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I wanna do an animation of five, doing the we both reach for the gun song but it's 13yr him as Roxie and 58/72 yr him as Billy and I'm not sure background characters but I kinda want Delores as the female journalist but I know I'll end giving up on it but it's a nice idea to think about, if yk the clip I'm talking about and if I do , do it I would want to post it
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Idk whether to complete the first chapter of that fanf fic, like I'm motivated to do but I'm not really sure to complete the first chapter or not or how to do the format I put it in so far because I'm trying to do it like a log or maybe news report for a few chapters then cut to morden days and then add basically redo the seasons (they aren't going really change but still kind of just sorta upgrade upon the ideas) and I not really sure whether to add the oc I made just replace the shitty romance plot for the last season and but luckily kinda can't wait for that till last to build upon that
Honestly it's just me second guessing myself " should I do this or should I do that" "am I sure people would like that"
The thing I'm sure on is adding Mr pennycrumb and also adding Lila & Diego's kids and Allison's kid but with kids idk what point to add them but I know that Mr pennycrumb would appear bit later (well the kids would appear later (except claire but she'll just be mentioned mostly not physically there)
Still struggling with the hair, btw the one the *right*is also bald at min not in this pic but rn it is because the hair looks like shit and it's killing me
Omg thanks (≧▽≦)
I'll be honest, I'm surprised that no one has made a five sweater vest PNG because I can not be asked to draw from scratch especially when I need to other things (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑
I'll be honest, I'm surprised that no one has made a five sweater vest PNG because I can not be asked to draw from scratch especially when I need to other things (•̀ᴗ•́)و ̑̑
Currently having fun doing this 🙃 (◍•ᴗ•◍)
At some point I just want draw the Hargreaves with a Renaissance art style but at the moment i only seem to know how to colour /render to make it look like it but not really good at realistic art which is fucking pain because I do not have realistic art style and have more of Renaissance sharing and colouring (I honestly don't know all terms)
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Guess what 🌚
Making another five centric piece and I'm having blast (for now...)
Do I need to finish the other five centric prices and also my oc art and that one Klaus art that I need to finish and the sibling portrait (yes ☹️)
Does anyone else think five's hair is a pain in the ass to draw like personally think it's a pain and that's what generally sets me off on drawing him and give up because it never fucking looks right and is kinda making me wanna pull out my hair
I love drawing fruit , it makes me happy idk
Idk why I love duality of posts about five
Like sometimes people thirsting over how he's hot and then posts calling him a dusty old grandpa then a different posts calling him a literal killing machine and a rabid dog or some shit and then another talking about how much he suffered and how he's such complex character then there's the light hearted posts wondering about what he would like and do and then the s4 rants, flashbacks and how much they hated the season and also five x lila posts
Btw no hate to anyone just thought how funny this was just thinking about all of it
Edit: forgot the art posts as well (I always eat them up because I love them)
He kinda looks a little weird
He looks like one of those smug smiling cat pics
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Wip :
I love him sooo dearly and hope him for him to be finally happy
I wanna redo the hc page I have for five and update to how I now wiew him since I did that page when I was first getting really into tua and maybe redeem myself of that side profile I have of him
Wip :
I love him sooo dearly and hope him for him to be finally happy
Five's hair is being a pain in my asss because not matter how I look at it, it looks like shit 🤡
Currently working another thing because I can't be asked to finish something I already started
Also it's five and I have yet to do his face and that because I wanted to get the clothes done
This based on this image , thought this would be something five would wear ,
his s4 hair was a pain in the ass to draw and didn't look right at all to me so I went back to his s1-3 kind of hair and it was okayish to look at still look like shit
I have sooo many drafts right now , most of it was stuff I was not comfortable posting because I thought people would hate it and one I forgot to finish of it is umbrella Academy and I have two vents about season 4 and one thing about what I think what the hargreeves would wear if I try drawing them all ( I suffer from same clothing syndrome) but I wanted to see what I could picture them in and other stuff I don't exactly remember but I do remember that I have poll about five if he was radioactive or not
For some reason now I associate five with strawberries but idk what the others with, maybe Ben with blueberries ... That's all I can think of right now.
(I can literally picture it in my head that both Ben and five hair clips in their hair and it's a blueberry and strawberry)
Fixing this because it looked like shit and five's head looked like a block
Another reason why I hate s4 is:
That it completely ruined watching the other seasons for me , it makes me actually feel physically ill thinking about it and makes me cringe to death
Is this, just me??☹️
Does anyone have a problem when drawing a character and it looks weird because for some reason I keep on making five look like some sick Victorian child for some fucking reason and it clashes with my art style because the shading/rendering I do makes him looks like that like a lot ???
Like why does bro look like that 🤨
Does anyone else struggle to watch stuff on their own or is just it me because I struggle a lot and I feel like because of that I don't really know exactly how the characters act fully and only take what other people say about them ,(I feel like this is a personal struggle for me idk )
I saw this pin and thought of Ben and five
Idk If this is ooc though
At the moment trying to do a family portrait with the Hargreeves after finally getting the happy ending they want (this is an alternate universe that turned into the main universe as it is finally completed) and I thought that they do family portrait to show how much they improved and how much they healed (I Don't want to add the spouses just because I just want it about the siblings)
And tbh this kinda thing stops me from watching the wholel show just because how I actively repulsed by it and it kinda makes me sad (Tʖ̯T) that creep thought that was a great idea and "let's make our underage actor kiss someone much older than him , oh wait he can't kiss her yet because he is sooo young.. I'll wait till he hits freshly 18 and then I can do this ᕙ(*•̀ᗜ•́*)ᕗ".... The fuck and maybe he did think this and maybe not and this just parody of that this was planned s3?... And I did get some info that he was 17 at the start of filming of s3, that would still be disgusting because then Aidan was still a minor and the fact they were planning this during that season
And I like to kinda make a correction but Aidan was 20 when it ended and when it started he was 19 but still fucking disturbing that when he auditioned for it, he was 13 .
And also sorry for the horrendous grammar mistakes I kinda did type this in kind of anger but mostly to express my opinion of the infamous disaster of a s4 and yes I'm still stuck on s1 and probably no will I watch the other ones and definitely fucking not will I watch s4 and that kiss scene alone makes me want crawl back into my skin and scratch my skin (not exaggerating that's how I feel when I cringe at something) and my god it's bad so yeah I will be staying far fuck away from that dumpster fire of a season and also pretty sure it's just drama for the sake of drama
Is it me but I find that five/Lila extremely creepy and also it's creepy both in the show and outside of the show with the actors.
Lila saw five when 13-19 and if ignored the 54-72 age mentality and that is extremely fucking creepy that she developed feelings for him, she saw him grow up and go through second puberty and it's not helping she only liked him as an escape from her life like that and 7 years... Nah best they stayed completely platonic
And also surprisingly this kinda applies to the actors and ritu watch aidan grow during the show up to freshly 18 /20 and the fucking creep decided that as soon as aidan turned 18 make him kiss someone who much older than him (not being rude to ritu , she was as much as a victim as aidan) and that they weren't properly trained to do this not even having intimacy director to properly do it and my god that is making me cringe so fucking hard and that ritu was 35 so there was a 17-15 age gap in the ages aidan to ritu
And what doesn't help is that most of all the actors were uncomfortable with it especially with ritu and aidan and you can literally tell by their body language and their facial expressions it just so disappointing and the fact before s4 dropped or was kinda in the making, ritu thought when they told the part that five and Lila kiss was a fucking joke..... This right here and I wish actors could actually talk about things that they don't like openly in a script , I don't mean out right hate bombing it and going on 4k rant about how much they hate the script but giving it constructive criticism to a degree and they probably have told family and or friends how much that they hated it
Is it me but I find that five/Lila extremely creepy and also it's creepy both in the show and outside of the show with the actors.
Lila saw five when 13-19 and if ignored the 54-72 age mentality and that is extremely fucking creepy that she developed feelings for him, she saw him grow up and go through second puberty and it's not helping she only liked him as an escape from her life like that and 7 years... Nah best they stayed completely platonic
And also surprisingly this kinda applies to the actors and ritu watch aidan grow during the show up to freshly 18 /20 and the fucking creep decided that as soon as aidan turned 18 make him kiss someone who much older than him (not being rude to ritu , she was as much as a victim as aidan) and that they weren't properly trained to do this not even having intimacy director to properly do it and my god that is making me cringe so fucking hard and that ritu was 35 so there was a 17-15 age gap in the ages aidan to ritu
And what doesn't help is that most of all the actors were uncomfortable with it especially with ritu and aidan and you can literally tell by their body language and their facial expressions it just so disappointing and the fact before s4 dropped or was kinda in the making, ritu thought when they told the part that five and Lila kiss was a fucking joke..... This right here and I wish actors could actually talk about things that they don't like openly in a script , I don't mean out right hate bombing it and going on 4k rant about how much they hate the script but giving it constructive criticism to a degree and they probably have told family and or friends how much that they hated it
I might take what has the highest votes(1st,2nd,3rd and 4th)then do it into another poll
I fucking hate the god dam ao3 app it is my biggest op rn omg, I hate it 😡😡😡 it just posted a fic I was working on twice and I can't unpost in ao3 because I would have to delete it and I don't want to delete it I'm so annoyed and embarrassed and i can't do anything about it 😭😭😭 like why!!!!
It's even worse this time because it barely has thing for it and I was testing stuff out to see how it would look and it was a project and now I'm crying and if you see it plz don't click on it I want to save my dignity at most 😨 but if you do plz give me pointers on it ik
Also the ao3 app has so many ads like so many that make it kinda impossible and I do remember complaining about it and how if you click off of it, completely wipes what you wrote and that happened to me once and it completely made me lose all motivation I had and I almost finished it and I loved it 😔
I don't know why but I keep on going through so many scenarios of five in a deconstructed state but like yk when someone your used to dressing up real fancy (suits) and then you see them in pj's and which are just oversized T-shirt extra points if it has a really worn down graphic of on it but you can still tell what it is a bit and it's lopsided like only one parts of the t-shirt droops down basically a off the shoulder and just PJ shorts and their hair is like have slight curls in them /waves and they look like they have never slept in a day of their life and they finally got a break, that's what I think five would look like deconstructed basically him pj's and a cup of coffee in hand and looking absolutely fucking tired and barely mentally there
Inspo by me and my P. O . And also an image that I swear I've seen on Pinterest and I can't find because all of it is literally aesthetic when I search pjs