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In which the inevitable becomes reality Masterlist

Info:  The youngest Reagan has always been protected from the crimes that her family faced, but sometimes being away from it is inevitable.

Waning: Mentions of school shooting

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Apologies for being gone so long

Hey guys, I want to apologize for being gone for so long. Unfortunately my mum passed away after battling cancer so I was spending the year being with her and grieving for our loss. I'm going to try get back into writing, so please bare with me as I get back into the swing of things.

Love to you all, and if anyone is dealing with similar, I am here if you want to talk. xx

I just want my dad- pt 3

Info: Y/n hears a voice she hasn't heard from in months, and all she wants to do is see him in person, regardless of how risky.

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Bloom stood in Sebastians shop, talking to Sky on the phone while Sebastian and Saul sat in the back room. She was trying to get Sky to talk to Saul but was beginning to realize that there was no point in trying.

"Can you tell y/n at least, that her father's okay? I'm sure she's heard about what happened, might be good to hear it from you." Bloom asked, knowing how close y/n and him were.

"Y/n and I aren't talking at the moment, we uh, had a bit of a falling out." Sky stated, causing Bloom to sigh.

"No way of her talking to you?" Bloom asked before hearing Sky sigh.

"Call her, get him talking to her. I'm sure that would lift her spirits with all that's going on." Sky stated, wanting to get y/n smiling again.

"Okay, I'll try getting in contact with her." Bloom nodded, knowing that was all he would say.

"Look I've got to go, Andreas is back and despite how things are, I won't ruin this for y/n." Sky stated before hanging up the phone.

Bloom sighed and put her phone into her back pocket before moving into the back room where Saul and Sebastian was waiting. The two looked up at her expectantly as she walked in.

"Sorry Saul, umm.." Bloom started, not knowing what to say.

"Sky will come round." Silva stated with a slight smile, Sebastian nodding in agreement.

"Did you hear anything about Dowling while you were in the capital, I've tried everything but the solarians have given up." Bloom stated, frustrated in herself.

"Sorry Bloom I don't know where Dowling went." Silva apologized, shaking his head, "But Sebastian here has a knack of finding things, I'm sure he'll be able to find her somehow." He assured her as Sebastian nodded.

"I'm like a terrier." Sebastian agreed, laughing slightly.

"So what am I supposed to do, go back to school like everything's normal?" Bloom asked, not sure of what to say.

"No, because everything is not normal. And you need to remember that because Rosalind will try to wear you down and you will forget what normal used to feel like." Silva explained, before turning to Sebastian, "Meanwhile Luna has given Rosalind access to the royal archives."

"Shit." Sebastian cursed while Bloom stood in confusion.

"What's the royal archives?"

"The good stuff." Sebastian stated and Silva hummed in agreement.

"She's planning something big." Silva agreed, looking down slightly.

Bloom sighed and looked down, thinking it was her fault, that if she hadn't of been so selfish than Rosalind wouldn't have control and everyone would be safe. Silva looked at her and twitched slightly before asking the question that had been on his mind since he got free.

"How's y/n been handling all of this?" He asked, wanting to finally know answers.

"Not great, she's been broken since you left. Everyone thinks that something happened to her because she's just, drained from her usual self." Bloom admitted, knowing it was better to tell the truth than to lie to the concerned father.

"What do you mean?" Silva asked in confusion, worried for his daughters safety.

"Musa and Terra walked in on Rosalind and Andreas in y/n's room, Rosalind said something about her loosing control and used the cuff's that prevent magic against her. She told them she had heard about you going to Polaris and just lost it, kept saying how she just wanted her dad." Bloom spoke honestly, watching Silva's reaction.

"God, I wish I could just see her." Silva stated, putting his hand on his head, looking down.

Sebastian smiled awkwardly and placed a hand on his friends shoulder, trying to comfort him.

"Andreas is always calling for her, probably training her. But Sky suggested that I see if can get her alone, maybe you can call her. Might put her at ease, put you both at ease." Bloom suggested, not used to seeing Silva so disheartened.

"Yeah, yeah that would be great. I just need to hear her so I know she's alright." Silva stated, looking at her with hope.

"Your girl is strong. She'll be okay." Sebastian stated, smiling at Silva.

"I just want my daughter back." Silva stated, before leaving to get cleaned up.

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Y/n was making her way towards the specialist area when a student specialist came towards her, telling her Andreas wanted to see her. Sighing, she made her way down the dark hall way to see Sky leaning against the wall on his phone. They made eye contact but y/n just turned away, leaning against the wall a few feet away from him, not wanting to talk to him. She looked up as they heard vehicles pulling in, and her breath caught in her throat when she seen Andreas step out of the driving area and head towards her. Looking to the side, y/n seen Sky watching before folding her arms, turning her attention straight ahead as Andreas stopped in front of her. She rubbed her wrists in discomfort as the cuffs dug into her skin.

"I was told you wanted to see me." Y/n spoke, looking down.

"Saul escaped. No clue how but I'm sure he had help." Andreas stated, looking at her with folded arm.

"Well I didn't do it, I don't have any magic remember." Y/n stated sarcastically before flinching as Andreas raised a finger in warning.

"He's been shot twice in the back yet still managed to get away. Haven't found a body yet though." Andreas stated, watching y/n relax after becoming rigid hearing what happened.

"Well that's good, isn't it?" Y/n stated with a smile, glad his dad was possibly aright.

"Not when we find him it won't." Andreas stated before turning to face Sky. "Sky, come train with y/n." He called out to his son, causing y/n's eyes to widen, looking at Sky.

"What?" Y/n asked, looking at Andreas with wide eyes.

"Well you don't have you magic, might as well continue learning to defend yourself." Andrea's stated before walking off as Sky joined y/n's side.

"It'll be okay." Sky stated in comfort, putting an arm around y/n's shoulder before guiding her to the training area, hating that y/n had to go through this.

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Y/n groaned in pain, holding her shoulder as she entered the suite where Musa, Stella ad Terra were talking in a corner. The trio glanced at her and watched as she winched in pain. Seeing the discomfort of the young fairy, Stella tried to move over to her, going for the shoulder only for y/n to grab her wrist.

"Leave it." Y/n stated, flinching away from Stellas grasp.

"Your hurt." Stella stated.

"It's fine, nothing I'm not used to at this stage." Y/n stated, causing the girls to give her a look of sympathy.

"What's there obsession with you?" Musa asked, confused on why the heads of school always pestered y/n.

"I'm Silvas daughter." Y/n shrugged, winching as she spoke her fathers name.

"And my mother thinks that y/n should be a protector of the solarian throne." Stella spoke, watching as y/n moved towards the couch to lie down.

"Has anyone seen my phone?" y/n asked, trying to change the subject.

The three girls shook their heads and y/n sighed before grimacing as she rubs her shoulder. Standing up from the couch, she cleared her throat before moving towards her room. She thought about what Andreas had said about her dad. Their encounter had made her become worried for her father, and she worried about whether or not he was alive. Blinking rapidly, y/n sat lay on her bed and stared at the ceiling, trying to keep calm as she heard a knock on the door.

"Go away." y/n called, wanting to be alone.

"Hey." Bloom peeped her head through the door to see y/n laying on her bed.

"If your gonna start asking me questions now's not the time." Y/n stated, thinking she was here to ask about something Musa said.

"Questions about what?" The fire fairy asked, genuinely confused.

"Doesn't matter, what do you need?"

"Oh nothing, just had something I thought you might like."

"What do you mean?"

Bloom stepped into the room and held up her hand from her side, allowing y/n to see what she was holding, y/n's phone. Y/n looked at it in confusion before glancing at Bloom warily.

"Where was it?" Y/n asked, unsure of how Bloom got hold of it.

"In the hall outside the door, thought you'd be looking for it."

"Thanks, just leave it on my desk." Y/n stated before hearing the phone ringing.

"I think you should get that." Bloom spoke innocently, holding the phone towards her fellow fairy.

"No one calls me, who is it?" Y/n asked, grabbing the phone from Bloom and answering it without looking at the contact.

"Hello?" Y/n asked in confusion, moving back to he bed as Bloom watched on.

"Y/n?" A voice she recognized came over the speaker.

"Dad?" Y/n asked, unsure of if she heard right or not.

"Hey sweetheart." Silva said with relief as he heard his daughters voice.

"Daddy." Y/n said again, tears coming to her eyes.

"Yeah sweetie, it's me." Silva smiled to himself as he savored the little conversation they would have.

"I thought you were dead, Andreas said...."

"Andreas thought I would be with all the arrows in my back, luckily your fellow fairy friends got to me." Silva explained.

Y/n turned to Bloom and looked at her wit ha smile, mouthing a thank you to her before red haired fairy left.

"Where are you? Are you coming back to Alfea? I need to see you, please come back, it's been hell without you." Y/n stated, determined to see her father again.

"I know, sweetie, it's been hell without being able to see you too. But I can't return just yet, I can't risk being seen." Silva spoke with sorrow, wanting to hold his daughter close to him.

"Maybe I can go to you, I'm sure I can sneak out, I can...."

"Y/n no, its too risky. I wish you could but Bloom told me about Andreas training you, he'll find out if you left and make it worse on you. Please, don't do anything stupid." Silva pleaded with his daughter, wanting nothing more than to be with her but knowing the consequences.

"Dad, please."

"Y/n please." Silva repeated what she pleaded, hoping to get a laugh out of her, and he smiled hearing a slight laugh.

"Are you okay? You were locked up for a long time and I don't imagine it's a pretty place to be." Y/n asked, concerned about her fathers welfare.

"I'm fine, nothing I can't handle, I've lived through worse." Silva shrugged off, not worried about himself, "What about you, how are you keeping, I can't imagine how hard this has been for you."

"I'm tired of it dad. Andreas keeps training me as a specialist but I don't want that. I haven't got the strength for it. Every time we train he gets Sky to fight me and I'm to one who ends up on the ground. I don't want to train as a specialist dad, I'm a fairy." Y/n explained as she heard her dad sigh on the other end of the phone.

"I know sweetie, and I'm sorry that he's doing that to you. How many injuries have you had?"

"I don't think you want to know." Y/n shook her head, not wanting to tell her father any of her injuries.

"But I do." Silva stated, trying to encourage her to open up.

"Few scrapes, bruises, nothing major." Y/n shrugged, half lying.

"That it?" Silva asked, reading through the lines.

"Uhuh." Y/h responded half out of it.

"Y/n, what you thinking?" Silva asked, realizing his daughter was only half listening.

"Just, thinking of when I'll see you again." Y/n stated, tears coming to her eyes.

"It won't be long, I'm sure of it. For now just sit tight and be the brave girl I know you can be." Silva encouraged his daughter, smiling slightly.

Y/n smiled slightly before looking up at the knock of a door, her frown disappearing as she recognized the knock.

"I gotta go. Andreas is here." Y/n spoke quickly into the phone, and Silva went stiff at the name.

"Be careful y/n, I love you so much and I am proud of you." Silva spoke, not wanting y/n to go but knowing the longer the spoke the more dangerous it would be of his location being found.

"I love you too dad. I'll see you soon." Y/n stated before hanging up and throwing the phone on the bed before answering the door to see Andreas standing there.

"Y/n, ready to train." Was all he asked and y/n gulped.

"I've already done training today." She stated.

"Not with me, Rosalind." The older man spoke and y/n shivered, flinching as pain shoot up her back.

Knowing there was no use in fighting, y/n nodded and willingly followed Andreas. The man narrowed his eyes at how willing y/n was but just shook his head, leading y/n towards the headmistresses office. Y/n sighed as she glanced at Beatrix who sat at the assistants desk. The element fairy smirked at y/n causing y/n to turn her vision straight ahead where Rosalind opened the door after Andreas knocked.

"I think it's time to start your magic control. Get you ready to protect the solarian throne." Rosalind spoke as she closed the door behind y/n, leaving it just her and the student.

"I told you I don't want to become a solarian guard." y/n stated before winching as she felt the diamond on her back.

"You will learn to do as you are told." Rosalind snapped, causing y/n to flinch more at he pain.

Sighing in defeat y/n nodded and Rosalind smiled in success and nodded before moving to her desk where she grabbed a book. Y/n looked at her as she placed the book in front of the student before looking down at the book. Reading the title, y/n looked back up at Rosalind in confusion.

"This is the book of sacred magic." Y/n stated.

"You need to know this book if your going to become a soldier." Rosalind stated.

"But..."

"Enough buts, get on with it or face consequences." Rosalind stated, holding her hand up, causing y/n to choke.

"Please, stop." Y/n gasped for air as she looked at Rosalind.

Eventually Rosalind stopped when y/n was near passing out. Y/n coughed out as she gained her breath back, and Rosalind moved closer to y/n, leaning down so she was close to her ear.

"Your fathers not here to protect you now y/n, remember that."

Y/n just sat there, staring ahead as she listened. 'I just ant to see my dad again' y/n thought as Rosalind moved away from her.

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Christmas always finds me

Info: The younger kids may be the ones who steal Jensen’s attention, but their father can always tell when their sister is having a tough time

Warning: Depression, sadness, loneliness

Relationship: Jensen Ackles x daughter reader

December rolled by quicker than expected. The Ackles house had quickly been dawned with tinsel and decorations, and when school finished, the celebrations were in full swing. Daneel was busy with the youngsters, trying to keep them busy while they waited on their father to come back from filming for the year. Jensen was wrapping up filming this weekend, leaving a whole week before Christmas for the family to prepare and finish traditions.

But while the three youngest Ackles bounded up to the door to greet their father, the oldest stayed behind with their mother. Y/n was now a 17 year old, high school graduate, who was currently studying music and dynamics. She took after her father in the music industry, which meant she had infinite possibilities when it came to her career path. She had always been close with her father, and being only one when her father met Daneel, the woman had become y/n’s mom pretty quickly. Seeing her oldest standing to the side, Daneel wrapped an arm around her waist, leaning her head on y/n’s shoulder.

“Aren’t you going to go see your dad y/n?” Daneel asked. “In a minute. The sooner the kids see him the sooner they get to bed.” Y/n spoke lightly, pointing at the clock that’s arm was near 11pm. “I don’t think they’ll be sleeping much tonight. Not with them going to see Santa tomorrow.” Daneel noted, and y/n groaned inwardly “Do I have to go tomorrow?” “Y/n, you know we always do it as a family.” Daneel scolded her, and y/n sighed. “I don’t really feel like doing it this year.” Y/n spoke. “What you talking about, you love Christmas.” Daneel frowned before the kids came running to them, Jensen in tow.

“Y/n love.” Jensen sighed, pulling his oldest into a tight hug. “Hi Dad.” Y/n sighed, burying her head in his shoulder and they hugged each other tightly. “How are you? I feel we haven’t talked in ages.” Jensen sighed, frowning a little as he felt her squeeze him tightly. “Yea, been busy with music. We’re writing music at the minute which is cool.” Y/n shrugged, looking down as the father daughter duo pulled away. “Well I would love to hear it.” Jensen smiled, proud of his daughter. “Maybe.” Y/n shrugged again, looking down at her siblings as Daneel tried to wound them up to bed. “Hey kids, why don’t we head to bed, leave mum and dad alone.” Y/n spoke out, trying to help Daneel. “I thought you and your father could spend time together.” “That’s okay. I’m tired so I’m gonna hit the bed myself. But maybe tomorrow night, yea?” Y/n asked, looking from her father to her mother.

“Sounds good.” Jensen smiles, ruffling Zep’s hair as y/n pushed JJ to mae her way up, the twings following.

Through the years I've moved a lot Different doors with different locks But somehow Christmas always finds me It's been a while since I wished For roller blades and pixie sticks But somehow Christmas always finds me

Y/n groaned as she flipped over on the bed, trying to avoid the morning light that was threatening the shine through the curtains. Sheets littered her bed, and her guitar was leaning against her locker, her piano set up at the bottom of the bed. Sleep was hard to find these days, so most of her night consumed with her degree. With her new assignment, she was glad her father had set her room to be noise cancelling. She had always loved music, and when babies were around her practice sessions weren’t always perfectly timed, so Jensen had decided to sound proof her room, both for their sanity and hers.

A knock on the door caused her to look up, and she sighed when she seen Jensen pop his head in before the door was pushed open by JJ, who ran to jump onto her older sisters bed. Y/n gasped as the young girl jumped all over her sheets, and she glared at her as she grabbed all the papers, moving them to her locker.

“JJ be careful.” Y/n snapped, causing JJ to look at her. “Mommy told us to come get you up for Santa today.” JJ squealed, before stopping when she seen her sisters glare. “I’m not going.” Y/n stated, and JJ rolled her eyes. “But you have to. We always go.” The young girl stated, pointing her hands at her sister. “I have more important things than Santa JJ.” Y/n snapped again, causing JJ’s eyes to widen. “JJ, go tell mommy y/n and I will be down in a minute.” Jensen spoke, trying to avoid a screaming math between the sisters.

Y/n watched JJ leave with a sigh before moving to sort out the papers that JJ had crumpled from her jumping. Jensen sighed and rubbed his face as he sat down at the edge of the bed, playing a key on the piano before clearing his throat when y/n looked at him from the side of her eye.

“Look, you didn’t have to be so short with your sister.” Jensen started, giving y/n a pointed look when she turned to him. “She crumpled up my sheets.” Y/n stated, still flattening them out. “She was excited, so were you at her age.” “Not any more.” Y/n deadpanned, causing Jensen to sigh and look around. “This part of your song your working on?” Jensen asked, catching sight of some sheets on the keyboard. “Part of it.” Y/n sighed, looking to see what he was looking at. “Can you play it for me?” Jensen asked, loving a chance to listen his daughters talent. “It’s not finished yet, I haven’t even found the right words.” “We all start somewhere.” Jensen implied, placing a hand around y/n’s shoulder, “Please?” He asked again, placing his chin on her shoulder.

Y/n sighed and placed the sheets in her hand on the locker before scooting behind Jensen to get to her keyboard. Jensen watched her with a smile, moving to lean against her pillows as she prepared to play. He watched her fingers move effortlessly as the tune came to life. Closing his eyes, he smiled as he heard her begin to hum to the keys. As she came to a stop, she refused to look at her father, flinching a little as she felt his arms wrap around her from behind.

“That was great love.” Jensen smiled, pecking her cheek gently. “It’s only the start, still have away to go.” Y/n tried to justify. “It’s a great start. Do you need help with the lyrics.” Jensen asked, always wiling to help his kids. “No that’s okay. I know what I want to say, just not sure how.” Y/n shoot him down, and Jensen frowned, knowing she always liked when he helped her with her music. “Alright, well don’t be afraid to ask if you need me.” Jensen offered. “I know dad.” Y/n smiled slightly, trying to ease her fathers worry. “Come on, get ready to go before mum comes up after us.” Jensen spoke, moving off the bed. “Do I really have to go?” Y/n sighed. “Come on, you always enjoy it.” Jensen sighed, placing a hand on y/n’s shoulder. “I don’t feel like it today. Why don’t we go tomorrow?”  Y/ asked, trying to put it off. “You and I both know the kids won’t take too kindly to that. And they certainly won’t be happy if you don’t go. It’s tradition we all go.” Jensen stated, kissing y/n’s head. “I’ll see you down there.”

Y/n sighed as her father closed her bedroom door before moving to start getting ready. Throwing on a Christmas cardigan over a black dress, y/n sighed as she looked herself in the mirror before heading down to where her family were waiting by the Christmas tree. Daneel smiled as she seen her daughter, opting to take a photo of her descending the stairs before moving to get the kids into the car, while Jensen watched their oldest from behind, a frown etched on his face.

When silver bells and silent night And mistletoe's nowhere in sight With no chance of snow falling down Another year older Little harder to believe But somehow Christmas always finds me

Y/n stayed behind her parents and siblings as Jensen held onto the twins to prevent them running too far. JJ skipped in front of the group, singing along to the Christmas tunes that were heard over the speakers through the mall. Hearing the chatter of people around her, all cheerful as they waited to visit Santa, y/n couldn’t help but look down, trying to avoid conversation. Daneel looked back to her oldest daughter and seeing her keeping to herself, she eyes her husband before placing a hand on his arm, taking the twins hands.

“Hey y/n, you okay?” Jensen asked, rubbing his eldest back gently. “Yeah just tired. Didn’t sleep much last night. Guess it was the excitement of going here with the kids.” Y/n stated, trying to avoid confrontation. “Well if you want an early night that’s fine. Can leave films for another night.” Jensen suggested, trying to ease her daughter’s tiredness. “Yea, maybe.” Y/n agreed, shrugging a little before looking down at JJ who was jumping at her excitedly. “We’re next.” JJ stated, trying to take her sisters hand. “Sure are JJ.” Y/n smiled at the girl before moving with her to Santa.

Jensen sighed in slight disappointment as he eyed his oldest daughter help Zepplin and Arrow onto Santa’s lap. JJ positioned herself on the arm of Santas chair while y/n opted to stand to the side, leaning against the back of the chair with her arms crossed. Daneel gave y/n a look causing y/n to sigh before moving to crouch down beside Arrow, taking the young girls hand while wrapping her arm around her shoulders. Once the photo was taken y/n instantly moved away from the kids, allowing them to speak to Santa on their own. Daneel wrapped an arm around her eldest waist, smiling slightly as the girl leaned into her touch.

“What you say we go grab some Nando’s after here?” Daneel asked, looking at y/n with a smile. “Mom, you know I’m trying to cut out fast foods. Being in College you rely on them heavily when you get too lazy to cook.” Y/n joked, and her father eyed her warily. “I’m concerned for your heart love.” Jensen stated, causing y/n to roll her eyes. “I’m kidding dad, I got takeaway max once a week. With mum’s amazing cooking I got away lightly with pre made meals.” Y/n smiled at her parents, causing Daneel to blush slightly. “Well it’s the least I can do for my talented daughter.” Daneel stated, squeezing her slightly. “Yeah, well I think I’m going to drive home after this, work more on my assignments.” Y/n shrugged, wanting to get away from the festivities for a while. “That’s not like you.” Daneel frowned. “Well college changes people.” Y/n shrugged, causing Jensen to narrow his eyes at her. “Why don’t I accompany you home, you can handle the kids on your own right hun?” Jensen asked Daneel, looking down at his wife who eyes her. “I mean yea I guess I could.” Daneel agreed, causing y/n to look at her unconvinced. “Dad it’s fine. Help mum with the kids, the twins especially are gonna be very hyper after that lolly.” Y/n pointed at the big lollypops the elves gave the kids as their visit finished. “No I’ll be fine. You go with your dad, spend some time together.” Daneel suggested to y/n, causing Jensen to smile widely. “It’ll be fun.” Jensen nodded, looking at y/n as she looked down. “I suppose so.” Y/n stated, moving away from her parents as the kids returned.

In traffic jams and shopping malls I lose the magic of it all But somehow Christmas always finds me

Jensen leaned his arm against the passenger window, his head resting on his hand as y/n drove her car back to the house. Sitting in the passenger sit with his daughter driving always brought memories of when he thought her to drive. Daneel refused to do it as it was always lead to screaming matches between the two, so Jensen was given the task to teach her. Beams of lights shone as they passed cars, and Jensen smiled as he remembered what y/n used to describe the stream of cars.

“The lights kind of remind you of the Christmas lights right?” Jensen smiled, knowing y/n would agree. “I guess.” Y/n sighed, keeping her eyes on the road. “Why don’t we put on some Christmas music, going to get caught in some traffic.” Jensen suggested, moving to turn on the Bluetooth. “I think I’d rather the radio to be honest.” Y/n sighed, switching off the music as ‘merry Christmas everyone’ began to play. “You always love listening to Christmas music while we’re in the car. Some karaoke.” Jensen spoke, confused on why she shut it off so quickly. “Not this year dad, I’d rather concentrate on the road.” Y/n blinked, squinting her eyes slightly. “If your too tired to drive I can take over.” Jensen spoke, concerned she wouldn’t be able to concentrate on the road. “No, I’ll be okay. We’re nearly home anyway.” Y/n spoke as she turned off the main road, sighing as they meet traffic. “You were saying.” Jensen smirked slightly, chucking at his daughters frustrations. “Why is it so busy this time of year?” Y/n muttered, slowing down quickly. “You never were one for patience.” Jensen laughed, and y/n rolled her eyes quickly. “I just want to get home to finish my assignment.” Y/n groaned, tapping her fingers in frustration. “Why don’t I help you when we get back. Can make it go by quicker?” Jensen suggested, seeing the stress presenting his daughters body. “No that’s okay” Y/n replied quickly, causing Jensen to turn to her. “That was a quick answer.” Jensen stated. “Everything okay?” “Maybe we should listen to some Christmas songs to pass the time.” Y/n tried to avoid the conversation, and Jensen could tell. “Y/n, you know you can talk to me.” Jensen spoke softly, squeezing the top of y/n’s hand as it lay on the gear stick. “I was thinking, maybe tonight we could watch a movie in my room, sleepover vibes, just like when I was young.” Y/n suggested, trying to get away from feelings. “I think that’s a great idea.” Jensen smiled softly, knowing she would come to him when she needed to. “You sort out the snacks while I work on my assignment.”  Y/n suggested, and Jensen sighed. “Your really dead set on doing your assignment aren’t you.” Jensen stated. “It’s Christmas dad.” Y/n shrugged, slight disappointment in her tone. “Yeah, it’s Christmas.” Jensen agreed, just glad she wanted to spend time with him.

When silver bells and silent night And mistletoe's nowhere in sight With no chance of snow falling down Another year older Little harder to believe But somehow Christmas always finds me

Y/n rubbed her eyes as she attempted to finish writing the last verse of her song. She sniffed slightly as she hummed the tune, reading over the words before nodding in approval. She had opted to write what she was feelings, and with this Christmas season feeling upside down, she opted to write on how she felt with her family still celebrating Christmas. With kids around it meant that she had to at least pretend she was enjoying the festivities, but it was hard. This year brought nothing but stress and struggles for y/n, and with it flying by so fast it just felt like another day to her.

Jensen sang ‘It’s beginning to look a lot like Christmas’ quietly as he prepared the snack tray for his and y/n’s movie night. Daneel had finished getting the kids ready for the night, and was going to have a girls night in with Gen in the living room. It was rare that Jensen got to spend one on one time with his oldest. With three kids significantly younger than her, majority of his time was split between them. During filming, he’d often call her to check on her, with her first year away from home on campus he was determined to make sure she was okay.

Humming happily to himself, he made his way up the stairs, watching his feet on the steps before walking towards y/n’s bedroom door. Knocking slightly, he waited for her to call or open the door, but he frowned when he seen her.

“Hey, you okay?” He asked, seeing her watery eyes. “Yea, just finished my song so, all ready for tonight.” Y/n stated, wiping her eyes. “Was it a sad song or something?” Jensen asked, placing the tray on her bed to face her. “I guess.” Y/n shrugged, and Jensen frowned, “Just wrote how I felt.” “That’s a good way to let go of emotions.” Jensen nodded, “Wanna talk about it?” “Actually, I think I’d rather just watch the film.” Y/n stated, and Jensen smiled. “That’s okay. Once you know you can come to me about anything.” Jensen smiled at his daughter, placing a hand on her shoulder. “I know dad.” Y/n smiled, moving in for a hug, “Now, what treats did you bring?” “Well I tried to make it a little festive, so majority are either shaped Christmassy or green and red.” Jensen spoke, happy with himself. “Looks amazing.” Y/n smiled, moving to pick a Christmas hat from the tray. “Now, what are we watching?” Jensen asked, rubbing his hands together in anticipation.

It takes me back to younger days Of stockings on the fireplace And presents stacked And waiting by the tree And even if I'm all alone A million miles away from home It shows up in warm memory

The Christmas period went by fast, and soon it was Christmas eve. Daneel had been busy all day prepping for the Christmas dinner, and y/n had baked some cookies to be left out for Santa this evening with the kids. It was a rare time for y/n to be out of her room, she had spent most of it lounging around, avoiding the festive activities. Jensen was sorting out the front of the tree so the kids had somewhere to place the carrot, milk and cookies for Santa.

Y/n pursed her lip as she lay the tray of cookies to the side to rest. She wasn’t really feeling the festivities, but she decided to go help her father none the less. Seeing him standing at the front of the tree with his hands on his hips made her laugh lightly, and she sneaked a picture before moving to wrap an arm around.

“Hey there.” Jensen smiled, looking down at his eldest as she latched onto him. “Hi.” Y/n spoke, leaning into his embrace. “You finished the cookies?” “Yea, they’re cooling now. The task now is to prevent little hands getting at them.” Y/n stated, and Jensen nodded in agreement. “Gonna be tough.” Jensen spoke, pretending to shake her. The father daughter duo stood in silence, y/n looking down in thought. “You okay?” Jensen asked, seeing his daughters spaced off look. “Do you maybe, wanna hear my song?” Y/ blurted out quickly before she changed her mind. “I would love to.” Jensen smiled, glad she was letting him in. “It’s not an upbeat song, just to warn you.” Y/n stated as she walked slowly up the stairs. “I’m sure it’s amazing.” Jensen smiled reassuringly, following behind her.

Y/n walked in silence as they entered her room, and she sat by her keyboard, Jensen taking a seat on her bed. Breathing in deeply she glanced up to her father to see him smiling reassuringly. Seeing her shaking hands he winked at her to assure her it was okay. Tapping the keys to ensure it was on, She cleared her throat as she began to sing.

“Through the years….”

Jensen watched y/n with a sad smile as she sung, her confidence growing as she got into it. Realizing that she was actually singing how she felt this Christmas, his heart pulled as tears filled his eyes. This year had been a big change for the Ackles, with y/n no longer being home the house felt more empty. The family were used to Jensen being away for long periods of time, but when the eldest child left, a hole was felt. But for y/n, her first year of college was hard. The stress of continuous assignments being due, lead to her falling into a hole, a hole that was hard to get out of.

As she finished her song, y/n looked down with tears in er eyes, before jumping when she felt arms wrap around her. She closed her eyes as her father tightened his grip on her, and she sighed as he kissed her head from behind.

“Y/n love, you are one talented person.” Jensen sighed, rocking her gently. “I’m sorry I haven’t been excited this year.” Y/n spoke, moving to hold Jensen’s arms in her hands. “It’s okay, it is definitely ok not to feel festive.” Jensen sighed, moving to crouch in front of his daughter, “What your feeling is okay. There are others out there feeling the same for numerous reasons. You don’t have to feel anything if you don’t want to.” “I tried dad I really tried.” Y/n cried, moving to hug Jensen tightly. “Hey shush now, your okay. I’m here. You don’t have to try anything.” Jensen comforted her, rubbing her back gently. “I tried to hide it, I really did.” “You don’t have to hide anything. You can always come to me, I’m here for you alright.” Jensen spoke, moving to hold y/n’s face in his hands. “I love you dad.” Y/n sighed as Jensen brushed the tears away. “I love you too.” Jensen smiled, glad her daughter opened up.

Another year older Getting harder to believe But somehow Christmas always find me

Christmas morning was chaus in the Ackles household. JJ, Arrow and Zepplin were running wild though their parents rooms and their sisters, wanting to go downstairs and see what Santa had brought. Y/n groaned at being woken up, but allowed her brother to tug her out of bed. Deciding to sit away from the madness, she opted to sit on the stairs, leaning her head in her hand as she watched her siblings sort out the presents. She looked up when she felt a hand on her head and her father smiled down at her before moving to sit with her mother.

Christmas isn’t always a joyful time, and y/n was okay with that. She was okay with staying away from festivities this year, once she had her dad by her side.

Caught in the middle

Info: During Casey and Voight's falling out Voight goes for the one person Casey cares about the most, his 16 year old sister y/n.

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A sister needs her brother

Info: Y/n bridgerton is dealing with the commitments that come to joining the season to find a husband, but when things are said about the 6th Bridgerton, she runs to the place only her brother knows.

Y/n Bridgerton, Eloises younger sister by a year, smiled politely at those who passed the Bridgerton family during the pomegrade around the grounds. Her arm was linked to Colins arm who occassionaly tickled his younger sister to help ease her worries. The two were always close and Colin always made sure that he was the one to comfort her when needed. Daphne may have Anthony and Eloise, Benedict, but everyone knew that if they wanted to speak to the 3rd girl of the family, they had to get through Colin first. It had always been that way since she was a little girl, Coling looking out for her, caring for her while his mother grieved the loss of their father.

The two Bridgertons followed their mother and oldest brother as well as Lady Danbury and he Sharma's to their tent to retire for some refreshments. Sighing happily, y/n accepted the glass of lemonade her mother offered her, sipping it delicately before turning her attention to Colin as he scanned the men who looked at his sister, rolling her eyes playfully.

"You know, I do find that young Duke Heathing fello quite handsome." Y/n mocked, waving gracefully at the young Duke who smiled and looked down.

"I do believe that he would not suit you dear sister, far too sensitive." Colin replied, glaring at the boy his sister was speaking of.

"Perhaps I would like someone who cares and shows emotions."

"Emotions and sensitivity can be two very different things in life. No no he is not fit for your hand in marriage, and should he ask I shall see that he never speaks to you again." Colin stated causing y/n to giggle at her brothers reaction.

"I do pray for the man who should become my husband." Y/n stated, a tone of seriousnes present.

"So do I, if he dares try it."Colin spoke, causing y/n to roll her eyes.

Y/n glanced around at those who surrounded the grounds and smiled, seeing Colin distracted by her mother who was speaking to him about y/n's future, him disagreeing about her marriage possibly being this season. Seeing his irritation, an idea comes to her head causing her to stnad up. Immediately Colins attention turned to her.

"Where are you…"

"Though shall not catch me dear brother." Y/n laughed, interrupting her brother, as she moved away from Colin who smirked at his sisters playfulness.

"Sister." Colin called out, excusing himself from the conversation with his mother to follow his sister.

Those surrounding them watched the two Bridgertons as they messed around, some smiling at their silliness while others watched in disgust. Y/n giggled, not seeing the people watching as Colin grabbed her arm, pulling her to him to tickle her continuously. Anthony went to get up after his brothers only for Violet to place a hand on his arm.

"Anthony, leave them be." Violet stated, watching with a fond smile.

"This is no place to be running around like children." Anthony defended himself, not pleased with the way his siblings reacted.

"Y/n is young, let them have their fun, Colin needs this too." Violet stated, watching as y/n pulled away from Colin, allowing him to wrap an arm over her shoulder as the two laughed.

"They are quite close, are they not." Edwina asked, glancing at Violet as she watched her children fondly.

"They are, he cared for her when I could not." Violet stated, turning her attention to the Sharmas as they smiled softly.

"I do believe that people crave for the bond that they share with one another." Kate stated, laughing gently as y/n sighed, out of breath.

"Yes, there bond is one that I know will never break." Violet stated with a smile before knocking out of her trance, "Anyone for more tea?"

The following day y/n gracefully walkeddown stairs to see Benedict and Colin siting at the table, eating their breakfast. Smiling, she sat down beside Colin and thanked the maid as an egg was placed in front of her. Colin gave her a side hug before continuing to eat his breakfast. The three of them engaged in light conversation as the rest of the Bridgertons slowly came into the dining room to have their own breakfast when Eloise, the last one to come down, rushed in with Lady Whistledowns edition of the day.

"Eloise come have your breakfast before reading the gossip of the day." Voilet stated and Eloise sulked at her mothers comment.

"But y/n is mentioned in it." Eloise stated, gaining the attention of everyone.

"What?" Y/n asked n confusing, putting her hand out to Eloise for the piece of paper.

"Y/n, please, eat first." Violet asked, sighing as she was ignored, with y/n already reading the gosip from yesterday.

Suddenly, she got up and fled the dining room, not saying a word to anyone as she passed them. Colin looked in the direction his sister went in confusion before looking at the piece of paper Eloise picked up in her hand.

"What on earth is in that segment." Benedict asked, confused on what just happened.

"The one that confuses me most, is how Y/n Bridgerton acts. Her ability to act like a child has made it clear to me that maybe she should not have been brought forward for this season. The giggles and animal antics of the third Bridgerton daughter is one that suggests to me that she would not be wife material for unlike her sister Daphne who perhaps should give tips on the etiquette of being a lady. Should y/n Bridgerton want to marry this season, I suggest she breaks her child like behaviour with her brother and starts acting like the woman she craves to be." Eloise read out before looking in confusion.

"It seems lady whistledown has seen her behaviour yesterday." Anthony stated, looking at Violet.

"Come Anthony, she is entitled to fun just as the rest of yous are." Violet stated, defending her daughter.

"There are other women out there who have done a lot worse than her." Benedict stated.

"Perhaps I should speak to her, get her to down play her child like altributes and…."

"Perhaps you shall stay. I believe you are not the one she will speak to." Violet interrupted her oldest son before looking at Colin who was already moving to stand up.

"I shall go to her, see that she is okay." Colin stated before leaving the dining area where the rest of his family located.

Y/n ran through the back garden and started climbing the tree that lead to her treehouse. Colin and her made it one day when she was only a little girl, and they had gathered little bits and pieces to make it into a comfy area to rest. It was at the back of the garden where no one really went to, so no one really knew of the house, only her and Colin.

Rubbing her eyes to avoid the tears she lay her head onto the pillows that surrounded the walls, turning to face away from the door. She closed her eyes and allowed her emotions to get the better of her before opening them, sniffing when she heard the sound of the door opening. Colin Sighed as he heard his sister crying and sniffing softly in the treehouse that the two of them made, not liking to see his sister upset. Carefully closing the door he moved closer to the young girl, and y/n ignored him as he sat beside her.

"You know, I do believe that this place needs a bit of an upgrade, don't you?" Colin asked jokingly, waiting for a reaction from his sister.

"I believe you should leave me alone." Y/n replied causing Colin to tut in disagreement.

"If I did that then I wouldn't get to see you smile." He stated.

"Pity." Y/n commented causing Colin to sigh and move to a lying position, placing his head on y/n's shoulder.

"Come on y/n, I need my best friend to be smiling so we can have fun. That's how we go."

"Yeah well, not anymore, Now I've grown up, no time for fun." Y/n muttered, pushing COlin away as she sat up straight.

"Are you really going to listen to what an unknown person says." Colin asked, sitting up properly beside her.

"That unknown person has millions of people reading what she says everyday, so yes, I am. I need to grow up if I want a husband, and if I don't have a person then my life isn't going to be easy."

"Do you really think I would let that happen to you?" Colin asked and y/n looked down, not sure of hat to say. "You are my sister, I will never let you get cast aside if you don't have a husband. And as for wanting a husband, your 16, plenty of time to find your partner in life."

"I suppose."Y/g agreed.

"Right now I am yours, and you are mine. It doesn't matter what anyone says you are my sister, adn I love you."

"I love you too." Y/n smiled, leaning on her brother as he placed an arm over her, kissing her head softly.

"Now, how about you and I, go play a game of pall mall, I believe that I was the winner last time." Colin stated, causing y/n to smile childishly.

"I believe that was because I let you win." Y/n stated and Colin mocked hurt.

"We shall see dear sister, we shall see." Colin smirked and opened the door of the treehouse.

Y/n giggled and made her way down the ladder before Colin before heading off to the greenery where they usually played there small games of pall mall. Violet looked on from the living rooms window as her second and sixth children played amongst themselves, occasionally cheering when they got the ball through the hoop. Anthony watched on from his office area, where Benedict followed him.

"Sometimes brother, all our sisters need, is their brother." Benedict stated, placing a hand on Anthonys shoulder before moving out of the room to go paint.

"Yeah," Anthony spoke, "A sister needs her brother."

Mum I love you

Info:  y/n has been part of the supernatural cast from the beginning as the youngest Winchester. She recently lost her mum from cancer and it’s her first convention since the loss, leading to questions being asked.

Relationship: Supernatural cast x platonic reader

Warnings: Mention of loss of parent, cancer, grief

Y/n lay on her hotel bed, staring at the wall in front of her as she lay on her side. Thoughts of her mum were evident in her mind, the last moments she had with her and the duration of her life with her. y/m/n had just lost her battle with cancer, and at the young age of 21 y/n was completely lost without her. She still remembered getting the call from her father, telling her to come to the hospice because her mother was asking for her. She remembered her dad meeting her at the entrance, him pulling her into a hug and kissing her head, before she walked into her mums room, crouching down to hug her tightly as she whispered her sorries and I love yous.

The funeral had a big turn out, y/m/n was the type that everyone loved for. Among those that turned up for y/n, were Jared and Jensen, along with cast and crew of Supernatural. They had been on a break from filming, and y/n had been at home when she was told her mother unfortunately wasn’t going to win her battle. Jensen remembers y/n calling him in the middle of the night, crying after receiving the news. Their time zone was different, and y/ didn’t think about what time it was, wanting to rant to someone. He was straight on the first flight when she told him her mother had passed, calling Jared on the way, and arrived on her doorstep, confusing her father. It was no secret that y/n had a close relationship with her co-stars, but Jensen and y/n were like the father daughter duo on set. So when the duo turned up, y/f/n just showed them to her room and left them alone. Y/n had been distraught, starring at the wall, wrapped in her mother’s dressing gown that she wore all the time. She refused to acknowledge the two lads at the start, but once she felt Jensen’s hand on her back, she broke down, and she screamed as she clung to him, Jared holding her hand over his shoulder.

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The hall where the convention was taking place was packed. Crowds of supernatural fans had came, wanting to catch a glimpse of the three Winchesters. Dean, Sam & Isla were fan favorites, and the relationship between the three actors were something people loved to see. When they heard that y/n was returning to conventions after a long personal break, fans went wild, and y/n could feel the energy from back stage. She pulled her top over her hands as she flapped them about, before gasping in shock when arms wrapped around her from behind.

“Please welcome the Winchester clan, Jensen Ackles, Jared Padalaecki and the lovely, y/n l/n.” Was heard over the speaker before y/n moved away from Jensen as they walked up the steps.

“I’m with you if you need me.” Jensen’s voice came over her shoulder before kissing her cheek.

“Yea.” Y/n spoke softly, leaning back on him, smiling at Jared as he came to them, doing their handshake.

Y/n giggled a little as Jared jokingly slipped on the last step before waving to the crowd while Jensen messed with Jared in picking him up and making sure he’s ok. Y/n rolled her eyes at their antics before sitting on the middle seat, waiting for the guys to sit down before shaking her head. She tried to keep a smile on her face as the Q&A begun.

Y/n smiled out to the crowd as the crowd settled down from the comedic start, waving at some of the phones that were evidently recording. Jensen couldn’t help but watch y/n for a moment with a slight smile before turning his attention back to the fans as the questions begun. Y/n was relieved that most questions were upbeat.

“Are you alright Jared?” Y/n asked, placing a hand on Jared’s arm in comfort.

“I don’t know, that was a big fall.” Jared stated, pouting a bit.

“Well with your height I’m not surprised.” Y/n teased him, and he gasped in mock hurt as laughs were heard.

“Why I never.” Jared stated.

“She’s back.” Jensen smiled to the crowd, holding a hand to y/n as Jared moved away from y/n.

“My question is for Jensen and Jared.” A woman around the lads age spoke out.

“That’s exclusion.” Y/n piped out, pointing at the woman who looked down.

“Now y/n, let’s not be rude and let the nice lady ask her question.” Jensen scolded y/n jokingly, causing y/n to hang her head in shame.

“I have grown to feel like I have watched y/n grow up on screen, and I find it emotional watching her character evolve from the little scared girl to the young independent woman, and I was wondering how does it feel to watch y/n grow from the little 7 year old girl to this young 21 year old woman we see in front of us today.” The woman spoke, and y/n blushed as she looked down.

“Well I for one am personally incredibly honored to have had the chance to be around y/n since she was so young, you know. It’s not something that typically happens in our line of work, you know, working for 13, 14 years together. You generally don’t get that opportunity a lot of the time.” Jensen spoke, using his hands to express himself.

“Most of the time children don’t last very long on a show, they just don’t have the attention span. So when I first seen that there was going to be a little girl or boy, we didn’t know at the time whether or not Dean and Sam were going to have a little brother or sister, I was a little taken aback. Because the hours we do are so demanding and obviously you can’t have a child on set for 13 14 hours a day, you know, it’s not realistic. But y/n, you know, the moment we done auditions with her, we automatically knew that she was a good match for us.” Jared explained, smiling at the memory of their first meeting.

“Y/n was this shy little girl when she came in and as soon as Bobby called action she just turned like that “ Jensen clicked his fingers together, “She was amazing, and I mean you guys seen on the show how great she was.” Jensen bragged, causing cheers to abrupt from the crowds.

“Alright alright.” y/n spoke, using her hands to tell them to pip down.

“No but honestly, this woman. She really is something else. I mean watching her grow up, I have enjoyed it. I still remember her clinging to me on set every day for the first few months of filming. She would refuse to leave my side if she could.” Jensen smiled softly, placing a hand on y/n’s shoulder.

“Yea she took to you really quickly, which kinda hurt I won’t lie.” Jared joked at the end, making y/n smile sadly at him. “Nah, but she has truly become family, and there is nothing that I wouldn’t do for this kid.” Jared spoke proudly, taking y/n’s hand in his to give it a squeeze.

“I still remember when she was young she came to these conventions and mostly stayed behind, but every now and then she would run on stage, if the guys were playing she would dance with the beat until myself or Jared would take her. She would just sit there with her goofy little smile, poking us with her little fingers until we would jokingly bite them.” Jensen spoke with a laugh, causing y/n to giggle slightly.

“Now she hurts with her words so I guess some things never change.” Jared joked causing y/n’s jaw to drop in mock shock.

“She has grown so much more confident in herself which I love to see. I’m like a proud father I have to say.” Jensen spoke with a smile, causing the crowd to awe as y/n leaned her head on Jensen's shoulder.

“Thank you for your question.” Jared smiled at the woman before they moved onto a younger girl.

Moving to the corner of the stage, y/n kneeled down as she watched the girl rush towards her. Tears built in y/n’s eyes as he wrapped her arms around the girl who was close in age to her, breathing out heavily as she controlled her emotions before speaking.

“Hey guys, my name’s Amelia.” The girl spoke softly.

“Hi Amelia.” Y/n smiled at the girl who was close to y/n’s age.

“Who’s your question for Amelia?” Jared asked.

“ My questions for y/n.” She spoke hesitantly.

“Yes.” Y/n celebrated, smiling widely at the girl.

“I don’t want to thread on your emotions and I know this is a little personally, but as we all know you just lost your mum to cancer.” The girl spoke timidly, and y/n’s breath hitched a little as she nodded, “ And well, I recently just got told that my mum hasn’t got that long left so I was just wondering, how do you deal with that news?”

Jensen and Jared looked at y/n with sad smiles, not knowing how she would react or what to say.

“Can you come closer, because firstly I want to give you a hug.” Y/n spoke with a cough, and she dropped the mike on the chair as she got up.

Y/n smiled a watery smile as she felt the tears begin to fall. Quickly wiping them she stood back up from her position and headed back to where Jensen and Jared were watching the scene with sad smiles. Jared placed a hand on her back as she grabbed her mike and sat back down before Jensen took her hand, squeezing it.

“You make your mum proud, I can tell how much she means to you. My mum meant a lot to me too,, still does. But you have to brave for her which isn’t easy. Watching her go from the strong woman you know to someone who relies on you for everything isn’t easy. I’ve been there, it’s not nice. But you can’ show her how you feel. If she sees you smile, she’ll be happy. And that’s all that matters.” YY/n whispered to her, not breaking the hug.

“I’m scared of life without her.” The girl sobbed.

“I know you are, I was too. I still am, just remember the good times. And remember, there are people around you who are there for you. I’m here for you. Never forget that.” Y/n whispered before kissing the girls cheek and moving apart from her.

“Thank you.” The girl stated softly, wiping her cheeks.

“It doesn’t matter who you are or what age you are, grief is always tough. It comes in waves. But it hits different when you’ve been told your going to lose someone close to you, and you have to grieve them while they’re right in front of you. You grieve the times you had before and the times you’ll never have. But what never changes, is the love you have for them.” Y/n spoke with shaky breathes, and the crowd smiled weakly at her. “I love you mum.” Y/n spoke softly into the mike, and Jensen pulled her into a hug as the tears began to fall.

Scared for her life (3/4)

Info: Jay can't help but worry for the girl he used to work with

Requested by @maybankangel-blog

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Y/n blinked as she came round from the hit on the head. She blinked a few times as she rubbed her head before sitting up and opening her eyes. She looked out the window to see if she could see anything, but they were long out of the city, and were now on back roads. Instead, she turned her vision in front to see two figures sitting in front of the car, talking.

“They’re getting onto us.” One of the spoke, and the guy driving sighed. “We need to figure something out Dareen, get them off our trace.” The guy driving spoke, and y/n recognized the voice of the guy who took her. “And how do you suppose we do that, we have five missing girls, there not going to just forget about them.” The guy, now known as Dareem, stated harshly at his friend. “I don’t know okay.” The guy snapped back “I just need to think”

“What are you going to do with me?” Y/n decided to make herself known, and Dareen glanced back at her. “Well look who’s awake.” He mocked her, and y/n rolled her eyes at him. “We won’t be doing anything to you, yet.” The driver stated, eyeing her in the mirror. “Can I know your names?” Y/n asked, now putting up an act of fear. “The least you know the better.” Dareen stated, and y/n sighed. “Can you tell me where you’re going? I don’t see any lights, so we must be outside the city.” Y/n stated, and Dareen looked back at her, narrowing his eyes. “It doesn’t matter where we’re going.” The driver snapped at her, and she shrunk back in her seat. “I just want to know where I am so I can tell my parents not to worry about me. They’re expecting me home at 11 tonight.” “Well guess you missed your time.” The guy spoke back at her teasingly, and y/n forced tears to come up. “Please, just tell me something. I want to go home.” Y/n chocked, and the driver looked back at her, eyes softening slightly. “You want to go home?” He asked, pretending to care, “Well too bad, your with us now.” “We’ll take care of you, for now.” Dareen winked at her, and y/n frowned at the thoughts spiralling in her head.

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Jay took two steps at a time as he and Erin returned to intelligence from Med. Will had told him to prevent straining his arm till the stitches came out, but Jay just waved him off. He didn’t care about him, all he cared about was y/n.

“Found anything yet?” Jay asked, looking at Mouse desk where Adam and Keving were currently at. “They’ve taken her outside the city and one of them is called Dareen.” Adam stated, and Jay’s face hardened. “Do we know what they want with her?” Erin asked. “They just said they’d look after her.” Mouse spoke, and Kevin hit his arm as he seen Jay’s hand ball into a fist. “Don’t look too much into it, I’m sure y/n can look after herself.” Erin stated, putting a hand on Jay’s shoulder, frowning as he shook it off.

“Quiet, they’re talking again.” Mouse shouted at everyone, causing silence to come throughout the room.

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Y/n looked around at the place as the car came to a stop. They clearly didn’t care about her seeing where she was as they made no effort to prevent her vision as Dareen took her out of the car, keeping a grip on her arm. She looked around as they walked towards a house.

“Where are we” She asked, and the unknown guys head whipped around to look at her. “ Enough of the questions, we’ll tell you what we want you to know alright.” He snapped at her, and y/n cowered back from him.

She refused to make any more noise, instead allowing Dareen to push her towards a cottage, that seemed to be well taken care of. The light yellow paint on the walls was a stark contrast to what happened behind its walls. And what happened behind these walls were still unknown to y/n, but clearly it wasn’t going to be long till she found out.

The unknown man opened the door and held it open as Dareen and y/n walked inside. She looked around to see a kitchen and living room before a hall was seen with stairs. Dareen pushed y/n towards the hall before proceeding to take out a kay from his pocket. He banged on the door before unlocking it, swinging the door open.

Y/n looked inside to see 5 young women placing hands up to their faces, trying to block the light that strayed into room with the open door.  Y/n glanced at Dareen before he pushed her into the room. She toppled over the steps only for one of the girls to catch her, preventing herself from falling.

“Make your new friend feel welcome girls.” Dareen called out before slamming the door and locking it.

Y/n looked around as her eyes grew used to the low light present in the room she was now held captured in. The girls around her looked at her before turning away, some lying down on dodgy mattresses while others leaned against the walls.

“Hi.” She spoke softly, acting unsure of herself. “Hey.” A timid girl replied, looking around at her fellow hostages, “Don’t worry, they don’t talk very much. Some of us have been here for a long time and just lost the will to communicate.” She explained, nodding towards the girls who ignored her. “Do you know where we are?” Y/n asked the girl who spoke to her, walking to sit beside the girl. “I think it’s Dareen or Kyles house, we’re not really sure. We get given little information around here.” The girl shrugged, looking down at her lap. “Dareen & Kyle, they’re the ones who are holding us here?” Y/n asked, trying to gather information. “Yeah. They seem pretty open about what we hear so I don’t think they plan to have us getting out of here, at least not alive anyway.” The girl spoke, looking y/n in the eye as she said the facts.” “You say they’re pretty open, do you know much about them?” Y/n asked. “They’re two guys who take girls and sell them on for guys to marry. They travel around to avoid getting caught.” “They’re smart I’ll give them that.” Y/n muttered, giving credit to the guys for their smartness. “Would I of heard of them?” “Probably not. They go by Montez brothers.”

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“Montez brothers, last related to a case of 5 missing girls in South Carolina. One of the girls were found beaten up by a domestic situation where she reported them as kidnapping her. They fled and haven’t been found since.” Mouse stated, looking up from his computer to Voight. “Where are they residing now.” Voight asked. “r/a.” Mouse stated. “Let’s roll.”

Jay didn’t need to be told twice as he made a run towards his jeep, Erin following in toll.

scared and alone (7/12)

Info: Y/n ends up deep into the woods, not knowing riven and sky had followed her. A frozen one attacks her but doesn't succeed as she is saved by the boys. They come towards her but she doesn't let them near her, afraid she will hurt them before running to the greenhouse, begging for help.

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Y/n gasps for breathes as she runs through the forest. Looking up, she screams in frustrating as ice sparks from her hands onto the ground while she falls onto her knees. Leaning her arm on a trunk of a tree she puts her head against it as she starts crying once again.

She freezes as she hears a noise behind before turning and screaming. She pushes back with her arms as a frozen one comes for her. Crying in fear, she covers her face only to hear a screech. Opening her eyes she sees a branch pierced through it's chest.

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Riven and Sky chase after y/n as she heads towards the woods. Hiding behind a tree they see her lose control.

"Mate she needs help." Riven stated, concerned for his friend as they watched her break down crying. "I know, and we haven't been there for her." Sky stated, his heart breaking seeing his best girl mate so broken. "Yeah well, we're here for her now, even if she's stubborn about it." Riven said with determination, going towards her only for Sky to grab his shoulder. "Wait." "Sky, she needs us." Riven glared at Sky, shrugging his hand off his shoulder roughly. "I know but we also have to be cautious. Her feelings are all over the place meaning her powers aren't under control. We can't just go over to her or else we'll get hurt causing her to feel worse." Sky stated, looking Riven in the eye.

They both snapped there heads towards y/n when they heard her screaming. there eyes widened when they seen a frozen one leaning over a terrified y/n. Riven looks around and grabs a branch from the ground before throwing it at the creature, watching as it crumbled onto the ground. They moved closer with caution as y/n scrambled to her feet.

"I thought frozen ones weren't seen in century's." Riven stated. "We thought that about burned ones too but you know." Sky stated as they watched y/n sand up properly.

"Stay away.." She begged them, putting her hands up shakenly. "Just calm down y/n, please. We can help you." Sky stated, putting his hands up in surrender. "No you can't." Y/n said, stepping back with distraught. "Y/n we're sorry we weren't there for you when you needed us but we can help you now. You just have to let us in." Riven stated, tears unwillingly building in his eyes. "I'll just hurt you." She whimpered, leaning against a tree. "No you won't, I know you won't." Sky stated softly as he moved closer, placing a hand out, hoping she would take it. She looked at him with sadness before turning to Riven who nodded in assurance. "No." She shouted as she shook her head before running off in the direction of the greenhouse.

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Harvey, Terra and Sam were in the greenhouse working away when suddenly the door slammed against the wall. Startled, they looked up to see a hysterical y/n burst into the room.

"Y/n?" Terra asked as she and Sam stood up. Y/n didn't move but instead stood in the room shaking. "Terra, get headmistress Dowling, tell her that it's happened again, she'll know what you mean. Sam tell Headmaster Silva the same." Harvey ordered his children as he stood up as well. "Is she okay?" Terra asked, concerned for her roommate. "Now Terra." Harvey said urgently causing his children to rush off.

Y/n breath increased rapidly as she began to ventilated.

"Y/n, listen to me you need to calm down." Harvey stated as he closed the door gently. "I can't." She replied in rapid breathes. "Control your breathing or else you will lose control of your magic." He stated, coaching her with his breath.

Y/n moved her vision to professor Harvey and slowly tried to catch her breath. She sat on the bed as her breathing slowed down.

"I can't do it anymore." Y/n stated, silent tears rolling down her cheeks as she looked down at her lap. Harvey just listened as she continued to talk. "I am tired of losing control and the feeling of aloneness and fear. I can't keep living like this." She stated before turning her vision back to the professor, "Which is why I am asking you, begging you, to remove my powers." She stated as Dowling and Silva walked into the greenhouse.

Dowling and Silva froze in shock. Harvey looked at y/n with confusion before turning to his peer teachers in surprise.

"Y/n what your asking, isn't possible." Dowling stated, moving carefully towards her student. "Oh don't lie, I know it is Farah. I read it in the so called forbidden books." Y/n stated, looking at Dowling. "Y/n, what your asking for................" Silva started, placing a hand in front of him. "Please, just take them. I can't do it anymore. I'm afraid of what's to come. With the frozen ones after me I just can't do it anymore, I'm done." Y/n cried out, putting her hands on her face as sobs racked through her body.

The teachers turned their attention to the door as it opened once again. Sky and Riven came into the greenhouse with looks of worry before seeing y/n sitting on the bed beside Harvey.

"Y/n." Sky breathed in relief causing y/ns head to shot up. "No, please, no, stay away." She cried in a loud voice as they tried to come to her.

Silva quickly made his way to the boys and held them away from her. Y/n stood up from the bed and ran towards the exit for the halls. The two began to fight their trainer as he began to push them out of the greenhouse when they seen her try to run.

"Boys you need to leave." Silva stated in a stern voice, starting to struggle against the two boys as they fought back. "No, please, stop." Y/n screamed as Harvey held her in a tight embrace. "Silva she needs us." Sky fought with his second father, trying to get to his friend. "She's needed you for awhile now and you weren't there. Your making her restless so you need to leave." Silva stated in a harsh tone "Silva please." Sky begged, hearing the cries of y/n. "Sky, please, leave. It's the best thing you can do right now." Silva stated, finally pushing Riven and Sky out of the greenhouse before closing the door.

Y/n cried and screamed out as Harvey kneeled on the ground with her still in his arms. Her vision was no longer clear and she couldn't see anything around her as she heard her teachers trying to help her.

"Please." She begged tiredly, "Please."