Me After Four Days Of Ten-hour Shifts Be Like

Villain duo 👬

Highschool erasermic dump

lint roller night happens weekly

As a late diagnosed autist I will say one of the most damaging but transformative experiences I've ever had was being misdiagnosed with BPD.

Everyday my heart goes out to people with BPD.

The amount of stigma and silencing they face is astonishing and sickening.

I took DBT for years. Therapists use to turn me away because of my diagnosis.

I would be having full blown autistic meltdowns, crying for help literally - but because I was labeled as BPD ANY time I cried I was treated as manipulative and unstable.

As if the only reason I could be crying was if I was out to trick someone.

95% of the books out there with Borderline in the title are named shit like 'How to get away from a person with Borderline', 'How to stop walking on eggshells (with a person who has BPD)'

I was never allowed to feel true pain or panic or need.

That was 'attention seeking behavior', not me asking for help when a disability was literally inhibiting my ability to process emotions.

There were dozens of times where I had a full meltdown and was either threatened with institutionalization or told I was doing it for attention.

My failing relationships weren't due to a communication issue, or the inability to read social cues. No, because I was labeled borderline, my unstable relationships were my fault. Me beggong nuerotypicals to just be honest and blunt with what they meant was me pestering them for validation.

Borderline patients can't win.

And the funny thing is - I asked my therapist about autism. I told her I thought I was on the spectrum.

BPD is WILDLY misdiagnosed with those with autism and I had many clear signs.

Instead - she told me 'If you were autistic we wouldn't be able to have this conversation'. She made me go through a list of autistic traits made clearly for children, citing how I didn't fit each one.

And then she told me that me identifying with the autism community was the BPD making me search for identity to be accepted - and that I wasn't autistic, just desperate to fit in somewhere.

I didn't get diagnosed for another ten years. For ten years I avoided the autism community - feeling as if I were just a broken person who wanted to steal from people who 'really needed it'.

Because of my providers - I began to doubt my identity MORE, not less.

Ten years of thinking I was borderline and being emotionally neglected and demonized by a system meant to help me.

To this day, I still don't trust neurotypicals. Not fully.

I know I'm not borderline now - but my heart aches for them. Not for the usual stuff. But for the stigma. And the asshole doctors. And the dismissiveness and threatening and the idea of institutionalization hanging over their head.

I love Borderline people. I always will. I'm not Borderline but if you are I love you and I'm sorry.

You're not a bad person. You're not a therapists worst nightmare, you are a human with valid feelings and fears.

Borderline people I'm sorry.

Passerby: What an adorable little girl. Is she yours?

Eri: Hi!

Aizawa: Yes, we recently adopted her.

Passerby: Oh from abroad?

Aizawa: No, from the mob.

Passerby: Oh, uh o-ok

aizawa's typical night patrol shift

Hi! So I saw your fic recs, and was wondering, do you have anymore really cool ones? I'm in the mode for anything! 💛🖤💛🖤💛🖤

my brain’s super scattered rn so the summaries may be a bit goofed, but let’s see…

1 - the curse of the anime protagonist by masterdipster (i havent read it in ages but - izuku is always conveniently in the right place at the right time to be a hero, even tho he doesnt want to be. he saves a lot of cats!!)2 - Aizawa’s Messy Journey to Parenthood by Hayato & SugaSugar (parental soulmarks, DADZAWA, so soft and good)3 - Villainous Heroics by Ibelieveinahappilyeverafter (villain Mic AU, enemies to friends to lovers erasermic - havent read it in ages but i remember it being super good!)4 - Canary by cloud_nine_and_three_quarters (i forgot to rec this last time bUt singing Quirk Izuku, mentor Present Mic, platonic shindeku - just all in all such an incredible fic that i really need to catch up on…)5 - Detective Midoriya by rogueptoridactyl (quirkless izuku, he becomes a police officer under tsukauchi!!)6 - The Strange Circumstances of the Man with the Mermaid Quirk by mezzosesu (mer!todoroki, iideku, todoiideku; izuku just yoinks todo and puts him in their bathtub for safekeeping, as you do)7 - What The Water Gave Me by HeyTenenbaum (mer au, no quirks au; fisherman/researcher izuku; he accidentally catches todoroki, then finds out they’re working together. crushes and friendships and cuteness ensue!!)

can you tell im a slut for soulmate and mermaid au’s? anyway, hope you enjoy!! <33

She loves them very much

This takes place in my single fathers AU again hehe

‘Omg Hawks is a cannibal! He likes to eat chicken!’

I think people forget that chicken is on the menu for actual hawks and other birds of prey. So him liking chicken isn’t really that shocking.

EPILEPSY WARNING!!

✨CHOOSE YOUR FIGHTER!✨

Little appreciation gif to some of my favorite bnha fic/blogs! ( and my own lil insert lol)

( I do not own any of these plot concepts except for moral grays)

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