What Many Ppl Don't Understand:

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Hi loveliez !

It's time for the little recap' of the day ! Today I 4t3 less than 200 c4l$ !! I feel proud of me to be honnest, lol. I drank 1.5 L of water today ! That was a good day with a sunny weather. 🥰

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Diet✨

All from Rednote ❤️

eating less than 1 000 calories in a day >>>>>>>>>>>>

No one tells you about the negative sides of ⭐️ving. No one warns you about the impact it has on your relationships. No one tells you that you’ll start to gauge your size based on everyone else in the room. There’s no verbal explanation for why your relationships start falling apart, it just happens. You’re bitchier, you complain more, you’re exhausted so often you rarely want to go out because you’re too tired to move. Too tired to have to deal with the spots in your vision as you try to stand, and the wooziness as you walk up a flight of stairs.

You just bleed a bit on the inside. Fall a little further down the hole. Starve a little more often. Perhaps if you lost a little weight, they’d like you more. I hate the comments I get. From family, from old friends. “You look so thin,” “I could’ve sworn you had anorexia when I first saw you, but you ate just fine.” Yeah, then I didn’t. For another few days, just so I stay consistent with my weight loss. For my strong will to be slimmer than the others, like I once was. It outmatches my weak desire to connect with people by far too much. Yet I’m okay with that. Whatever it takes. Whatever I lose, to be at that goal weight.

Time to lie to my friends and family !!

☆ •° Collar bones check !!

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I hate being full, but I also hate feeling hungry. I can try and lie to myself all I want, but deep down I know I don't enjoy st@rving at all.

Help. I'm suffering so much. I'm worried about my legs I think it'll broke up everytimes I walk. I have so much cramps too, like, why ?? I fainted two times yesterday.. 😭

My health is so fxck up and it be worser and worser. Maybe see a doctor soon btw. 💔

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My legs, my arms and every bones I have on my body :

Hi loveliez !

I hope everyone is fine. I just wanted to say that I'm recovering and that's why I'm less active. Everyday I'll be online to respond to my buddies but that's all. It's complicated but I know I can do it again. <3

Never forget that you deserve to eat, you deserve to be happy and you deserve to be loved for who you are. <3

XoXo.