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my scale is the only thing thats honest about my w3ight in this world

☆ •° Collar bones check !!

- Block me if you're triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )

all the calorie info I have saved on my phone 3

I don't care about summer. I want my body goal everyday, every season and forever.

- Block if you're triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )

it won’t happen overnight

but if you quit

it won’t happen at all

be the skinniest girl in the room ˚୨୧⋆｡˚ ⋆

No one tells you about the negative sides of ⭐️ving. No one warns you about the impact it has on your relationships. No one tells you that you’ll start to gauge your size based on everyone else in the room. There’s no verbal explanation for why your relationships start falling apart, it just happens. You’re bitchier, you complain more, you’re exhausted so often you rarely want to go out because you’re too tired to move. Too tired to have to deal with the spots in your vision as you try to stand, and the wooziness as you walk up a flight of stairs.

You just bleed a bit on the inside. Fall a little further down the hole. Starve a little more often. Perhaps if you lost a little weight, they’d like you more. I hate the comments I get. From family, from old friends. “You look so thin,” “I could’ve sworn you had anorexia when I first saw you, but you ate just fine.” Yeah, then I didn’t. For another few days, just so I stay consistent with my weight loss. For my strong will to be slimmer than the others, like I once was. It outmatches my weak desire to connect with people by far too much. Yet I’m okay with that. Whatever it takes. Whatever I lose, to be at that goal weight.

Seeing my thighs is enough of a motivation

I WANT SLIM LEGS NOOOWWW

Hey loveliez !

It's time for the little recap' of the day ! I don't think I'm gonna do this recap' everyday because sometimes I just need like to switch off my phone anyway.

Today I 4t3 ~ 300 c4l$ ( I think I 4t3 less but I'm not absolutly sure ) and I walk all the afternoon with someone I really like. I had to pretend that everything is fine and this person doesn't see anything about my health and stuff like this. I think I want that he realize it so bad.. I want some approuvement sometimes.. I don't drink a lot today because I was outside and I forgot my bottle but it's okay !

Don't forget that you are loved sweeties ! XoXo <3

- Block me if you are triggered. ( I'm sorry if you are.. )

Maybe he’ll notice me if I get sickly from my Ed.