they. It's kind of nostalgic actually.

Like heyyy, I remember you! I would try to watch all your vids in one go and then I'd happily wait for your next one!

It's always a pleasant surprise to have them pop up on my feed again.

Twinning from another world

That random urge to get your life together at 3 am except you actually manage to stay consistent with it and end up with a whole new life >>>

I watch sports anime to help me get motivated. And it does the job everrrrry time.

Gojo is so...yucky [affectionate]

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How could we ever just be friends?

I'd rather die than let you go,

Juliet to your Romeo

How I heard you say

I would never fall in love again

Until I found him