Lnds Xavier - Blog Posts

I get it now...

So I kinda wanna join in on the trend!

Let me know who you think fits most with my MC :>

Who would cum fastest: Caleb or Xavier? Personally I think they’d both cum super quickly 🫣

Xavier sneaking onto MCs balcony when he hears something going on downstairs. The curtains are pulled most of the way closed, but there’s just enough room to see Caleb eating her out on the couch. Despite the raging jealousy in his heart, Xavier is as hard as a rock.

He covers his mouth as he palms himself through his hunter’s uniform, desperately trying to imagine himself in Caleb’s position. He’s fantasized about tasting her sweetness countless times, once even going as far as to steal her panties she’d left out after getting changed just so he could smell her lingering scent. But nothing could compare to the real thing- he needed her wetness on his tongue, needed to make her scream his name.

The lights flickered. Fuck. He was close.

It’s not enough. He unbuckles his belt as quietly as he can before slipping his boxers down far enough to touch his aching cock. Small whimpers escape his lips as he gazes lustfully at MC’s blissed out expression. She should be moaning his name. Caleb should have stayed dead.

Any coherent thought escapes him as MC arches her back, grabbing a fistful of Caleb’s hair as she finally climaxes. Xavier can barely steady himself on the balcony’s rail in time as he coats his uniform in a fresh layer of white right before everything goes dark.

Caleb’s eyes dart to the window as a flash of bright light fills the room before disappearing, leaving the two surrounded by darkness as the lights blow. No thunder follows, but he swears he hears the balcony door above him slide shut.

You didn’t mean to hit him. You really didn’t.

You were just trying to push him back playfully, hands on his chest as he teased you relentlessly, grinning like a devil. But he leaned forward at the exact wrong moment, and your palm connected—not with his shoulder, but squarely with his face.

There was a sickening little “thump.”

Then silence.

“Oh my god—Xavier!” you gasped, rushing to him as he stumbled back, hand instinctively flying to his nose. “I didn’t mean—Are you okay? I’m so sorry—Xavier, shit, you’re bleeding—”

Panic flared in your chest as you reached for him, trying to tip his head back, your hands fluttering uselessly. “I didn’t think—I’m sorry, I’m so sorry, I swear I wasn’t trying to—”

But then he looked up at you.

And smiled.

That lopsided, heat-slicked grin that melted your words right off your tongue. His nose was bleeding, face flushed, but his eyes—half-lidded, dazed, hungry—locked on yours like you were the most intoxicating thing he’d ever seen.

“Oh...wow..” he murmured, almost in awe. “that was…”

He licked a drop of blood from his upper lip, and his smile deepened, that dazed, turned-on look spreading across his face. “That was really hot...”

Your jaw dropped, he can not be for real right now...right??Maybe you accidently gave him concussion too, he is probably deluded from pain an—

He tilted his head slightly, his hair sticking to his damp forehead, and that pleased, breathless grin widened. “You get so worked up when you’re worried,” he murmured, leaning forward, and you couldn’t tell if the tremble in your hands was from guilt or the way he was suddenly looking at you like that.

“…You gonna kiss it better?”

Saw this piece of a masterpiece by juyo (in tumblr @stardustdusting) and had to get out of bed at 5 am to write about this. (JUST LOOK AT HIM GAWWD)

@uzmacchiato dividers!

xavier theory! came across the left image on pinterest while scrolling through writing prompts and immediately thought of xavier. i dont know much about the collar on him but from what ive heard it has an EVER logo and prevents him from overusing his light evol. it suppresses his powers. what if the collar doesnt just limit xavier in a controlling, restrictive way but also prevents him from losing control?

what if xavier becomes a burning star because of his powerful light Evol?

this is just a theory btw not confirmed by the game!!

what the HELL are they contemplating bruh 😂🤣🤣🙏

I had to. I had to do it to em.

funnu

Xavier: I was just thinking about U MC: It is an interesting letter

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why do all the LIs have to be connected to the MC's childhood?🤔

we already know about caleb and zayne. so Now let's talk about the other LIs. spoilers for Death and Rebirth, the latest main story update!!!!!!!

MC met rafayel in the present timeline for the first time when they were kids. rafayel was stranded on a beach (likely Hat Island after the 2034 tsunami) and he was only a merlad. she rescued him and they promised to meet again but she never showed up because she was being experimented on and stuff.

MC met xavier during the chronorift catastrophe during her childhood. OKAY not exactly xavier but still Lumiere. lumiere was the one who rescued her from a wanderer. and then disappeared

and now, the Death and Rebirth spoiler regarding sylus. it has been revealed that the MC is from the deepspace tunnel....? like from philos....? EVER found her or something (dimitri lying she wasnt invented by EVER). and it happened because sylus and MC escaped some space gladiator arena while they were kids and then got separated or something...? this is so confusing but yeah. also supposedly after sylus manages to locate the other half of his soul (MC) on earth, he finds her being experimented on at GAIA research center and then rescues her? or am i confusing this rescue with the part where sylus saves the MC from the glass ball thing old dimitri trapped her in...? man these parallels are fucking up my brain icl..

okay this is so confusing but like why does the MC have to be connected to the LIs during her childhood in the main story? like we have caleb and zayne, they make sense. and ykw let's just exclude lumiere for now because they're not childhood friends here. rafayel and her met when they were kids... okay. and now sylus... hmm... what happened to the hades and persephone theme going on, why do sylus and her have to be childhood friends who were separated and stuff?

before any sensitive fans storm at me for my post, i love all the guys i swear... but the storyline is already so complex and intricate as it is. what purpose do you guys see in having sylus and her be childhood friends? i feel like this childhood friends to separation to amnesia to friends to lovers thing going on is kinda overused atp. i actually prefer the devouring each other concept as well as the hades x persephone theme going on with sylus and MC. it's fresh. i like it. so why did the writers place this extra set of tropes onto their relationship?

oh my god You guyds wtf

For those who didn’t know, it has been confirmed that Philos is a Galaxy

so he’s not “just Xavier”, not “just” the Crown Prince of Philos,

he’s the crown prince of a whole ass Galaxy. 🌌 Put some respect on that name🤨

i can visualize the entire scene playibg out omg😭😭😭😭

Xavier begrudgingly dressed as Lumiere: Is Mister XīngHuí gonna be home late?

MC: He could be home at any minute...

Xavier as Lumiere: I can hear him now! *teleports out of the room*

MC: ?????

Xaviers walks in with his sword in has and wearing his hunter uniform: Where is he? *looks through the room* I can smell his cologne

MC facepalming: I shouldn't have made you roleplay

im gonna cry

im beginning to think hes a red herring too I fear this silly guy tryna intimidate us wont be our 6th LI. infold mustve deliberately placed him there to effectively make the fandom think he's caleb, sylus, and now the 6th LI. i think infold wants to make the 6th LI reveal a sudden, impactful BAM! idk like. BOOM! also none of the LIs have ever directly interacted with one another. they may have mentioned each other but there's no direct one-on-one face-to-face interaction...

i'm losing my faith guys. the sigma EVER locked in ghuy is not the 6th LI i fear.........

can someone like make a community dedicated to 6th LI theories and clues im actually going crazy who tf is this man bruh 😭🙏

the lnds fandom if some of yall frl realize nobody is forcing u to romance the LIs u dont fw and that u dont needa nitpick every damn thing to drag and mischaracterize them:

in my head STAYRUS (the ancient Philosean dragon name sylus had before the MC gave him his sylus name) is just a typo for STAURYS which lowk sound more mythical and has a serpentine feel to it. the AU pronounced like in AUstralia and the rys like Riss. Staurys. icl STAYRUS dont sound intimidating to me it kinda sound like a placeholder name. i feel like Stray Kids would release an album with that name

just a reminder that xavier's ass is NOT 200 years old. he spent 213 years on EARTH alone, and he never experienced any deaths or rebirths (as far as we know). he's gotta be like five hundred years at least or something, because we're counting his Philos years too. if you remember the lightseeker myth, the timeskips between his missions were at least a hundred years or something. and he was probably born way before his lightseeker era if we look at his When Shooting Stars Fall anecdote, which takes place earlier. he had the star tassel the terminally unwell MC gave him before she died in his anecdote in the lightseeker myths. and im pretty sure the MC wasnt reborn healthier a week after his anecdote, it def took a long time. hell he could even be 1,000 years old☠️☠️☠️🙏🙏🙏

LONG ASS ZAYNE vs ASTRA THEORY DUMP.

please god can we have infold introduce astra but NOT as the 6th LI or caleb. it's gotta be ZAYNE. like idk what yall feel ab this, but i personally support the astra=zayne theory bcs it frl just clicks. astra is linked with fate, prophecies, and basically he can control stuff related to this, which hmmm is kind of similar to zayne's role as the master of fate and the foreseer on philos... i know hes some sort of demigod there, but what if zayne is just astra incarnate? like a primordial zayne or something. but i read somewhere that he could also be zayne created out of self-preservation AFTER master of fate. it seems ironic but i think zayne's "self-preservation" would've been if he had just "eliminated the variable (MC)" during master of fate. but he DIDNT do that. idk what happened but he likely sacrificed himself for her. so maybe astra was born from this curse? or something 🤔🤔🤔 also it just makes sense to me because zayne's evol is constantly punishing him for his love for the MC. and there is even an incident where he has hurt HER, though accidentally, when they were kids, and it was fatal (but she came back to life because of her 'reset' ability, however, she didnt retain her memories related to zayne bcs she forgot about him from what we know).

astra has beef with the MC because she's his downfall (or something...), and i dont remember the foreseer myth but i read somewhere she has cryoriasis (the disease that's freezing her heart) because he's cursing her too...? so that childhood incident could be foreshadowing the big reveal.............🕵️‍♀️🕵️‍♀️🕵️‍♀️🕵️‍♀️🕵️‍♀️Or that astra is using zayne to eliminate her always but i still believe zayne=astra still makes sense man (im so bad at english analyses and my thoughts are a mess im sorry).

what i also find epic is how master of fate zayne is the ONLY zayne, so far, associated with nature, earthiness, plants, etc like his whole vibe is so forest. and the other zaynes have cold af ice powers, and someone pointed out that the ice replacing his earthy, nurturing powers represents a STARK CONTRAST.

master of fate zayne's powers would remind you of growth, healing, forests, nature, and the other zaynes' powers, given the more angsty aspects, represent the complete opposite: cold, destruction (in this case, self), and even death (dawnbreaker). are u seeing this? it's like the complete opposite. cape jasmines, which are native to china, japan, vietnam, and other countries, are zayne's representative flower and also have a very strong link to him and the MC's love story but they aren't exactly frost-tolerant hmmm....🤔🤔🤔🤔 another thing, main story zayne is TERRIFIED of himself, and of course, DAWNBREAKER. hes terrified of taking lives when hes supposed to be saving them as a cardiac surgeon. terrified of losing control. terrified of hurting the MC and even others, and he's had to kill his own friend William during the artic anecdote during the times his dawnbreaker nightmares were prominent. his evol hates him. so zayne's enemy is HIMSELF. if so many zaynes exist astra is also probably HIM. it just fits perfectly to me idk. imo, more than astra being the 6th LI or caleb. i also prefer caleb having HIS OWN original storyline. i dont want him to be a full-fledged villain against zayne. like caleb being a darker mirror of zayne with all the xavier/sylus, rafayel/6th LI parallels in the game is one thing but him being astra...

i dont know if caleb is tied to prophecies, fate, etc the way zayne is. not to mention, cryoriasis is a very icy curse for the tower of thorns MC to have. it was literally freezing her inside out and caleb does NOT have ice powers. nor would he hurt the MC it'd be too dark. im pretty sure it'd also be a problem for both caleb girls and zayne girls, i dont think infold would risk fanwars.

"but if caleb cant hurt the MC why is astra being zayne hurting the MC" idk man it'd probably be the twisted self-preservation thing like i mentioned. he's actively harming the tower of thorns MC with cryoriarsis and it's fatal BUT he keeps foreseer zayne alive, punishing him with ICE, trapping him in a fate worse than death itself. im kind of sidetracking here but i think zayne died not directly because of astra but because of sacrificing himself for her by defying astra. i think if zayne handed the creatio protocore which is linked to astra's power and possibly life too, he is saving her. so him giving her the creatio protocore would not just be dooming astra but ALSO him. the creatio protocore is also zayne's power then, in some way??? this is actually crazy but i think zayne and astra are far more connected than mere master/servant dynamics. u guys are seeing this too right it's way too intense

Um, as for the original question. i may be viewing this as someone very interested in worldbuilding and writing but... i think zayne being astra is more morally OKAY than him being caleb or the 6th LI. and for the storyline, it's perfect. it just is. i cant even explain it anymore.

what else do i think ab this theory? i prefer this one over the others, though they have very strong points too. but astra=zayne is very emotionally impactful to me. for some reason. i mean it's so perfect, it's gotta make sense. what opinions do u guys have lmk

PS: the astra toaster being in caleb's memory🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

it seems like a red herring to me. it HAS to be . i know infold's teased the players by indirectly revealing sylus being a dragon as a silly sketch of the MC drawing him as a devil creature in his bond i forgot the name of (which also made fans theorize he's a demon entity of some kind), but i also think the way fans went back to the sketch and were like "WTF WE SHOULDVE SEEN THIS!!!!!!" after sylus's dragon myth trailer was posted, maybe they were testing us and are now using this damn astra toaster as a RED HERRING to mislead us. because there would be NO greater plot twist than zayne being astra himself, and the whole point of a great plot twist is that the normal person WONT EXPECT IT but when they look back and put their minds to it, theyre like "HOW TF DID I MISS THIS!!!!!" and that's exactly how sooo many players are gna be when zayne=astra gets revealed. trust. it's so perfect. how do i even keep explaining it's so cinematic to me, it fits him so well it's actually beautifully tragic. i'm not falling for a damn toaster it looks wayyyy too explicit for me. great twists are always implicit, and i, like other zayne=astra truthers, believe this is the perfect buildup for zayne's character. it's epic.

the fact tht all of these are highk me 😭😭😭🙏🙏🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

Who I think the LADS men are for

Rafayel is for

• the escapism girls

• the romantasy girls

• the “no, it’s not perfect yet” girls

• the “always the artist, never the muse” girls

• the “yeah, i believe in soulmates” girls

• the “i’m my own worst critic” girls

• the “maybe one day someone will appreciate everything i have to give” girls

Xavier is for

• the “i wish i could catch a break” girls

• the “i’m so tired, but i can’t stop” girls

• the “i’ll take a break when i’m finished” girls

• the “oh, i forgot to eat again” girls

• the “i’ll be okay, i’m used to this” girls

• the insomniacs and chronic illness girls

• the “i don’t want to be a burden” girls

Zayne is for

• the “heartbreak songs remind me more of my parents than my ex” girls

• the “you don’t know the violence it took to become this soft” girls

• the “i’ll wait until i’m in the shower to cry” girls

• the burned out gifted kid girls

• the “i’m smart, but not smart enough” girls

• the poetry girls

• the “i don’t understand why i’m not good enough” girls

Sylus is for

• the eldest/only daughter

• the “i can handle it myself” girls

• the “i don’t feel a sense of accomplishment, just a mild sense of relief that it’s done” girls

• the “mature for your age” girls

• the “i’m tired of taking care of myself” girls

• the “my worth comes from my accomplishments” girls

• the “i wish someone would take the reins so i don’t have to” girls

Caleb is for

• the “i had to grow up before i was ready” girls

• the “why are you so loud?” girls

• the “no, i’m okay, what’s going on with you?” girls

• the therapist friend girls

• the maladaptive daydreaming girls

• the “i wish someone cared as much as i do” girls

• the “i don’t think i can do this anymore” girls

nice version

alright so if fans theorize there are infinite universes within the love&deepspace multiverse like MCU and DC, im wondering if the fanfictions yall write could also possibly exist among them somewhere in diff lnds universes that arent written canonically but like still there🤔

PSA: public execution for whoever makes slavery jokes about rafayel or lemurians

dont ever let me catch the MC saying shit like that to my man rafayel yall😭😭🙏ima make her eat her words she gna be choking on them frl💯👊mane who tf does she think she is😭😒this girl got sum nerve making sl4very jokes ab my man🤣🤣aint nth dommy mommy ab wtf she said dfpmo👎👎my man and his folks went through hell bcs of humans💔🥀🥀nd while he express how vulnerable he is this lil mf makes explpitation jokes yall😐🫥ts aint funny or cute bruh my man deserves all the love in this world😤😤i jus wanna hold him gently and tell him its gna b ok and this girl frl says she gna wh1p him and shit😭😭😭🙏gtfo man👊🤬💥

dude i genuinely feel sick to my stomach . how can anyone say stuff like this about our beautiful man? why would you say such a thing? ebb&flow MC defenders dni✋i will always glare down whoever fw what she said here in disappointment. an infinite number of ways to clap back at rafayel cooking her this entire bond and she chooses this? idc if she was joking!!!! its not funny im so upset.

anywya i hope the writers never do this to rafayel or MC ever again. im all for her being dominant but ts aint it💔💔💔slavery jokes aint it fym she was referencing BDSM🥀🥀🥀

What would yall say if given the choice?🤔

hypnotic data - love&deepspace

i think this song really suits the tomorrow's catch-22 banner so i made an edit.

TRIGGER WARNING : FLASHING, GLITCHING, LOTS OF COLORS, kind of chaotic to match the themes yk the whole cyberpunk/cybergoth thing going on

dark circles rim my eyes as i type this (they never left but darkened further let's go). i let the odecore consume me. it's also okay for me to mention i made this on the free version (not trial) of filmora 14 (cheated the godforsaken watermark using 9:16 ratio but i had to go to another platform to enhance quality sighh). im never using filmora again. but i had to do it for this song. i love it sm

BIGGEST PLOT TWIST OF TYE YEAR NOBDODY INTERACT IM DONE WITHT THIS GAME...

what fans were expecting for valentines day:

2HAT WE ACTUSLSLY GOT:

shhhh nobody tell the devs halloween october... shh 🤫

What my ultrasound reveaks

NOT QUEEN ELIZABETH JR DYING 😂🤣🤣🤣

i cant be the only one who reads all rhe spoilers and theories before continuing main story or going through myths,, theres literally so much going on and 80% flies over my head. i cannot survive this game without the analysts in our fandom so huge shoutout to ygs,, thx for all the effort u put into connecting dots and explaing wtf happening wit the storyline to us i love u😊🤗😊🤗

"ugh i hate my dark circles" "why am i so tired during the day" "wtf my eyesight is getting worse" "hmm i think i should finish the assignments i was supposed to turn in 7months ago" me deviously scheming ALL the caleb memes i can think of EVER in front of my laptop at 4am amidst the darkness of my room, blue light casting over my menacing features and penetrating deep(space)into my delirious eyes. yes, i am still procrastinating that assignment.

if the posh fellow in the image above isnt caleb........it could be his doppelganger . his Evil twin Betrayleb......

what the fuck is going on...........

i literally have no words..............i cant believe im almost ending 2024 trying to wathc this shit wit a very straight face trying to hide my screen from the FIVE ELDERS including my mom in thesame room becausw i couldnt BEAR being on edge thinking ab the freaky thumbnail withour knowing what lnds will be presenting oh m god.. the ELDERS were grimly sharing their fears and the gossips circulating our relatives regarding the access kids (this includes 18yr olds ok, im not from a western country so its a bit different here) to social media and oh my god............ THJEY BROUGHT UP MY ASS AS A GOOD EXAMPLE TO OUE YOUTH (they ofc dk ab my unhealthy yearning for our tragic 3d men) 😭😭😭😭😭IM FUKCKIH DYINGG AT THE IRONY o man i actualljh cannot breahn after watcjng it i . i had t t try so hardnto make sure i didnt look like i was a HAIRSBREADTH away from tearing my eyes ou Oh my god. i was saving for caleb comeback but..........................im not sure i will win this anymror my brothers........also promised myselfmto spend my f2p forged diamonds ONLY on cards thst were related to the lore (broke it many times nd im doing it again). trying to indoctrinate myself into thinking these cards rnt WORTH MY MENTAL HEALTH bc they r TOO SHORT and r targeted toward those who can actually PAY didn't work either man. This time, will there be a new year new me, as 2025 stands before our doorstep? Fellas, I'm afraid I'm losing a battle that hasn't yet begun .

A battle between me................. 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓜𝔂𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯 .

and my opponent is SYLUS FANART 😨

i deleted love&deepspace

im RAGEQUITTING the game. with a heavy heart. im sorry my dearest angsty 3d men with tragic backstories. i will love you Always.............fuck the game though i aint spending my life harvesting thousands of diamonds for 1minute kindled moments ok (hav to rely on luck too for thst)

idk man the devs r more focused on releasing limited memories and events than updating the main story. "but they released main story branches..." Ya after months of nothing, and the players were dissatisfied with how underwhelming it was too.

it doesnt hurt to make the game a little more cinematic (?) okay. it would also b so nice if there was a landscape mode feature. tbf i have more issues regarding the game but currently cant think of the rest so ill end it here

oh btw im still a part of yhe fandom ok, i love our very sad hopeless romantic and a little deranged 3d men thx