My Brain Needs To Shut Up Shut Up Shut Up. I Want To Smash It Until It Stops

Take the blade away from me

I am a freak, I am afraid that

All the blood escaping me won’t end the pain

Bad Flower // Ghost

Tw// scars, self harm

Have you ever wanted to just roll you sleeves up???? Wear those short shorts???? And have no one bat an eye??? Like yes the scars are super apparent but no one mentions it, just a nonverbal air of understanding and moving on from it

Andd this is why I cut myself off from everyone and no longer reply to messages :)

Friendships/relationships are exhausting, and I’m starting to wonder if its even worth it anymore. I’m the only one who tries anymore. I’m the only one sending the first text, I’m the only one who initiates hanging out, I’m the only one who cares. What’s even the point? 

Hi can someone please just kill me? Like, right now?

And I don't want to be okay. I'm used to it.

Fucking hell I’m not okay

I never was

I don't think most people understand the urge to kill yourself every time you do something wrong

I just want to be beautiful

Reblog if your SICK of these things:

FAT thighs

FAT stomach

FAT arms

FAT face

FAT hands

FAT calves

FAT knees

FAT hips

FAT EVERYTHING. 

I just want to be skinny…

“I want someone to see the dark parts of my mind. The messy, the scary, the destructive parts and still choose to stay.“