FAILED

I simultaneously want tomorrow to happen but I also don't. Please just let me die in an accident or something.

My opinions based on your sh tool

Pencil sharpener blades: We’ve all been there, the definition of desperate. May not be the sharpest but she gets the job done and will have a special place in our hearts <3

Razor blades: My absolute fave, works like a fucking charm. You’ve definitely done some experimenting trying to get them out of the razors.

Scissors: You’re either super desperate and using the only thing you can find, or you’re crazy and literally cut chunks out of your skin. I could never stomach cutting chunks so y’all are brave

Lighter: I’ve never used it, but you seem pretty chill. Definitely gets overlooked in the sh community

Hands: sometimes it’s just easiest to dig your nails into your skin until they’re decorated in those little half moons. Skin picking too, that also a fun one. Pretty easy to hide and execute, not the most painful tho

Knives: depends on the kind of knife. You could have anything from light cuts to some deep serious shit. It’s probably a pain in the ass to hide the knife tho.

Safety pins: these were my starter tool. Again, not the sharpest, but she works and isn’t really that hard to find. You’re probably just starting out with sh, and I recommend you don’t continue doing it because it can be very addictive

Glass: you’re pretty cool! It’s a pretty solid tool with good sharpness, and not too big to hide! You have a very well rounded tool and have probably been doing this for a while.

Box cutter: again, never used it, but they seem about the same sharpness as a razor blade. I’m kinda jealous of how easy they seem to hold and the leverage you can get. You seem like someone who likes the sharpness of a razor blade but is going the classy route.

I’ve definitely forgotten some so lmk what and I’ll edit it <3

If I got anything wrong I’m so so sorry

Tomorrow we find out if I'm actually gonna kms

keep going

every single conversation with my family makes me wanna kms

Rn my mom talked about the future, for like, 3 minutes, and i nearly said, what future? while imagining increasingly violent ways to die.

what is a birthday without one of these, really???

Sorry i just wanna be miserable and bitter for a second.

I mean, what fucking friends.

Guess who's not eating today! If I have any say that is 😌

'Why are you so sad and gloomy'shall I give you the 463736637 reasons it's you, mother?

hearing your parents talk about future plans, knowing you probably won’t be here anymore

When will I have the BALLS to actually do something instead of cvting stupidily