Time to lie to my friends and family !!
Help. I'm suffering so much. I'm worried about my legs I think it'll broke up everytimes I walk. I have so much cramps too, like, why ?? I fainted two times yesterday.. 😭
My health is so fxck up and it be worser and worser. Maybe see a doctor soon btw. 💔
- Block if triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )
My legs, my arms and every bones I have on my body :
This shit is such a scam
The number goes down by a lot, body looks same
The number goes slightly up, AND I LOOK LIKE A ROTTING WHALE WTF
guys my dms are open to all. if anyone needs to talk you can always text me. things can get bad with 4n4 and m14 but we are all in this together.
quick reminder: take your vitamins ✨
reblog if you're looking for an ana buddy to help keep eachother motivated and accountable <3
No one tells you about the negative sides of ⭐️ving. No one warns you about the impact it has on your relationships. No one tells you that you’ll start to gauge your size based on everyone else in the room. There’s no verbal explanation for why your relationships start falling apart, it just happens. You’re bitchier, you complain more, you’re exhausted so often you rarely want to go out because you’re too tired to move. Too tired to have to deal with the spots in your vision as you try to stand, and the wooziness as you walk up a flight of stairs.
You just bleed a bit on the inside. Fall a little further down the hole. Starve a little more often. Perhaps if you lost a little weight, they’d like you more. I hate the comments I get. From family, from old friends. “You look so thin,” “I could’ve sworn you had anorexia when I first saw you, but you ate just fine.” Yeah, then I didn’t. For another few days, just so I stay consistent with my weight loss. For my strong will to be slimmer than the others, like I once was. It outmatches my weak desire to connect with people by far too much. Yet I’m okay with that. Whatever it takes. Whatever I lose, to be at that goal weight.
What many ppl don't understand:
An 3ating dis0rd3r doesn't mean you're not hungry. You're h u n g r y. A lot and constantly. An 3ating dis0rd3r means you just ignore it.
Seeing my thighs is enough of a motivation
I WANT SLIM LEGS NOOOWWW
☆ # 🍊 Peachez, 20 years old, suffering from 4n4 since 4 years and tries to recover !! * 🌽
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