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Hanakou Familiar AU

So in this AU the idea of a Familiar is a supernatural being in a partnership with someone as in bounding their souls, not only do they share each other power but also their emotions and memories but that part isn’t controlled but yes also in a common definition of familiar in magic is a supernatural guiding and serving the person

My idea on this is kou come across this somewhere when reading some scrolls on exorcism and using it to save hanako in some extremely dire situation. soooo after that they tried to figure how this is going to work for now on. And also bunch of shenanigans in or even outside of school and the slow building of romance between the two.

Inspired by

Has anyone ever wonder why shijima wears glasses 👓

Any ideas and headcannons

i love Mei but like are they the same person or??? (Yes I read the manga but they still confuse me..)

So I just put it in persona series terms

As Shijima is the persona of Mei ideals and her dreams for the future in her tower painting she wants to show to the people but unfortunately she didn’t make it.

Here your parfait Hanako

Hope you enjoy it

Signs that shows Hanako Being Related To His

Chinese zodiac sign

I posted that hanako/Amane yugi zodiac in China was a Wood Goat and today I put in analysis on it

Keep in mind I’m doing this for fun and just happen to peak my interest, I’m not really good in explanation so the images will do most of the talking. This is part 1 by the way

I mean that kinda true I guess

See you soon in part 2

Sure! Hanako have too much to work with, since he is the main character, so I’ll focus on the thing I love the most about him: His inexperience when it comes to caring about others.

Hanako put up thick walls between himself and his peers, rarely connects to others, be they humans or supernaturals.

Helping students and keeping them safe is his duty, his punishment to atone, not something he personally wants, his own personal view is far more ‘cold’, Amane’s empathy was destroyed after he became a supernatural, beaten down after sixty years of being dead.

What he tells Kou here is true.

He has shown time and time again, people’s life isn’t particularly important to him,  he’ll exchange one life for another without guilt for the person he doomed because of personal preference, and had destroyed yorishiros since the start of the manga, knowing of the danger of doing so, for his own gains.

Before the manga story starts, Hanako is alone.

He plays with the other mysteries but he doesn’t consider anyone his friend. He keeps a distance even from Tsuchigamori, unaware Amane’s moon rock is his old teacher’s yorishiro and only seemingly not talking to his old teacher much, only looking for him when he needs Tsuchigomori for something.

He is apathetic to practically everything, drowning in his own misery: Tsukasa is the only one that can break him out of his apathetic state, and he is the one Hanako keeps running away from. Hanako is the titular character but we never saw his boundary because he can’t face Tsukasa, his yorishiro, finding it much easier to hide and spend his afterlife in the bathroom instead.

Tsukasa was important to Amane, and while he is important to Hanako as well, Tsukasa is rarely perceived his brother, his presence is mostly treated as the personification of Hanako’s guilt. Hanako hasn’t tried to understand Tsukasa’s feelings or expressed worry about his well-being: out of all his comflicting emotions, his priority is usually to look away.

Hanako has spent a lot of his afterlife in this limbo of running away and not connecting with anyone, but eventually, he met two people he got very attached to: Kou and Nene.

He loves them a lot, much more than he loves himself.

He will try his very best to face Tsukasa, face the embodiment of the trauma he has been running away from for decades, to keep them safe.

Most of the time, Hanako fails: he is too terrified to act, he gets panicked or paralyzed, trapped in the past.

He can’t help when Tsukasa is his oponent.

Even outside his past, there are still things Hanako can’t help with.

The guilt and panic and pain of having no use for someone he wants to help hurt, but Hanako doesn’t run away from this pain.

He tries to help anyways, to reach out as best he can.

And Kou’s trouble linger in his mind, when the kid gets depressed again, Hanako will try to help him again.

He want Kou to feel better.

He may have said “He is kind of like you, isn’t he, No.2?” but he doesn’t care about Yako or her attachment to Misaki, his attention is on Kou the second he finish his request: interested in his reaction, not her feelings.

He is selfish though, he cares about their feelings, but he mostly listens to his own, which is most obvious to see with Nene.

In the clock keepers arc he mentioned he kept Nene’s lifespan secret because he wants her to live her best life in blissful ignorance, but he doesn’t make her the priority, he makes himself: He is aware she hates toilet duty, no one enjoys being forced to waste their evenings cleaning bathroom, but he likes it.

And he rarely enjoys things, so he can’t let go of it. He can’t sacrifice this hint of joy for the sake of Nene living “her best life”

He adores spending time with her, and since he has very little self-worth, he is convinced she would never spend time with him by her own volition, he needs to use the cleaning duty as an excuse.

Is why he gets so happy when she calls him a friend.

This love, this care, is something Hanako really wants from her.

But is also something Hanako doesn’t think he deserves.

He can get frustrated by how much they love him, by how distorted their view is, as if he is a ‘good ghost’. He loves their otimist, and he get annoyed by them, he loves them but he is constantly looking down at them for it. He loves them but he hates himself.

So he sabotage himself.

He tells Kou and Nene point blank his bad traits “I am dead already. I don’t care if someone dies or not. ” “I killed someone and you shouldn’t excuse it” “I am selfish, I care about you Nene, and not your best friend.” are things he only tell Nene and Kou, as if he was screaming. “I am not a good ghost” even if he will never  tell them “Leave me alone, stop visiting me.”

Hanako is constantly fighting between clinging to what he loves, regardless of how much his behavior hurt them, and telling himself he should want them away from him.

Both of his attempts to save Nene involved being away from her, either trapping her in picture-perfect until she forgot about him, or exchanging Aoi’s lifespan with Nene’s, saving her but making it so he can’t see her again, and she would eventually forget about him.

The more Hanako’s love for Nene grow the bigger the lengths he is willing to go for her, even if at it core, his love remains selfish, he knew Nene wouldn’t be happy with his solutions, but he doesn’t care, cause she will live, and she will live by his own hands.

He acts like doesn’t know why he does this a lot of times:

And to some degree, he truly doesn’t know.

Hanako has many mental blocks when it comes to admitting vulnerability, even to himself. He looks anguished when he confesses to Nene that he wants her to live.

Which is a purely Hanako wish.

Hanako never had a wish, not outside his “wish” to atone’, which he constantly refears to as punishment, not something he personally want, just something he deserves.

 Even as Amane he had gave up on his wish.

So wishing for Nene to live is a very new feeling.

This wish makes him go against his duties as No.7 and his quest to ‘repent’, but he can’t even care because he really wants her to live. And is not like going against “god’s will” is what trouble him, since he destroys yorishiros the second he got the chance.

He can no longer deny he is smitten with her.

We can see this all consuming care with Kou too, even if it is more subtle it’s still very present, and just as impactful in his afterlife.

Nene is someone he loves but very rarely rely on, she is his special someone, he’ll go above and beyond to do what he believe is best for her, ask anyone and even if they disapprove of his actions, they can’t deny he is clingy, always ready to rescue her.

His view on Kou is different, he is someone he ask to fight and help. Is not that he doesn’t trust Nene, exactly, but he had the “I’ll keep you in the dark mentality” from the secon they met, while he never planed on treasuring Kou, he just saw enough potential, or use, in this exorcist kid, to occasionally rely on him.

Hanako plans for Kou only involved a vague “he can exorcise me later” idea, but he ends up genuinely caring about Kou after he stand up for him agaist Teru the young exorcist arc. 

It’s no longer just “this boy is so funny, and I can both make fun of him and use him”, now Kou is his friend.

Just compare how he treats Kou when he is in at Yako’s boundary, and in Hell of Mirrors.

He has gotten the habit to be honest with Kou, he is always counting on him on little things when they are together, and it hurts so bad when Kou fail, because Hanako trusts him, and he hasn’t trusted someone in such a personal way in 60 years.

Hanako is more comfortable hating himself them his friends, so he usually doesn’t let his dissapointment in Kou linger. Focusing most of his negative thoughts on himself.

Kou isn’t infallible, but he is the one Hanako trusts the most.

Hanako used to trust Kou almost blindly, holding on to the feeling, but once he is let down, he gets so hurt, he resents the feeling.

He is a contradictory character, cause it feels like he hate Kou at times, but he can’t stop caring about him. He only got attached to two people, he can’t pretend Nene or Kou “aren’t important”

He will try to be logical all he wants but his emotions speak louder than his logic.

We know Hanako lingered in Mei’s fake world because his deepest wish is to be human with Nene. So even though it is a big red flag for Nene to see Hanako as her classmate Amane, the supernatural couldn’t resist playing pretend.

Just for a bit, just for a taste of a normal life with her.

He is consistently selfish, and irrational when it comes to Nene. And while behavior with Kou is less and frenzied than how he act with Nene, he still deeply affected by his emotions

Kou can’t be discarded, he is important in his wish, the other half of his reason to want to be alive after years of just accepting his death.

Even may have made up his mind about not going anywhere, he still refuse to follow everyone to Mei’s exit, to the moon, but he wants Kou and Nene to always come to him.

Cause even thought Yashiro was his focus, an Mitsuba took most of Kou’s time, Hanako does make it very clear he want Kou there too. He even try to knock Kou out like he did with Nene the second he notices Mitsuba failed and realize Kou want to run away.

He risked Kou being in this world, indulged Mitsuba in his dream to be human and live a normal school life by the side of friends, which is a wish Hanako has shown to actively disapprove of in hell of mirrors (and is also same wish as the one Hanako have expressed in this arc), because Kou is part of his wish.

His motives for wanting to trap Kou until he lose his memories are unclear but his anger towards Kou for giving him hope after years of nothing only to realize his hope is false is all over picture perfect.

And Hanako is a coward, he discount his anger on Mitsuba, doesn’t explain anything, take Nene, and leave Kou confused.

Hanako only loses his patience and tell how he feels when Kou is in his way, and Hanako needs to beat him if he wants Nene to stay. The one thing that he’ll always prioritize above all else is Nene after all.

There is a certain determination to only focus on Nene after picture-perfect, not take Kou as seriously.

And what kills me is that Hanako’s attempts to distance himself are very half-hearted.

It fails.

No matter how real his anger, his care is just as real, if not more so. He is still eager to play fight with Kou and spend time with him. Their overall dynamic isn’t very affected.

Is always “Nene” and “Kou” and “everyone else”. Even when Kou isn’t in the scene, Hanako thinks of him.

There is this idea Kou is important, an implied “If I can’t save Nene, Kou will be the one to save her”, even with all the reasons and proof he has that Kou can’t do something as big as alter her fate, part of him still believe Kou can do it. Is a part of him that is illogical and Hanako hates it, and doesn’t want to deal with it.

So he focus on Nene’s lifespan, he became obsessed with it.

He has always been possessive of Nene. In any chapter they are together he is touchy and flirty and so openly attached to her he is insane.

He knows he is in love.

He also knows he is the ghost of a dead killed and feels like Nene deserves better than what he has to offer, but he can’t let her go.

He knows he is a bad person and feel like Nene deserves better but he can’t let her go. Even when he is determined to grant her wish, to make a ‘no turn back’ decision, his determination crumbles the second they are face to face, his logic dies and he is just… Happy to see her again.

Even if he knows his plans failed, even if he knows she will die, he just… like seeing her.

His love is openly selfish and doomed to not last, which is something he understands and doesn’t know how to deal with, but just like he can’t force himself to truly hate Kou and stop believing in him, he also can’t force himself to stop loving Nene and desperately trying to find ways to make her live.

He is a mess.

The Yugi twins in TBHK were born in 1955 that means their Chinese zodiac is the wood ram.

I’ll leave the rest that read this fine some connections

Hello sweeties, sorry for not posting, I'm quite shocked that my last post was in June, as an apology, I'll be writing from any game/anime that you guys pick, I'll write everything I've watched or played, if you'd like it to be specific, don't be afraid to ask me <3

Looking back at it, I'm surprised I wrote something like that, I'm.. Amazed, in a way, sadly, my writing has changed over time, hope you don't mind :)

Just a few Akane draws<3

WIP AOINENE COMIC???????!?!?!??!

im hyping myself up i really do not know how to panel LMAO

@musicalmoritz i offer this sacrifice to the aoinene queen

due to a certain conversation with someone who i really admire here’s a snippet of my pain <33

... yes i made a repurposed mermaid version kamome gakuen girls’ uniform :3

... yes mitsuba is currently wearing it

... :3 im unstoppable

my hope is that my fanfics will be good enough to be remembered, even though we don't even exist in the jshk fanfic writer community right now <3

find my ao3 lyingintheclouds if you want ...

chapter’s been released yall

i’ll see you on the other side <3

YESSSS SOMEONE SEES IT!!! THE PURPLES!!!

although there’s another one i’d like to offer to the mix... (exhales tiredly) im so sorry for taking over your post

be careful of spoilers !!! esp some for jshk

you can see which of them i know best by how silly im drawing them

anyways!! it’s like an ad

PURPLE PERFECTION !! the hiding of the true self to achieve the ideal you~

thank you for reading. also i haven’t read oshi no ko in a while AND all the info i have on mafuyu is from my pjsk friends’ old rambles SOOOOO pls tell me if i got anything wrong,,, even though i just made this and put the info in with ✨ vibes

+ EXTRA BIG SPOILER i should probably add to ai and aoi 'have died once' LMAO tysm for reading yet again

pack it up perfect purple gang

NEW ART NEW ART NEW ART IM DYING OF ANTICIPATION

IS THIS??? MIRAI?????

IF WE GET THEIR REAL NAMES FIND ME. ON THE NEWS. GETTING DRAGGED INTO A RUBBER ROOM IM ACTUALLY FREAKING OUT RN

(pretty rushed) art for @strawbes’ fic out of the ordinary + the kamome gakuen discord’s artist-writer collab~

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do you ever just joyfully yell 'i hate myself!' because you hate yourself a lot and you know it and it makes you so happy that you hate yourself

anyways, i bring to you badly shaded messy swap au aoinene from my silly fic :3

hooray !

( @musicalmoritz apologies for the ping... but to the resident aoinene queen i bring a sacrifice )

does that mean he hates the inner parts of the clock keeper boundary as well... poor akane 😭

"I hate when snow gets your shoes wet" I bet you hate boundaries and their wet ground too, rest in peace.

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The astronaut who fell in love with a mermaid

At the end of the first season's credits, we see Hanako sinking into the dark sea, while he throws Nene in fish form into the clouds.

As if to represent that he is doomed to be trapped in the sea (a metaphor to also represent that he fell in love with a mermaid) and that Nene is the one who should reach the stars (a complement to the metaphor of the mermaid who fell in love with the stars).

Nene lives in the stars, theoretically far from the water, while Amane drowns in the deepest ocean.

As if they loved each other so much that they were trapped in it. She is the fish who got lost in the stars that Amane loves so much, and he is the astronaut who drowned in the ocean, where the mermaid he loved "lived".

jshk pickup lines???? (pssst @mysteriousmissme)

the mokke would try to steal u for how sweet you are~

after reading another chapter of @strawbes’ chat au (check it out !) i have decided that i’ll try to combat the angst by making a silly chatfic following the events of canon. yay! expect less frequent updates though. here’s some sneak peeks...

- i headcanon kou doesn’t know how to turn off his autocorrect so his texts are eerily correctly capitalized while having the energy of a golden retriever :)) - and teru texts all bedazzled ✨ (aka i slapped my texting style onto teru)

- hanako i’m still debating the texting style of. for now i use the excuse of autocorrect capitalization... but he totally uses the ~ marks~ - yashiro nene my beloved daikon girlie <33 either fully lowercase or fully uppercase. pls recommend me emoticons and what-was-it-called-again for her !

+ bonus: aoi’s dry asf texting (still under debate so pls give feedback)

tysm for reading~

hello yall

me: oh no!! i feel the urge to spread positivity again! that one voice in the back of my head: no matter how much you do it no one will ever return it me: shut up that one voice in the back of my head

(based off of true events)

anyways can yall gimme stuff to make fanart of? and im not talking about jshk canon. i want fanfics, ocs, self-inserts, just anything aside from canon rn...

reupdate ! @bee-calm added + adjusted spacing ♡

(+ omfg your fics???? so many???? and they’re amazing??????? i don’t have the time to bingeread yet but you BET i will)

go check out lyingintheclouds, hanakokun (momolight), farawaymarin, 7flyingpancakes7, musicalmoritz, renguro, & beecalm on ao3!! plenty of jshk fics to go around <3

hey jshk ao3 fanfic writers ! would u mind if i added yall to a jshk writers masterlist? i’ll probably include the ships you write for and a summary of a fic just so that people can access more jshk content <3

i sure love promoting stuff like this !!!

feel free to reblog/ping others so that others can see! and comment ur acc + best fics <33

as for my beloved moots & people i’ve conversed with ... @strawbes @snowiwyvern @mari-lair @musicalmoritz @itzprismosblog hello ♡

@ocelotlesbian ik you’ll probably see this anyways but

Mitsuba Sousuke from Jibaku Shounen Hanako-kun

mitsuba but fishified??​ mitsufish?? mitsubetta???