Caught In The Middle

Christmas always finds me

Info: The younger kids may be the ones who steal Jensen’s attention, but their father can always tell when their sister is having a tough time

Warning: Depression, sadness, loneliness

Relationship: Jensen Ackles x daughter reader

December rolled by quicker than expected. The Ackles house had quickly been dawned with tinsel and decorations, and when school finished, the celebrations were in full swing. Daneel was busy with the youngsters, trying to keep them busy while they waited on their father to come back from filming for the year. Jensen was wrapping up filming this weekend, leaving a whole week before Christmas for the family to prepare and finish traditions.

But while the three youngest Ackles bounded up to the door to greet their father, the oldest stayed behind with their mother. Y/n was now a 17 year old, high school graduate, who was currently studying music and dynamics. She took after her father in the music industry, which meant she had infinite possibilities when it came to her career path. She had always been close with her father, and being only one when her father met Daneel, the woman had become y/n’s mom pretty quickly. Seeing her oldest standing to the side, Daneel wrapped an arm around her waist, leaning her head on y/n’s shoulder.

“Aren’t you going to go see your dad y/n?” Daneel asked. “In a minute. The sooner the kids see him the sooner they get to bed.” Y/n spoke lightly, pointing at the clock that’s arm was near 11pm. “I don’t think they’ll be sleeping much tonight. Not with them going to see Santa tomorrow.” Daneel noted, and y/n groaned inwardly “Do I have to go tomorrow?” “Y/n, you know we always do it as a family.” Daneel scolded her, and y/n sighed. “I don’t really feel like doing it this year.” Y/n spoke. “What you talking about, you love Christmas.” Daneel frowned before the kids came running to them, Jensen in tow.

“Y/n love.” Jensen sighed, pulling his oldest into a tight hug. “Hi Dad.” Y/n sighed, burying her head in his shoulder and they hugged each other tightly. “How are you? I feel we haven’t talked in ages.” Jensen sighed, frowning a little as he felt her squeeze him tightly. “Yea, been busy with music. We’re writing music at the minute which is cool.” Y/n shrugged, looking down as the father daughter duo pulled away. “Well I would love to hear it.” Jensen smiled, proud of his daughter. “Maybe.” Y/n shrugged again, looking down at her siblings as Daneel tried to wound them up to bed. “Hey kids, why don’t we head to bed, leave mum and dad alone.” Y/n spoke out, trying to help Daneel. “I thought you and your father could spend time together.” “That’s okay. I’m tired so I’m gonna hit the bed myself. But maybe tomorrow night, yea?” Y/n asked, looking from her father to her mother.

“Sounds good.” Jensen smiles, ruffling Zep’s hair as y/n pushed JJ to mae her way up, the twings following.

Through the years I've moved a lot Different doors with different locks But somehow Christmas always finds me It's been a while since I wished For roller blades and pixie sticks But somehow Christmas always finds me

Y/n groaned as she flipped over on the bed, trying to avoid the morning light that was threatening the shine through the curtains. Sheets littered her bed, and her guitar was leaning against her locker, her piano set up at the bottom of the bed. Sleep was hard to find these days, so most of her night consumed with her degree. With her new assignment, she was glad her father had set her room to be noise cancelling. She had always loved music, and when babies were around her practice sessions weren’t always perfectly timed, so Jensen had decided to sound proof her room, both for their sanity and hers.

A knock on the door caused her to look up, and she sighed when she seen Jensen pop his head in before the door was pushed open by JJ, who ran to jump onto her older sisters bed. Y/n gasped as the young girl jumped all over her sheets, and she glared at her as she grabbed all the papers, moving them to her locker.

“JJ be careful.” Y/n snapped, causing JJ to look at her. “Mommy told us to come get you up for Santa today.” JJ squealed, before stopping when she seen her sisters glare. “I’m not going.” Y/n stated, and JJ rolled her eyes. “But you have to. We always go.” The young girl stated, pointing her hands at her sister. “I have more important things than Santa JJ.” Y/n snapped again, causing JJ’s eyes to widen. “JJ, go tell mommy y/n and I will be down in a minute.” Jensen spoke, trying to avoid a screaming math between the sisters.

Y/n watched JJ leave with a sigh before moving to sort out the papers that JJ had crumpled from her jumping. Jensen sighed and rubbed his face as he sat down at the edge of the bed, playing a key on the piano before clearing his throat when y/n looked at him from the side of her eye.

“Look, you didn’t have to be so short with your sister.” Jensen started, giving y/n a pointed look when she turned to him. “She crumpled up my sheets.” Y/n stated, still flattening them out. “She was excited, so were you at her age.” “Not any more.” Y/n deadpanned, causing Jensen to sigh and look around. “This part of your song your working on?” Jensen asked, catching sight of some sheets on the keyboard. “Part of it.” Y/n sighed, looking to see what he was looking at. “Can you play it for me?” Jensen asked, loving a chance to listen his daughters talent. “It’s not finished yet, I haven’t even found the right words.” “We all start somewhere.” Jensen implied, placing a hand around y/n’s shoulder, “Please?” He asked again, placing his chin on her shoulder.

Y/n sighed and placed the sheets in her hand on the locker before scooting behind Jensen to get to her keyboard. Jensen watched her with a smile, moving to lean against her pillows as she prepared to play. He watched her fingers move effortlessly as the tune came to life. Closing his eyes, he smiled as he heard her begin to hum to the keys. As she came to a stop, she refused to look at her father, flinching a little as she felt his arms wrap around her from behind.

“That was great love.” Jensen smiled, pecking her cheek gently. “It’s only the start, still have away to go.” Y/n tried to justify. “It’s a great start. Do you need help with the lyrics.” Jensen asked, always wiling to help his kids. “No that’s okay. I know what I want to say, just not sure how.” Y/n shoot him down, and Jensen frowned, knowing she always liked when he helped her with her music. “Alright, well don’t be afraid to ask if you need me.” Jensen offered. “I know dad.” Y/n smiled slightly, trying to ease her fathers worry. “Come on, get ready to go before mum comes up after us.” Jensen spoke, moving off the bed. “Do I really have to go?” Y/n sighed. “Come on, you always enjoy it.” Jensen sighed, placing a hand on y/n’s shoulder. “I don’t feel like it today. Why don’t we go tomorrow?”  Y/ asked, trying to put it off. “You and I both know the kids won’t take too kindly to that. And they certainly won’t be happy if you don’t go. It’s tradition we all go.” Jensen stated, kissing y/n’s head. “I’ll see you down there.”

Y/n sighed as her father closed her bedroom door before moving to start getting ready. Throwing on a Christmas cardigan over a black dress, y/n sighed as she looked herself in the mirror before heading down to where her family were waiting by the Christmas tree. Daneel smiled as she seen her daughter, opting to take a photo of her descending the stairs before moving to get the kids into the car, while Jensen watched their oldest from behind, a frown etched on his face.

When silver bells and silent night And mistletoe's nowhere in sight With no chance of snow falling down Another year older Little harder to believe But somehow Christmas always finds me

Y/n stayed behind her parents and siblings as Jensen held onto the twins to prevent them running too far. JJ skipped in front of the group, singing along to the Christmas tunes that were heard over the speakers through the mall. Hearing the chatter of people around her, all cheerful as they waited to visit Santa, y/n couldn’t help but look down, trying to avoid conversation. Daneel looked back to her oldest daughter and seeing her keeping to herself, she eyes her husband before placing a hand on his arm, taking the twins hands.

“Hey y/n, you okay?” Jensen asked, rubbing his eldest back gently. “Yeah just tired. Didn’t sleep much last night. Guess it was the excitement of going here with the kids.” Y/n stated, trying to avoid confrontation. “Well if you want an early night that’s fine. Can leave films for another night.” Jensen suggested, trying to ease her daughter’s tiredness. “Yea, maybe.” Y/n agreed, shrugging a little before looking down at JJ who was jumping at her excitedly. “We’re next.” JJ stated, trying to take her sisters hand. “Sure are JJ.” Y/n smiled at the girl before moving with her to Santa.

Jensen sighed in slight disappointment as he eyed his oldest daughter help Zepplin and Arrow onto Santa’s lap. JJ positioned herself on the arm of Santas chair while y/n opted to stand to the side, leaning against the back of the chair with her arms crossed. Daneel gave y/n a look causing y/n to sigh before moving to crouch down beside Arrow, taking the young girls hand while wrapping her arm around her shoulders. Once the photo was taken y/n instantly moved away from the kids, allowing them to speak to Santa on their own. Daneel wrapped an arm around her eldest waist, smiling slightly as the girl leaned into her touch.

“What you say we go grab some Nando’s after here?” Daneel asked, looking at y/n with a smile. “Mom, you know I’m trying to cut out fast foods. Being in College you rely on them heavily when you get too lazy to cook.” Y/n joked, and her father eyed her warily. “I’m concerned for your heart love.” Jensen stated, causing y/n to roll her eyes. “I’m kidding dad, I got takeaway max once a week. With mum’s amazing cooking I got away lightly with pre made meals.” Y/n smiled at her parents, causing Daneel to blush slightly. “Well it’s the least I can do for my talented daughter.” Daneel stated, squeezing her slightly. “Yeah, well I think I’m going to drive home after this, work more on my assignments.” Y/n shrugged, wanting to get away from the festivities for a while. “That’s not like you.” Daneel frowned. “Well college changes people.” Y/n shrugged, causing Jensen to narrow his eyes at her. “Why don’t I accompany you home, you can handle the kids on your own right hun?” Jensen asked Daneel, looking down at his wife who eyes her. “I mean yea I guess I could.” Daneel agreed, causing y/n to look at her unconvinced. “Dad it’s fine. Help mum with the kids, the twins especially are gonna be very hyper after that lolly.” Y/n pointed at the big lollypops the elves gave the kids as their visit finished. “No I’ll be fine. You go with your dad, spend some time together.” Daneel suggested to y/n, causing Jensen to smile widely. “It’ll be fun.” Jensen nodded, looking at y/n as she looked down. “I suppose so.” Y/n stated, moving away from her parents as the kids returned.

In traffic jams and shopping malls I lose the magic of it all But somehow Christmas always finds me

Jensen leaned his arm against the passenger window, his head resting on his hand as y/n drove her car back to the house. Sitting in the passenger sit with his daughter driving always brought memories of when he thought her to drive. Daneel refused to do it as it was always lead to screaming matches between the two, so Jensen was given the task to teach her. Beams of lights shone as they passed cars, and Jensen smiled as he remembered what y/n used to describe the stream of cars.

“The lights kind of remind you of the Christmas lights right?” Jensen smiled, knowing y/n would agree. “I guess.” Y/n sighed, keeping her eyes on the road. “Why don’t we put on some Christmas music, going to get caught in some traffic.” Jensen suggested, moving to turn on the Bluetooth. “I think I’d rather the radio to be honest.” Y/n sighed, switching off the music as ‘merry Christmas everyone’ began to play. “You always love listening to Christmas music while we’re in the car. Some karaoke.” Jensen spoke, confused on why she shut it off so quickly. “Not this year dad, I’d rather concentrate on the road.” Y/n blinked, squinting her eyes slightly. “If your too tired to drive I can take over.” Jensen spoke, concerned she wouldn’t be able to concentrate on the road. “No, I’ll be okay. We’re nearly home anyway.” Y/n spoke as she turned off the main road, sighing as they meet traffic. “You were saying.” Jensen smirked slightly, chucking at his daughters frustrations. “Why is it so busy this time of year?” Y/n muttered, slowing down quickly. “You never were one for patience.” Jensen laughed, and y/n rolled her eyes quickly. “I just want to get home to finish my assignment.” Y/n groaned, tapping her fingers in frustration. “Why don’t I help you when we get back. Can make it go by quicker?” Jensen suggested, seeing the stress presenting his daughters body. “No that’s okay” Y/n replied quickly, causing Jensen to turn to her. “That was a quick answer.” Jensen stated. “Everything okay?” “Maybe we should listen to some Christmas songs to pass the time.” Y/n tried to avoid the conversation, and Jensen could tell. “Y/n, you know you can talk to me.” Jensen spoke softly, squeezing the top of y/n’s hand as it lay on the gear stick. “I was thinking, maybe tonight we could watch a movie in my room, sleepover vibes, just like when I was young.” Y/n suggested, trying to get away from feelings. “I think that’s a great idea.” Jensen smiled softly, knowing she would come to him when she needed to. “You sort out the snacks while I work on my assignment.”  Y/n suggested, and Jensen sighed. “Your really dead set on doing your assignment aren’t you.” Jensen stated. “It’s Christmas dad.” Y/n shrugged, slight disappointment in her tone. “Yeah, it’s Christmas.” Jensen agreed, just glad she wanted to spend time with him.

When silver bells and silent night And mistletoe's nowhere in sight With no chance of snow falling down Another year older Little harder to believe But somehow Christmas always finds me

Y/n rubbed her eyes as she attempted to finish writing the last verse of her song. She sniffed slightly as she hummed the tune, reading over the words before nodding in approval. She had opted to write what she was feelings, and with this Christmas season feeling upside down, she opted to write on how she felt with her family still celebrating Christmas. With kids around it meant that she had to at least pretend she was enjoying the festivities, but it was hard. This year brought nothing but stress and struggles for y/n, and with it flying by so fast it just felt like another day to her.

Jensen sang ‘It’s beginning to look a lot like Christmas’ quietly as he prepared the snack tray for his and y/n’s movie night. Daneel had finished getting the kids ready for the night, and was going to have a girls night in with Gen in the living room. It was rare that Jensen got to spend one on one time with his oldest. With three kids significantly younger than her, majority of his time was split between them. During filming, he’d often call her to check on her, with her first year away from home on campus he was determined to make sure she was okay.

Humming happily to himself, he made his way up the stairs, watching his feet on the steps before walking towards y/n’s bedroom door. Knocking slightly, he waited for her to call or open the door, but he frowned when he seen her.

“Hey, you okay?” He asked, seeing her watery eyes. “Yea, just finished my song so, all ready for tonight.” Y/n stated, wiping her eyes. “Was it a sad song or something?” Jensen asked, placing the tray on her bed to face her. “I guess.” Y/n shrugged, and Jensen frowned, “Just wrote how I felt.” “That’s a good way to let go of emotions.” Jensen nodded, “Wanna talk about it?” “Actually, I think I’d rather just watch the film.” Y/n stated, and Jensen smiled. “That’s okay. Once you know you can come to me about anything.” Jensen smiled at his daughter, placing a hand on her shoulder. “I know dad.” Y/n smiled, moving in for a hug, “Now, what treats did you bring?” “Well I tried to make it a little festive, so majority are either shaped Christmassy or green and red.” Jensen spoke, happy with himself. “Looks amazing.” Y/n smiled, moving to pick a Christmas hat from the tray. “Now, what are we watching?” Jensen asked, rubbing his hands together in anticipation.

It takes me back to younger days Of stockings on the fireplace And presents stacked And waiting by the tree And even if I'm all alone A million miles away from home It shows up in warm memory

The Christmas period went by fast, and soon it was Christmas eve. Daneel had been busy all day prepping for the Christmas dinner, and y/n had baked some cookies to be left out for Santa this evening with the kids. It was a rare time for y/n to be out of her room, she had spent most of it lounging around, avoiding the festive activities. Jensen was sorting out the front of the tree so the kids had somewhere to place the carrot, milk and cookies for Santa.

Y/n pursed her lip as she lay the tray of cookies to the side to rest. She wasn’t really feeling the festivities, but she decided to go help her father none the less. Seeing him standing at the front of the tree with his hands on his hips made her laugh lightly, and she sneaked a picture before moving to wrap an arm around.

“Hey there.” Jensen smiled, looking down at his eldest as she latched onto him. “Hi.” Y/n spoke, leaning into his embrace. “You finished the cookies?” “Yea, they’re cooling now. The task now is to prevent little hands getting at them.” Y/n stated, and Jensen nodded in agreement. “Gonna be tough.” Jensen spoke, pretending to shake her. The father daughter duo stood in silence, y/n looking down in thought. “You okay?” Jensen asked, seeing his daughters spaced off look. “Do you maybe, wanna hear my song?” Y/ blurted out quickly before she changed her mind. “I would love to.” Jensen smiled, glad she was letting him in. “It’s not an upbeat song, just to warn you.” Y/n stated as she walked slowly up the stairs. “I’m sure it’s amazing.” Jensen smiled reassuringly, following behind her.

Y/n walked in silence as they entered her room, and she sat by her keyboard, Jensen taking a seat on her bed. Breathing in deeply she glanced up to her father to see him smiling reassuringly. Seeing her shaking hands he winked at her to assure her it was okay. Tapping the keys to ensure it was on, She cleared her throat as she began to sing.

“Through the years….”

Jensen watched y/n with a sad smile as she sung, her confidence growing as she got into it. Realizing that she was actually singing how she felt this Christmas, his heart pulled as tears filled his eyes. This year had been a big change for the Ackles, with y/n no longer being home the house felt more empty. The family were used to Jensen being away for long periods of time, but when the eldest child left, a hole was felt. But for y/n, her first year of college was hard. The stress of continuous assignments being due, lead to her falling into a hole, a hole that was hard to get out of.

As she finished her song, y/n looked down with tears in er eyes, before jumping when she felt arms wrap around her. She closed her eyes as her father tightened his grip on her, and she sighed as he kissed her head from behind.

“Y/n love, you are one talented person.” Jensen sighed, rocking her gently. “I’m sorry I haven’t been excited this year.” Y/n spoke, moving to hold Jensen’s arms in her hands. “It’s okay, it is definitely ok not to feel festive.” Jensen sighed, moving to crouch in front of his daughter, “What your feeling is okay. There are others out there feeling the same for numerous reasons. You don’t have to feel anything if you don’t want to.” “I tried dad I really tried.” Y/n cried, moving to hug Jensen tightly. “Hey shush now, your okay. I’m here. You don’t have to try anything.” Jensen comforted her, rubbing her back gently. “I tried to hide it, I really did.” “You don’t have to hide anything. You can always come to me, I’m here for you alright.” Jensen spoke, moving to hold y/n’s face in his hands. “I love you dad.” Y/n sighed as Jensen brushed the tears away. “I love you too.” Jensen smiled, glad her daughter opened up.

Another year older Getting harder to believe But somehow Christmas always find me

Christmas morning was chaus in the Ackles household. JJ, Arrow and Zepplin were running wild though their parents rooms and their sisters, wanting to go downstairs and see what Santa had brought. Y/n groaned at being woken up, but allowed her brother to tug her out of bed. Deciding to sit away from the madness, she opted to sit on the stairs, leaning her head in her hand as she watched her siblings sort out the presents. She looked up when she felt a hand on her head and her father smiled down at her before moving to sit with her mother.

Christmas isn’t always a joyful time, and y/n was okay with that. She was okay with staying away from festivities this year, once she had her dad by her side.

A sister needs her brother

Info: Y/n bridgerton is dealing with the commitments that come to joining the season to find a husband, but when things are said about the 6th Bridgerton, she runs to the place only her brother knows.

Y/n Bridgerton, Eloises younger sister by a year, smiled politely at those who passed the Bridgerton family during the pomegrade around the grounds. Her arm was linked to Colins arm who occassionaly tickled his younger sister to help ease her worries. The two were always close and Colin always made sure that he was the one to comfort her when needed. Daphne may have Anthony and Eloise, Benedict, but everyone knew that if they wanted to speak to the 3rd girl of the family, they had to get through Colin first. It had always been that way since she was a little girl, Coling looking out for her, caring for her while his mother grieved the loss of their father.

The two Bridgertons followed their mother and oldest brother as well as Lady Danbury and he Sharma's to their tent to retire for some refreshments. Sighing happily, y/n accepted the glass of lemonade her mother offered her, sipping it delicately before turning her attention to Colin as he scanned the men who looked at his sister, rolling her eyes playfully.

"You know, I do find that young Duke Heathing fello quite handsome." Y/n mocked, waving gracefully at the young Duke who smiled and looked down.

"I do believe that he would not suit you dear sister, far too sensitive." Colin replied, glaring at the boy his sister was speaking of.

"Perhaps I would like someone who cares and shows emotions."

"Emotions and sensitivity can be two very different things in life. No no he is not fit for your hand in marriage, and should he ask I shall see that he never speaks to you again." Colin stated causing y/n to giggle at her brothers reaction.

"I do pray for the man who should become my husband." Y/n stated, a tone of seriousnes present.

"So do I, if he dares try it."Colin spoke, causing y/n to roll her eyes.

Y/n glanced around at those who surrounded the grounds and smiled, seeing Colin distracted by her mother who was speaking to him about y/n's future, him disagreeing about her marriage possibly being this season. Seeing his irritation, an idea comes to her head causing her to stnad up. Immediately Colins attention turned to her.

"Where are you…"

"Though shall not catch me dear brother." Y/n laughed, interrupting her brother, as she moved away from Colin who smirked at his sisters playfulness.

"Sister." Colin called out, excusing himself from the conversation with his mother to follow his sister.

Those surrounding them watched the two Bridgertons as they messed around, some smiling at their silliness while others watched in disgust. Y/n giggled, not seeing the people watching as Colin grabbed her arm, pulling her to him to tickle her continuously. Anthony went to get up after his brothers only for Violet to place a hand on his arm.

"Anthony, leave them be." Violet stated, watching with a fond smile.

"This is no place to be running around like children." Anthony defended himself, not pleased with the way his siblings reacted.

"Y/n is young, let them have their fun, Colin needs this too." Violet stated, watching as y/n pulled away from Colin, allowing him to wrap an arm over her shoulder as the two laughed.

"They are quite close, are they not." Edwina asked, glancing at Violet as she watched her children fondly.

"They are, he cared for her when I could not." Violet stated, turning her attention to the Sharmas as they smiled softly.

"I do believe that people crave for the bond that they share with one another." Kate stated, laughing gently as y/n sighed, out of breath.

"Yes, there bond is one that I know will never break." Violet stated with a smile before knocking out of her trance, "Anyone for more tea?"

The following day y/n gracefully walkeddown stairs to see Benedict and Colin siting at the table, eating their breakfast. Smiling, she sat down beside Colin and thanked the maid as an egg was placed in front of her. Colin gave her a side hug before continuing to eat his breakfast. The three of them engaged in light conversation as the rest of the Bridgertons slowly came into the dining room to have their own breakfast when Eloise, the last one to come down, rushed in with Lady Whistledowns edition of the day.

"Eloise come have your breakfast before reading the gossip of the day." Voilet stated and Eloise sulked at her mothers comment.

"But y/n is mentioned in it." Eloise stated, gaining the attention of everyone.

"What?" Y/n asked n confusing, putting her hand out to Eloise for the piece of paper.

"Y/n, please, eat first." Violet asked, sighing as she was ignored, with y/n already reading the gosip from yesterday.

Suddenly, she got up and fled the dining room, not saying a word to anyone as she passed them. Colin looked in the direction his sister went in confusion before looking at the piece of paper Eloise picked up in her hand.

"What on earth is in that segment." Benedict asked, confused on what just happened.

"The one that confuses me most, is how Y/n Bridgerton acts. Her ability to act like a child has made it clear to me that maybe she should not have been brought forward for this season. The giggles and animal antics of the third Bridgerton daughter is one that suggests to me that she would not be wife material for unlike her sister Daphne who perhaps should give tips on the etiquette of being a lady. Should y/n Bridgerton want to marry this season, I suggest she breaks her child like behaviour with her brother and starts acting like the woman she craves to be." Eloise read out before looking in confusion.

"It seems lady whistledown has seen her behaviour yesterday." Anthony stated, looking at Violet.

"Come Anthony, she is entitled to fun just as the rest of yous are." Violet stated, defending her daughter.

"There are other women out there who have done a lot worse than her." Benedict stated.

"Perhaps I should speak to her, get her to down play her child like altributes and…."

"Perhaps you shall stay. I believe you are not the one she will speak to." Violet interrupted her oldest son before looking at Colin who was already moving to stand up.

"I shall go to her, see that she is okay." Colin stated before leaving the dining area where the rest of his family located.

Y/n ran through the back garden and started climbing the tree that lead to her treehouse. Colin and her made it one day when she was only a little girl, and they had gathered little bits and pieces to make it into a comfy area to rest. It was at the back of the garden where no one really went to, so no one really knew of the house, only her and Colin.

Rubbing her eyes to avoid the tears she lay her head onto the pillows that surrounded the walls, turning to face away from the door. She closed her eyes and allowed her emotions to get the better of her before opening them, sniffing when she heard the sound of the door opening. Colin Sighed as he heard his sister crying and sniffing softly in the treehouse that the two of them made, not liking to see his sister upset. Carefully closing the door he moved closer to the young girl, and y/n ignored him as he sat beside her.

"You know, I do believe that this place needs a bit of an upgrade, don't you?" Colin asked jokingly, waiting for a reaction from his sister.

"I believe you should leave me alone." Y/n replied causing Colin to tut in disagreement.

"If I did that then I wouldn't get to see you smile." He stated.

"Pity." Y/n commented causing Colin to sigh and move to a lying position, placing his head on y/n's shoulder.

"Come on y/n, I need my best friend to be smiling so we can have fun. That's how we go."

"Yeah well, not anymore, Now I've grown up, no time for fun." Y/n muttered, pushing COlin away as she sat up straight.

"Are you really going to listen to what an unknown person says." Colin asked, sitting up properly beside her.

"That unknown person has millions of people reading what she says everyday, so yes, I am. I need to grow up if I want a husband, and if I don't have a person then my life isn't going to be easy."

"Do you really think I would let that happen to you?" Colin asked and y/n looked down, not sure of hat to say. "You are my sister, I will never let you get cast aside if you don't have a husband. And as for wanting a husband, your 16, plenty of time to find your partner in life."

"I suppose."Y/g agreed.

"Right now I am yours, and you are mine. It doesn't matter what anyone says you are my sister, adn I love you."

"I love you too." Y/n smiled, leaning on her brother as he placed an arm over her, kissing her head softly.

"Now, how about you and I, go play a game of pall mall, I believe that I was the winner last time." Colin stated, causing y/n to smile childishly.

"I believe that was because I let you win." Y/n stated and Colin mocked hurt.

"We shall see dear sister, we shall see." Colin smirked and opened the door of the treehouse.

Y/n giggled and made her way down the ladder before Colin before heading off to the greenery where they usually played there small games of pall mall. Violet looked on from the living rooms window as her second and sixth children played amongst themselves, occasionally cheering when they got the ball through the hoop. Anthony watched on from his office area, where Benedict followed him.

"Sometimes brother, all our sisters need, is their brother." Benedict stated, placing a hand on Anthonys shoulder before moving out of the room to go paint.

"Yeah," Anthony spoke, "A sister needs her brother."

Imagine being part of the Teen wolf cast and sister of Charlie and Max and your boyfriend of 5 years breaks up with you

“Y/N, your needed at makeup.” One of the producers called through your trailer door. “coming.” You called wiping your face.

You made your way into your, f/c, bathroom and splashed your face with water to remove the tear stains on your cheeks before leaving your trailer. As you locked up you bumped into your older brothers of four years, Max and Charlie.

“Hey Y/N.” Max smiled throwing his arm around me. “Hi.” You smiled softly. “Are you ok?You seem, upset.” Charlie asked looking at you with concern. “I’m fine. Just tired.” You lied. “If your sure, but you’d tell us if something was up, right?” “Course. I’ve to head to makeup.” You shrugged before leaving them for makeup.

After getting your hair and makeup done you made my way to wardrobe. You played the character Eve, which was Aiden and Ethans little sister. Once you were in your dark purple top, black skinny jeans, dark purple top and black leather jacket you made your way to set.

Dylan, Tyler, Holland and your brothers were there when you got there. You sat beside Holland who smiled at you before going back to talking to Dylan.

“Y/N and Tyler to set please, Y/N and Tyler.” You heard over the speakers. 

You grabbed your script before heading off to the makeshift bedroom belonging to your character. I turned on the laptop and got ready on the bed.

“And action.”

I looked at the screen before grabbing a pen from beside the laptop and writing something on the notebook as there was a knock on the door.

“Come in.” You, Eve, said not looking up. “Hey.” Tyler, or Scott, said walking in. “Are you going to attack me again?” You asked looking up at him scared and going stiff. “Ok for the record it was Isaac that attacked you, not me.” He pointed. You rolled your eyes before going back to scrolling through the laptop. “Aiden and Ethan got hurt.” He said causing you to freeze. “What?” You asked looking up at him. “They were, umm, fighting some, creature, and it threw Ethan back. They’re bond thingy made Aiden also pass out.” He explained using hand motion. You looked at him in shock. “What!!” You screamed tears stinging causing him to jump. “Umm, yea. i was, umm, told to ..........get.............you.” He said hesitantly. You looked at him with tears rolling down your cheeks before slamming the laptop down and getting up. You walked past him before turning to him. “Well I can’t drive come on.” You called causing him to rush past you and you roll your eyes.

“Cut. Well done guys. Break for half and hour lunch.” The director called.

You made your way back to your trailer, trying to avoid your brothers and the rest of the cast. You managed to get into your trailer without anyone realizing and locked the door before bursting into tears.

Your boyfriend of 5 years had been secretly seeing someone else behind your back for the past year. To make it worse it was your best friend and he got her pregnant. He was your first actual boyfriend.

“Y/N?” You heard with a knock on the door. You recognized it as Crystal . You ignored her and lied on your bed, turning towards the wall. “Y/N are you ok?” Again you ignored her but cried harder. Crystal heard it. “I’m going to get your brothers.” She shouted through the door before leaving.

“Y/n?”You heard Max through the door. You didn’t say anything. “Y/n open the door.” He said banging on the door. You just stayed where you were. “Y/n I’m going to open the door myself if you don’t open it in 5″ charlie began to count.

After he got to 1 you heard the sound of a key turning and soon heard the door opening.

“Y/n?” Charlie asked as he and Max moved towards me. “Go away.” My voice cracked. “What’s wrong?” he asked softly sitting on your bed. “Noting, go away.” You said trying not to cry. “You and I both know that’s not true. Come here.” He pulled you up gently and made you sit properly. You looked up at them before looking down. “Have you been crying?” Max asked crouching in front of you. You said noting. “What happened y/n?” He asked you. “I broke up with bf/n.” You whispered before crying more. “What, why? I thought you were happy with him.” Charlie asked  placing an arm around you. “He cheated on me with my b/f/n and got her pregnant.” “What!!” They shouted standing up. You looked at them. “I’ll kill him.”Max said. “Don’t.” You whispered. They looked at you in shock. “Y/N he hurt you.” Charlie said sitting beside you again. “Yea, and if you kill him then b/f/n child won’t have a dad. i couldn’t wish that upon the child as much as I hate it’s mother and father.” You said. They looked at each other. “Alright then. We’ll just talk to him.” Charlie said hugging you.

You cried into his chest as he rubbed your back.

“It’s ok. We’re here for you.” He whispered, kissing your head.

Fear turns into confession masterlist

Info: Jay's friend from the army returns, and feelings arise when she becomes involved in the case.

Relationship: Jay Halstead x reader

Requested by @maybankangel

Main Masterlist

part 1

part 2

part 3

Part 4

Scared and alone (11/12)

Y/n woke up to the clock shining 12am and turned her head to see Sky still lying beside her. She smiled softly and moved to sit up, careful not to wake her. She stood up and went to move to the doors only for a voice to scare her.

"You always were one to sneak out after spending the night in here, always gave us a heart attack in the mornings when we seen you gone." Riven stated as y/n turned her attention to the specialist who leaned against his bed rest. "Well I never wanted to get caught, didn't need to cause trouble as a first year." Y/n stated and Riven chuckled lightly, shaking his head. "I'm pretty sure Silva knew we did it considering the fact he seen you and Sky last night and didn't say anything." Riven stated and y/n sighed, looking down. "What do you want Riven, to start at me again." "No, I want to apologize, I was angry and hurt and I took it out on you and I shouldn't have. I should of never said any of those things to you or used the things you told me against you and so I apologize." Riven stated as he stood up and moved towards his fairy friend who raised an eye brow at him. "So the famous bad boy Riven is apologizing." Y/n smiled sarcastically and Riven rolled his eyes. "Some people are worth softening up for." "Okay now your getting all soft." Y/n stated and Riven smiled at her as he moved back to his bed. "Don't get too used to it." He stated as he moved to lie down on the bed once again. "Goodnight Riven." Y/n smiled. "Night y/n." Riven saluted her as she left, closing the door behind her.

Carefully y/n moved towards the fairies suite area, before opening the door slowly before seeing the lights still turned on. She looked around in confusion to see Aisha plaiting her hair, Bloom at her desk, Musa on her phone and Terra moving plants around. The ice fairy also noticed the absence of a certain light princess.

"Is Stella moved?" Y/n asked Musa in confusion as she stood with the mind fairy as they watched Terra sorting the plants. "Heard rumors of her mother pulling her out due to the burned and frozen ones, came back to her room empty, nothing there. And I think someone is missing her." Musa stated and Terra turned to face the two abruptly. "What, no I'm not." Terra stated and Y/n and Musa looked at each other knowingly. "I'm going to pretend to believe you." Y/n smiled before moving away towards the living area, sitting on the couch until a smash was heard.

Y/n turned her attention to the room the other girls headed too and chuckled slightly when she seen it was a plant that had fallen over. She smiled at Aisha as she left into the room she shared with Bloom before turning on her phone to see a text from Sky, asking her where she left to. Her attention abruptly turned to Bloom and Aisha's room as bloom rushed out of the dorm, causing y/n to look at Aisha with a frown.

"What the hell was that all about?" Y/n asked the water fairy as Musa and Terra came back into the room. "We need to talk about Bloom, she's been single minded about her birth parents and Rosalind for weeks, and now it seems like she doesn't care at all. Are we actually meant to believe that she is just over it?" Aisha asked her three room mates and y/n looked around at the three first years. "Perhaps she's trying to deal with the things she's been told?" Y/n suggested causing Aisha to shake her head in disagreement. "I know she's keeping something from us I just don't know what it is. Why is she texting Dane?" "She was texting Dane? Riven says he's still Team Beatrix." Terra stated causing y/n to look at her in confusion. "Somethings going on, I just don't know what." Aisha stated and Musa and Terra nodded in agreement. "I just wanted a normal year." Y/n groaned before leaving the three first years alone and heading to her room, getting ready for bed.

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Y/n sighed as she walked towards the training area, rubbing the sleep from her eyes. Her attention came to Riven and Musa and she smiled at their interaction before heading towards where the ice fairies were training. She moved closer towards the benching area when someone grabbed her arm gently.

"Whoa Sky, what?" Y/n asked, catching her breath as the shock went down. "Sorry, where did you go last night? I woke up around 2 and you weren't there." He asked and y/n smiled with a slight chuckle. "You know I always left in the middle of the night last year and yet you always wondered where I got to." Y/n mocked him and Sky nodded, rolling his eyes. "Yeah well forgive me for caring about my friend." Sky stated and y/n laughed gently. "I headed back to my suite, did you know Stella left Alfea with her mom" "Yeah, she never told me but I assumed with what was going on, you know her mom, goes wherever she pleases and does whatever she likes." "True, I'm sorry she didn't tell you." Y/n spoke sympathetically, taking Sky's hand in hers. "Hey that's the way our relationship was messy and on and off and...." "Toxic." Y/n finished causing Sky to laugh slightly. "Yeah, possibly." "Hey I don't have anything on apparently and neither do you, why don't we head to somewhere quite." Y/n suggested, looking at Sky as he nodded his head. "Sure, why not." Sky smiled and the two headed off away from the training area.

Y/n smiled softly and wrapped her arm around Sky's as they walked through the woody area in silence. Sky looked down and smiled at his fairy friend before turning his head at the sound of rustling in the distance. Y/n looked up in confusion as Sky stopped before hearing it too. Scrunching her eyes, y/n moved towards the noise with Sky following close behind. Her eyes widened when she seen Bloom at the magic circle, performing some form of magic.

"This where the overachievers hang out?" Sky stated sarcastically, moving out of the bushes to stand in front of Bloom as she turned towards them. "Yeah it get's uh, loud in the suite." Bloom stated, eyeing y/n as she came into view. "What's that?" Sky asked Bloom, nodding at the metal object that Bloom had covered quickly with a book. "That is a book. Bit concerned you've never seen one." Bloom stated sarcastically causing y/n to lift her eye brows in shock. "I don't want to do this Bloom." Sky sighed, shifting his feet slowly." "Hmm?" Bloom hummed in question. "I don't wanna lie to each other and I don't wanna play a game." Sky stated as y/n moved closer to Bloom. "There's no game." Bloom stated as she moved to block y/ns path. "Silva wanted me to watch you, I told him that he was crazy, that there was nothing going on. And that you were frustrated and you wanted answers and you were gonna find..." "You've been spying on me? And you just blindly did what he said." Bloom asked, moving closer to Sky in a threatening way. "He gave me an order." Sky stated. "Which he could of given to anyone but he used you, used our friendship, are you..." Bloom sighs in frustration, "But I'm the bad guy right." She stated in dibelief.

Y/n looked down as Sky looked at Bloom with sorrow in his eyes only for said fire fairy to scoff and move away from him and towards her bag. Y/n groaned as Sky followed after her and grabbed the book she held in her hand, opening it to reveal the metal object Bloom had covered a few moments ago. Y/n moved closer to Sky to see as Bloom tried to avoid eye contact with either of them when Sky threw the book down, looking at the object.

"What is this Bloom?" Y/n asked as Sky looked up at the red haired fairy, waiting for an answer. "I'm trying to be on your side here but your making it really difficult." Sky stated as Bloom looked up at him, "Bloom, you can trust me" "I'm not sure I can trust you, But maybe I can convince you that what I'm doing is right." Bloom stated, looking down with determination. "Help us understand." Y/n stated, and Sky glanced at her before turning his attention back to Bloom. "Have you ever heard of Aster Del?" Bloom asked Sky.

Y/n moved towards the book and began to read over it as Bloom began to explain the Sky all about Alfea. The latter stood in silence, placing the piece of metal down onto the stone as he listened to the fire fairy explain everything. Y/n glanced at him as he began to speak.

"I've lived in Alfea all my life, Silva raised me." Sky stated in disbelief. "I saw Aster Del with my own eyes." Bloom stated, leaning against the stone. "He'd never help massacre an entire village." "Even if he thought he was killing the burned ones? If he thought he'd save more lives in the future?" Bloom stated and Sky sighed, moving to stand beside Bloom as she turned to face away from the stone circle, y/n watching on.

"I don't think that Dowling and Silva are evil Sky. I think that they are protecting this place but they are also protecting themselves. So, whatever happened that day whatever the truth is there not going to tell me." Bloom stated, looking up at Sky as he looked down at her. "I know what it's like, not to know your parents." Sky stated and y/n smiled sadly, moving towards Sky and taking his hand in support, knowing the sensitivity of the subject. "At least those who raised you know your parents. You had stories, you saw pictures." Bloom stated.

Y/n looked down, removing her hand from Sky's and wrapped her arms around herself, remembering her parents fondly. She felt Sky bring a hand to her back before looking up when she heard fire light up.

"Right, cause you never need anyone's help." Sky stated as Bloom grabbed a water bottle from her bag. "Part of my charm." Bloom stated with a smile, handing the water bottle to Sky. "Frustration charm." Sky stated, taking the water bottle and moving to open it. "Cause your a fixer and I don't need to be fixed." Bloom stated as Sky took a drink from it. "I am a fixer, what'd you expect?" Sky asked as he offered the bottle to y/n before moving away when she took it. "I'm the son of a war hero raised in Alfea. I've heard more stories about the great Andreas than I can count. It's almost like he's still alive. But he's not, he's an ideal. Do you have any idea what it's like to live up to him?" Sky looked back as Bloom walked towards him "Hey, Sky "Bloom comforted him as y/n threw the bottle she held onto the stone circle to go towards Sky. "I'm a fixer cause I have to be, 'cause I'm supposed to be. Because, when I fix other people I don't have to think about how fucking broken I am." Sky stated and tears caught y/ns eyes as she went to comfort her friend when she felt dizzy. "Sky.." Bloom stated, bringing a hand up Sky's arm in comfort. "We're all broken Bloom, there's a charm in that too." Sky stated, moving closer to Bloom.

"Sky." Y/n called out, starting to lose her vision. "Y/n." Sky stated, moving away from Bloom and towards y/n as she landed on the ground. "Y/n" Sky told out, trying to reach his friend only to lose his balance dramatically. "Woah, what's happening?" "I'm sorry, it's just a sedative, Dane said it would just last for a little bit. I'm so sorry." Bloom apologized before Sky crashed to the ground beside y/n with a thump."

Make it to Christmas

Inspired by Make it to Christmas by Alessia Cara

Info: Y/n and Casey both know their relationship would be better of done, but y/n wants them to stick it out till the end of the festivities.

Relationship: Casey x Halstead sister

Y/n lay on her shared bed with Casey, watching the lights that passed by their window. Colourful lights appeared every now and then, signs of the Christmas period that had came upon them all too quickly. She listened to the shower cut off from the bathroom and sat up, waiting for Casey to turn up. As usual she had the day off while Casey was working, which meant that they would once again not be spending any time together. The odd time y/n would hang around the firehouse, just to see her boyfriend, but that was awkward since they would always be interrupted with the sound of the bell.

“Morning, did I wake you?” Casey asked, walking into the room while he towel dried his hair. “No, just watching the lights.” Y/n sighed, looking out the window. “I love that look on your face.” Casey smiled, moving to lean over y/n. “What look?” Y/n asked, confused. “The joy of knowing what time of year it is. Christmas brings out the best in you.” Matt smiled, giving her a peck on the lips. “Will there be much point in me going to visit you later on?” Y/n asked, watching as Casey tied his shoe laces before grabbing his jacket. “If you want.” Casey sighed, zipping up his jacket. “If you don’t want me to just say.” Y/n exclaimed, rolling her eyes slightly. “Come if you want, your welcome to visit us.” Casey stated, grabbing his bag before walking out. “I love you.” He called out as he grabbed his keys. “I love you too.” Y/n mumbled, hearing the front door close.

We were warm and wonderful Once upon a time But now we're frozen, hanging by a thread Can we wait a minute? Or can we just try to try? 'Cause my favourite day is coming up ahead

Y/n laughed to herself as she struggled to put on her gloves over her hands. Chicago had hit the cold weather, and while y/n loved the aesthetics of it, she hated being cold. With time on her own, she had decided to visit the Christmas market to waste some time. Her and Casey had planned on doing it, but neither of them seemed to find the time together. Their days off were rare now, when they first started going out they made an effort to have at least one day off a week, but now they’d be lucky to have that off per month. Y/n knew that Casey’s job was demanding, but she still wished they could make it work.

Casey sat in his office, leaning his head against his hand as he stared out the window. He smiled softly at the children that passed by, throwing what little snow was present at each other. His vision stopped when he caught sight of a couple walking down the road, the guys arm wrapped around his girls as he rubbed it up and down, attempting to help her keep warm. Casey could only sigh, there was a time when he and y/n would do that, walk some random night and just enjoy each other’s comfort. They had spent 4 Christmases together as a couple, and each year they would go to the Christmas market and just stroll around, purely to spend time together. They had a set date, and it had become something that y/n thoroughly enjoyed each year, marking the start of the festive holiday.  

Deciding to go out for some air, Casey grabbed his jacket that was thrown on his cot before walking through the canteen. Hermann yelled something at him but he just shrugged it off, bumping into Kelly as he went through the door to the pit. Throwing his hands into his pockets, he leaned against the wall, looking around outside. He looked to the side when he heard a laugh.

“You always do that when our frustrated.” Y/n mused, coming to a stop beside him. “Hey.” Casey smiled, pushing off the wall to face y/n. “You ok?” She asked. “Yea I’m fine.” Casey sighed with a smile before looking down to see something in her hands, “What’s this?” “Oh I uhh, went to the Christmas market today, got you guys some treats to keep you going.” Y/n smiled, offering them to Casey. “I thought we were going to go together?” Casey asked, confused on why y/n went alone. “We can still go together, I just went cause I had the time off.” Y/n shrugged, biting her lip slightly. “Yea, next time.” Casey nodded, deciding not to push on it anymore. “Come on in, I’m sure the guys would be delighted to see you.” “Me or the goodies?” Y/n asked, raising an eyebrow. “Maybe the goodies.” Casey admitted with a slight chuckle.

Y/n shook her head with laughter before allowing Casey to push her towards the entrance. She didn’t see the slight disappointment Casey had while she greeted Kelly with a hug. He could only watch as the guys greeted her with cheers, Mouch kissing her cheek as he took the box from her. Kelly glanced between the couple, nodding his head slightly.

Darling, I know that our love is going cold It's just something 'bout the snow this time of year That makes us lose our way, just say we'll make up And hold on a little longer Don't have me spending it alone This time of year is precious Please, can we make it to Christmas? Can we make it to Christmas?

Y/n smiled softly as she said her goodbyes to the crew from firehouse 51. They had devoured the treats she had brought for them, and with it growing late y/n decided it would be better if she started to make her way home. There would no doubt be ice on the roads, and Casey knew how much she hated driving in them conditions. Usually, he would offer her to stay with him in his office, but there was something in him that stopped him this time. So he opted to walk her out while Boden and her talked.

“You take care on those roads y/n, conditions are lethal.” Boden spoke, pointing at the young girl in front of her. “I will Boden, thank you.” Y/n smiled, placing a hand on Boden’s arm in thanks. “Don’t want to get a call and see you in there.” Boden commenting causing Casey to winch. “And with that lovely thought, I am going to head.” Y/n joked with a smile, turning to Casey. “Don’t be a stranger.” Boden commented, he always had a soft spot for y/n from the moment she was introduced to them.

Y/n and Casey watched the chief walk back into the building before turning to face each other. Y/n played with her hands with the cold, and Casey smiled at the sight. Y/n was never one for the cold, and Casey always wondered why she loved a holiday that was surrounded by cold conditions. Turning his head to see Kelly and Squad watching them from their table, so went to grab y/n’s hand, intertwining their hands before guiding her to her car across the road.

“Drive safe.” Casey commented, opening the door for her. “Of course.” Y/n smiled back.” “Text when home.” Casey stated. “I always do.” Y/n smiled and Casey moved to kiss her cheek. “See you tomorrow.” Casey spoke, slight hope. “I’m meeting Jay and Will tomorrow evening, might stay there for night.” Y/n shrugged and Casey looked down. “I’ll call in.” Casey stated, looking at y/n. “Sure.” Y/n smiled, before moving to close the door behind her.

Casey knocked on the top of the roof before stepping away, watching y/n drive down the road.

can we just make it to Christmas? (Everything will be alright) can we just make it to Christmas? (If we just hold on, hold on) can we just make it to Christmas? (Hold on) make it to Christmas Don't know what I'll say to Dad when he sees the empty chair Don't want to hear my Mum say, "Told you so" Waiting for Santa in my bed is no fun if you're not there And I don't want to be angry at mistletoes

Y/n breathed deeply as she moved to knock against her brothers apartment door. She smiled slightly as she seen the reed that was nailed to the front door. It was the same reed that had been in the family from the first year of their parents marriage. In a fit of rage the Halstead’s father was going to throw out everything to do with their mother, but Jay had managed to get a hold of them, keeping bits for them and giving some to Will and y/n.

Jay opened the door with a smile on his face, before frowning slightly when he seen y/n on her own. For the last two years all three Halstead’s had been in a relationship, and their annual Christmas movie night had turned into the three couples spending time together. Will and Natalie were there, and Hailey was on the way back with takeaway, and the plan was for Casey and y/n to arrive together.

“Where’s Casey?” Jay asked his sister in confusion. “I was working so came from there. Casey said he’ll call in.” Y/n smiled at her brother, walking into the apartment. “Did you guys have a falling out?” Jay asked as he closed the door. “No, just I was working late and he finished work this morning so we missed each other. He’ll probably be here shortly. Hey Will, Natalie.” Y/n explained before moving and sitting beside her older brother on the couch. “Hey y/n.” Natalie smiled as Will looked over at Jay with a raised eye brow.

It wasn’t long till Haley arrived home with dinner. She gave her sister in law a look when she seen y/n on her own, and turned to Jay who shook his head as if to say he didn’t know. The group allowed y/n to pick the first film, and each groaned when they seen the polar express start playing.

“That films creepy.” Jay whined, causing y/n to roll her eyes. “No it’s not.” Y/n commented. “Oh yes it is. The animations make the guy look weird.” Will stated, and Natalie hit his chest. “Stop complaining.” Y/n spoke, crossing her arms as she sat in between the two couples.

To an outsider it would look like y/n was third wheeling a double date night, but Jay and Will watched their sister with sadness. They both knew that y/n and Casey loved doing festive things together, and watching movies was no different. It was their ‘date night’ each week, they’d order in and watch a series of some sort. Casey would often pick a horror movie just for y/n to cuddle up on him.

Casey arrived to the apartment late into the night, beers in hand. Jay greeted him with a smirk and bro hug before leading him into the apartment. Y/n just smiled at him as the fireman shredded his coat and moved to sit beside her. Seeing her brothers watching, y/n moved to lay her head on Casey, and Casey kissed her head, wrapping an arm around her as they finished off the third movie of the night.

Darling, I know that our love is going cold It's just something 'bout the snow this time of year That makes us lose our way, just say we'll make up And hold on a little longer Don't have me spending it alone This time of year is precious Please, can we make it to Christmas? Can we make it to Christmas? can we just make it to Christmas? (Everything will be alright) can we just make it to Christmas? (If we just hold on, hold on) can we just make it to Christmas? (Hold on) make it to Christmas (Christmastime) can we just make it to Christmas? (Everything will be alright) can we just make it to Christmas? (If we just hold on, hold on) can we just make it to Christmas? (Hold on)

Y/n and Casey walked to y/n’s car, turning to wave to Jay and Hailey as they headed home for the night. Casey had been with Kelly for the day, getting the Christmas tree, so he had Kelly drop him off at Jays. The journey home was a little quiet, and y/n sighed, moving to turn up the radio. Like every year, y/n had turned the radio to the Christmas station, and Casey frowned as a new song came on. He looked at y/n as she began to sing along.

“Darling I know, that our love is growing cold.” Y/n mumbled softly, watching the road carefully. “Do you think that?” Casey asked suddenly, shocking her. “Casey it’s just a song, I…” Y/n started only for Casey to interrupt her. “We have been growing apart lately, I can’t be the only one who’s seeing it.” Casey explained, and y/n looks down. “I was hoping we were going through a rough patch. It happens for couples.” Y/n sighed, turning her attention to the road once again. “Have we done anything together lately.” “We did tonight.” “Because I remembered it after you said you were going there.” Casey exclaimed, and y/n shook her head. “Our jobs are crazy right now.” Y/n tried to justify. “Our jobs were always crazy y/n, you’re a lawyer, I’m a firefighter, it’s part of the job. But we used to make sure we had at least one day off together, or an evening we would spend together. Now, it’s like we’re not even trying, using work as an excuse to what is really going on.” Casey stated, and y/n pursed her lips to avoid talking. “So what does this mean?” Y/n asked softly, not wanting to think of it. “I don’t know y/n. I really don’t know.” Casey sighed, looking down at his hands.

Darling, I know that our love is going cold It's just something 'bout the snow this time of year That makes us lose our way, just say we'll make up And hold on a little longer Don't have me spending it alone This time of year is precious Break my heart on Boxing Day Just, please, can we make it to Christmas? can we just make it to Christmas? (Everything will be alright) can we just make it to Christmas? (If we just hold on, hold on) can we just make it to Christmas? (Hold on) make it to Christmas (yeah) (Christmastime) can we just make it to Christmas? (Everything will be alright) can we just make it to Christmas? (If we just hold on, hold on) can we just make it to Christmas?

The apartment was warm when they walked in, but it was a clear contrast to how the couple that walked into it were feeling. Y/n couldn’t look at Casey as she took off her winter coat and kit, before moving to the kitchen and turning on the kettle. Casey sighed as he hung up the two coats before following her, wrapping her arms around y/n’s waist from behind. His eyes misted over as she flinched from his touch.

“Please don’t do that to me.” Casey begged, hating him flinching at him. “Sorry, I just don’t want this to end.” Y/n spoke, her voice wavering with emotion. “I don’t either, but we’re making excuses for things that used to be simple. I don’t want to hurt you but if we hold on it’ll hurt more.” “Can we wait it out. We can work on it.” Y/n begged, moving to face him. “We can try make it work over the holidays.” Casey stated, looking y/n in the eyes. “You’re the best thing that ever happened to me, I don’t want to lose this.” Y/n cried, moving to place a hand on Casey’s cheek. “I don’t either, but we can’t hold onto this.” Casey spoke, his heart breaking as he held y/n. “I love you.” Y/n tried, a tear falling down her cheek. “I know, I do too.” Casey sighed, bringing y/n into a hug.

Neither party wanted this to end. But deep down they knew, it wasn’t going to work.

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Scared and alone (9/12)

Info: Two weeks since the boys found out everything y/n was hiding, Y/n starts to recover from her mental break down with the help of Riven and Sky and starts to open up to the girls in her dorm. During the ceremony y/n feels sick and leaves, heading to the abandoned building where Bloom is looking for answers, leading to her helping them.

Relationship: Sky x reader x riven (platonic)

Materlist

Y/n lay on Sky's bed with her head on Sky's lap as he played with her hair gently. Riven sat across from them, smoking a cigarette casually.

"You know smoking's bad for you." Y/n stated, watching Riven puff out smoke.

"You only live once." Riven replied with a smirk.

Riven took a puff from his cigarette before breathing the smoke out towards y/n. Y/n scrunched her nose as the smoke came to her face.

"You should try it." He stated, gesturing the cigarette to y/n.

"No I'm good." Y/n stated, putting her hands up in front of her as she sat up.

"You and me both." Sky agreed, draping an arm over her shoulders.

Y/n laughed as Riven kicked his foot towards Sky, missing as Sky dodged it. Sky and Riven smiled, glad to see her happy. The moment was interrupted when the door opened causing the three friends to turn their heads towards it. Sky and y/n roll their eyes at each other when they see it's Beatrix.

"We'll leave you guys to it." Sky stated, standing from his bed before allowing y/n to link arms with him as they left the room.

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Y/n and Sky walked along the pond, watching the 1st year specialists training. Sky's attention turned to y/n as she moved away from him and towards the water.

"What are you doing?" He asked as she stopped at the edge of the pond.

"Trying something." Y/n shrugged before going to step onto the water, closing her eyes.

"Y/n no." Sky called out, reaching out for her only to stop as she stands on the water, ice patches surrounding her feet.

Y/n opened her eyes and turned, smirking at Sky as he sighed in relief before shaking his head as y/n giggled. He walked towards her and offered his hand to her and she took it before linking elbows with him once again.

"Your controls gotten a lot better." Sky mused, looking down at y/n as she looked up at him.

"I'm getting better, small mess up sometimes but nothing serious." y/n shrugged at the end, looking up at Sky who smiled at her.

"You'll get there, and I'll be there to make sure of it." Sky smiled down at his friend.

Y/n smirked at him with mischief in her eyes. Sky went to say something only for y/n to push him gently towards the water before running from him. Sky pushed his feet onto the ground to prevent falling into the water before turning to y/n, who laughed at him in the distance.

"Oh your so dead." He stated before chasing after her.

Y/n ran away from him, giggling as he tried to catch her. He laughed with her as he followed her, reaching out to grab her arm. Bringing her back to him, y/n glanced at her watch before gasping in shock.

"The assembly will begin soon." Y/n stated, causing Sky's eyes to widen.

"Shit, I promised Stella I'd stand with her while waiting for the Queen to come." Sky stated.

"Come on." Y/n stated back, running towards the school with Sky close behind.

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Y/n sat beside Aisha as Queen Luna stood at the front of the crowds of students. Glancing around, y/n seen Silva, Harvey and Dowling talking quietly with looks of concern.

"I still can't believe she's Stella's mom." Aisha stated, pulling y/ns attention to her.

"I know right. Massive powerful fairy, zero ego, boss goals. I bet it drives Stella crazy." Terra stated causing y/n to glance Stella's way.

"I think she can hear you." Y/n muttered, seeing Stella glancing their way over her shoulder before snapping her attention back to the front as the Queen started speaking.

"I always had a love hate relationships with assemblies when I was at Alfea. Loved getting out of class, hated being lectured. But I'm not here to lecture, I'm here to treat you like the adults you are, to talk about the burned ones" Luna started and y/n glanced back at where Silva and Harvey stood, seeing Silva turn to her and nod at her in reassurance.

".....There has also been sightings of a frozen one" Luna stated causing people to gasp.

Y/n snapped her head back towards where the Queen stood in shock. Her breath caught in her throat as her hands began to shake, tears clouding her eyes.

"Y/m, hey y/n." Aisha states, seeing her dorm mate in distress, grabbing her hand to gain her attention.

Y/n looks at her with teary eyes.

"You ok?" Aisha asked in concern.

"I can't breathe, I need to get out of here." Y/n gasped before rushing out of the canteen, brushing past Silva who looks back at her with worry.

Y/n breathes quickly as she rushes out of the school building and towards the abandoned building where the party had been. She slows down as she reaches the building, seeing Sky and Riven outside arguing.

"Y/n" Sky calls out, seeing his friend in distraught.

Y/n's eyes snapped between the two as Riven turned to face her.

"Y/n, what's wrong?" Sky asked, brushing past Riven to get to their friend who was clearly upset.

"No, no no no." Y/n kept repeating, holding her head in her hands.

"Y/n what is it? What happened?" Riven asked, grabbing her hand to stop her pacing.

"Frozen ones." Y/n muttered, not meeting their eyes.

"Hey it's ok. We're behind the barrier so your safe, they can't get to you, we won't let anyone hurt you." Riven stated, putting his hands on her shoulders.

"I can't stop talking about them Riven, I can't." Y/n cried before Riven pulled her into a hug.

"It's okay, your okay." Riven stated, holding the back of her head as she cried on his shoulder.

Sky watched in concern as Riven tried to calm y/n down. Riven rubbed her back gently before y/n pulls away, wiping her eyes before glancing at Sky who held out his hand for her to take. Y/n smiled weakly at him as he rubs his thumb over her hand gently.

"You'll be okay." He stated, nodding at her in reassurance.

"I'm going to take a minute on my own." Y/n stated as she moved away from her two friends.

"Are you sure your okay." Riven asked, stepping towards the girl as she moved backwards towards the door.

"Yeah, just need a second is all." Y/n sated before turning her back to them as she headed into the abandoned building.

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Y/n sighed as she leaned again a wall, collecting her thoughts. Taking in a deep breath, she curled her fingers into her palm a few times before nodding at herself. Her attention was drawn to the side as she heard voices in the distance. Narrowing her eyes in confusion she followed the voices until she came to a hallway where Bloom and Beatrix were seen opening a door.

"What are you doing?" She asked, gaining the attention of the two fairies.

Beatrix rolled her eyes when she seen who it was.

"Looking for answers on my parents." Bloom stated, heading towards the room.

"Oh. Y/n nodded before following the girls into the old room. "What are we looking for?" She asked as she looked over the scrolls present in the room.

"Something on Rosalind, the one who left me in the human world." Bloom stated as she brought some scrolls over to a desk.

"How do you know that she's the one who brought you there?"

"Are you going to continue asking questions or actually help?" Bloom snapped causing y/n to step back.

"Sorry." Y/n muttered before moving closer to Bloom.

The three girls started looking over scrolls and books which were present in the room. Y/n glanced over scrolls as Bloom and Beatrix talked before her phone pinged from her pocket. Turning to lean against the desk she checked to see it was the Suite group chat before sighing and placing it back in her pocket.

"Did you say aster del?" Beatrix asked Bloom, causing y/n to glance up at them.

"Yeah, can you make that map thing work again maybe I can find it." Bloom stated, moving towards the map thing.

"No need, I know where that is, wanna go?" Beatrix asked as she moved away from y/n.

"How would we get there?" Y/n asked as she moved closer to the two girls.

"Let me worry about that." Beatrix stated, causing y/n and Bloom to look at each other before following the air fairy.

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Y/n paced in front of Bloom as the two of them waited for Beatrix to come to them.

"How do we know we can trust her?" Y/n asked Bloom, referring to Beatrix.

"I dunno but she's the only one who has been the most helpful." Bloom stated.

Y/n shrugged in defeat before turning to the sound of a car. She rolled her eyes when she seen Beatrix in the drivers seat as it pulled up. Bloom glanced at y/n before walking towards the passenger seat.

"How do you know how to steal a car?" Y/n asked as she stepped into the back.

"There's a lot of things that are to be left unsaid." Beatrix stated as she glanced back at y/n before driving off.

Y/n sighed and leaned back into her seat, pulling out her phone. Seeing many messages she scrolled through the messages before glancing at the two fairies in front. Feeling weary about the situation she had gotten herself into, she pulled up Skys contact and began texting him, telling him where she was.

"What are you doing?" Beatrix asked, looking in the rear view mirror to see y/n on her phone

"Texting." Y/n stated in confusion only to be hit with an electric shock, causing her to pass out.

"Beatrix what the hell." Bloom stated, turning in her seat to check on y/n.

"You want to find out where you came from don't you?" Beatrix stated.

"Yeah but was that really necessary?" Bloom asked, checking y/n for a pulse.

"She's fine just knocked out. She was going to blow where we are so I just shocked her." Beatrix stated to Bloom, causing Bloom to side eye her warily as she sat up straight.

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Sky walked into y/ns dorm room, trying to find her. When he doesn't see her he walks around the school and the abandoned building where he last seen her only to see no sight of her. Concerned for his friends well being he took out his phone and began calling her, cursing as no one answers.

Looking up, Sky seen Silva heading out with Dowling and Harvey. He sighed and made his way over to his foster father only for Silva to put his hand up.

"Sky, can't talk right now." Silva stated.

"It's y/n, she's missing. I can't find her anywhere and she's not answering my calls or texts, I think she's with Bloom and Beatrix." Sky stated as he walked with Silva to the car, Silva looking at him as they came to a stop.

"We'll find her Sky, don't worry." Silva assured his foster son, tapping Sky's arm before getting in the car, leaving Sky standing alone as it drove off.

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Bloom and Bloom were currently making their way back to the school with y/n still passed out in the back when suddenly a figure came in front of them in the distance.

"Shit." Beatrix muttered as the car skidded due to the arrow that hit the car from Silva.

Beatrix jumped out of the car and tried to run only to get stuck in tarmac.

"Not today." Dowling stated as she put restraints on the young fairy.

"What are these things?" Beatrix asked as she gasped in pain.

"Stop this, stop it." Bloomed screamed as she ran out of the car towards Beatrix only for Silva to catch her.

"Take Bloom, we'll handle this." Dowling stated as Harvey and Silva restrained Bloom.

"Calm down." Silva stated before bringing her to the back of the car Beatrix took.

Silva opened the cars back door only to freeze when he seen y/n slumped down unconscious. Worried for the students well being he brought his hand to her neck to check her breathing and pulse.

"She's fine, Beatrix shocked her unconscious." Bloom stated as Silva moved y/n lightly to put Bloom in before closing the door.

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Aisha, Terra and Musa stood waiting outside the school with Sky as a car pulled up to the school entrance. Harvey stepped out of the passenger seat before opening the back door, allowing Bloom to leave the vehicle. She allowed her suite mates to pull her into a hug. They pulled away as the other car pulled up.

Dowling and Silva got out of the car and took her out of the car, handing her over to the guards. Sky ran over to Silva as he moved over to the other car, opening the door on the side y/n was still unconscious.

"What happened, is she okay?" Sky asked when he seen y/n unconscious.

"She's fine, got shocked. We don't know how long she's been unconscious but she should awaken soon. Can you take her to her room please and then meet me at the entrance." Silva stated, taking y/n out of the car before placing her in Sky's arms.

Sky nodded before leaving, heading to y/ns dorm room. He gently placed her onto the bed before pulling the blankets over her. He sighed as he looked at her sleeping form before moving only for a hand to grip his. He turned his head to see y/ns eyes opened slightly.

"Sky?" she asked tiredly.

"Shh, get some sleep, I'll talk to you tomorrow." Sky whispered to her, squeezing her hand before letting it go, watching her fall asleep before heading to meet with Silva.

Never enough

Info: It’s unusual to see the soft side of Scott, but y/n takes it out of him when she feels insecure bout herself.

relationship: Scott x reader

Warnings: Slight mention of eating disorder, body shaming

Y/n and Scott were two completely different people. While y/n was sweet and kind, Scott was cold and snappy to people. Y/n always smiled in greeting to whoever she spoke to, Scott made his conversations short and simple, refusing to talk longer than necessary. So the reasons for y/n taking a liking to the stone cold man were unknown, but it would be a lie if someone were to say that the two weren’t cute together. The short and few moments they had together in public would make you melt. If there was a hair stray on y/n’s head, Scott would tuck it behind her ear. When Scott chewed his last piece of gum, y/n would have a replacement pack ready for him. When y/n was cold, Scott would be quick to grab a jacket from behind his car and wrapping it around her shoulders. When Scott got stressed after a bad chase, y/ would be quick to pull him away from the situation, and get him out of a harsh tongue from Marshell.  Y/n was the only person who could make Scott smile an actual smile, and Scott could always make y/n blush with short remarks. The two were imperfectly perfect for each other, and both were content with each other.

So when y/n starts acting out of character, Scott is the first to pick up on it. Javi had grown up with y/n, which is how she winded up with Storm Par, and Scott was aware of that y/n wasn’t always as confident as she seemed. In high school y/n struggled with her appearance. She was body shamed by a group of tween girls which lead to her refusing to eat. She’d go days without eating before bulk eating and forcing herself to throw it back up. Javi had been the one to catch her forcing herself to get sick, and had grown to learn the symptoms of when things got bad. It was during the early days of y/n and Scott’s relationship when Javi told Scott. Y/n sometimes returned to her bad habits, and Javi was afraid it would get too bad, so he confided in Scott who was determined to prevent history repeating itself.

Y/n woke up feeling out of sorts. Turning her head, she seen Scott lying beside her, arm draped over her stomach, eyes closed as he slept soundly. Feeling her skin burning under his touch, y/n grimaced as she pushed his arm off her, swinging her legs to move off the bed. She looked back at Scott to see him move slightly, and she sighed when he didn’t awaken. Moving towards the bathroom, she grabbed her clothes  before closing the door, her vision stopping at the cracked mirror behind the door. Her eyes wandered over her body, and her hands moved to grasp at the skin that was on her hip. She narrowed her eyes at herself, looking down at the rolls that appeared as she changed for the day.

“Hey, there you are.” Scott greeted her as she opened the door of the bathroom. “Morning.” Y/n smiled, folding up her pyjamas and placing them in her bag. “I didn’t feel you getting up this morning.” He frowned, leaning over to tie his shoe laces. “Oh.” Y/n mocked confusion. “Thought you had abandoned me.” Scott joked as he got off the bed, brushing down his trousers before walking over to wrap his arms around her. “Never.” Y/n smirked, wrapping her arms around his neck as she tried to ignore the slight burn she felt from his touch. “Breakfast?” Scott asked, looking down at her slightly. “Nah, I’m good. Think I’m going to see Javi before we meet with the group. Sort out some things before Kate gets here.” Y/n shrugged as she ran her fingers through his hair. “You good?” Scott asked, unable to read her. “Yeah.” Y/n nodded, kissing Scott’s cheek before pulling away from him slightly. “I’ll grab you a coffee than. Creamer, no sugar.” Scott pointed at her as he recited her usual order. “You got it.” Y/n smiled as she grabbed his cap from the side of their bed and placing it on his head. “ “I love you.” Scott spoke as she adjusted the hat on his head. “I love you too.” Y/n smiled before they left the room.

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Y/n had told a slight lie to Scott, she never meet with Javi, instead she had went for a long walk along the woods that was just across from the motel they were currently staying at. She hated lying to Scott, they didn’t allow for lies in their relationship, but she knew Scott would only stop her from doing the long walk if he had known. She had meet with Javi on the way back, and they were currently walking to where Storm Par had parked their cars the night before after a long day of chasing. Tiredness was evident on y/n’s face and Javi eyed her warily as she smiled upon seeing Scott. Wordlessly, Scott handed y/n the coffee and y/n smiled, forcing herself to inhale the scent of coffee with a smile.

“Alright guys, we have two storms that look promising today. One on the east and the other on the South.” Scott stated, and y/n leaned on one of the jeeps as she listened to her boyfriend accordingly. “We have a long drive ahead of us, so I advise getting enough food and drink to last, because we won’t have much time for stops unless necessary.” Javi continued for his partner, being the considerate one of the two. “We leave in 5, no later.” Scott stated, and the team separated to get ready for the day.

Scott watched the crowd leave before moving towards y/n, going to take her hand and intertwine their fingers. Y/n forced a half smile at him and decided to lean into hm slightly, faking tiredness. Kissing her head, Scott moved them towards the gas station, and y/n moved away from him slightly to allow their hands to swing in between them. Eyeing her slightly, Scott said nothing as he opened the door and allowed her to go through. She let his hand go to grab a basket and replaced it with her coffee before they began to walk the aisles to get their food. Scott smirked as he seen y/n grab two boxes of chewing gum and throw them into the basket, and she looked at him from the corner of her eye, pretending not to see. His smirk dropped as he seen her grab his usual sweets and stay away from hers. He eyed her gently and grabbed a small packet of f/s (favourite sweet) and placed it beside his as she moved towards the fruit and grabbed apples and bananas before grabbing two bottles of water from the fridge. His frown increased as she avoided her  favourite fizzy drink and move over to grab two sandwiches for them. He couldn’t help the worry he felt as she moved to check, watching her as he realized the signs.

“I’m just going to run to the bathroom. I’ll meet you at the truck.” Scott stated, moving to kiss the back of y/n’s head. “Ok.” Y/n looked up at him with a slight smile on her lips before Scott left.

He turned back to see y/n talking to Boone, and while he would usually frown at seeing her talk to their rivals, the frown was replaced with worry as he walked back to the trucks where Javi was talking to some members of their team.

“Javi.” Scott called out as he walked towards the man. “Yea.” Javi asked, not looking at Scott for a minute before glancing at him when he didn’ answer. “Come here.” Scott indicated with his head for Javi to come to him. “What is it man, we’re sorting out where best to place the..” “How did y/n seem today when you guys were talking?” Scott got right to the point, his voice gruff. “What? I wasn’t talking to y/n today.” Javi spoke, confused with question. “Y/n didn’t have breakfast this morning because she was going to see you to talk before Kate got here.” Scott stated. “I haven’t talked to y/n today. I only seen her when she was walking back to the motel.” Javi spoke, her eyes widening slightly as he realized something. “If she didn’t meet you than, where did she..” Scott stopped as he figured out where she was “She went for a walk.” “A long walk.” Javi nodded at him before looking over Scott’s shoulder to see y/n dragging her feet as she made her way towards the group.

Y/n’s eyes remained on the ground before looking up as she neared the group. Her eyes scanned Javi & Scott’s face as they watched her walk up to them, and she smiled slightly in greeting before stopping as the team returned. Javi gave a brief overview as to where each person would station and everyone nodded before moving to their respective cars. Scott and y/n moved to their own transport, and Scott opened the door for y/n before taking the bag from her and replacing it with her still warm cup of coffee.

“Here, drink this. It’ll waken you up.” He smiled at her as she got comfortable in her seat. “Thanks.” Y/n smiled, taking a sip of it as Scott placed the bag at her feet before closing the door and moving to the drivers seat.

“You know I care about you right?” Scott asked, looking at y/n as he took her hand. “I know.” Y/n nodded after a short silence, her eyes squinting in confusion as Scott squeezed her hand before letting it go and starting the car.

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That night y/n was exhausted. The group had been travelling none stop all day, and the little energy from her coffee had long since left her body. Scott draped his arm over her shoulder, ignoring as she flinched before placing her head on his shoulder. He kissed her head gently before glaring at those who took a double take of them together. It wasn’t usual to see the two of them being so close in public, but y/n welcomed it, smiling tiredly as she felt his lips on her hair. Javi glanced towards them as he got out of his truck, and him and Scott shared a knowing look before heading off to reception to get the keys for the night. Scott and y/n were close behind, and Scott nodded in thanks to the receptionist as they got their keys before leading y/n towards their room.

Once in the room, y/n left Scott’s side and dropped her bag on the bed, opening it to grab her comfy clothes for the night. Scott frowned as she headed to the bathroom, hearing the dodgy lock lock behind her. Usually y/n would have no problem getting changed in the same room as him, they had been together for over a year now so there wasn’t anything he hadn’t seen. He sighed before dropping his own bag to get ready for the night. He looked up as he heard the lock unclick, but the door didn’t open. Deciding to check if y/n was okay, he knocked on the door before opening it.

Y/n stood in front of the sink, and her back was towards the sink as she looked at herself in the mirror behind the door. Her vision looked up as the door opened, and her eyes widened as she seen Scott come through the door. One look at her and Scott knew what he and Javi thought were true, for her eyes watered slightly before turning away from him, arms wrapping around herself. Sighing in slight frustration he walked further into the bathroom and wrapped his arms around her. Y/n pushed against his chest slightly and Scott allowed her to part from him before they walked to the room. Y/n refused to look at the man who stopped in front of her as she sat on the bed.

“Y/n, talk to me.” Scott pleaded. “About what, I’m tired I need to sleep.” Y/n muttered, refusing to make eye contact. “Your not yourself. I need to know that your okay, but I can clearly see your not.” Scott replied. “ I’m fine.” Y/n snapped, and Scott arched his brow, knowing that she wouldn’t usually snap that quick. “No your not. Your feeling down and that’s okay. You can feel that way, but I need you to accept that I am going to care about you both on your good days and your bad days. Just as you care about me even when I’m stone cold to everyone else.” “Scott…” Y/n started, not sure what to say. “You don’t seem to realize how perfect you are. Everyone have flaws and yours is what I love about you the most.” Scott stated, moving to place his hands on y/n’s shoulder, kneading them slightly. “Stop.” Y/n murmured, not agreeing with him. “What do you hate about you the most?” Scott asked suddenly, leaning down to kiss y/n on the lips. “No.” Y/n muttered against his lips, closing her eyes gently. “Tell me y/n.” Scott stated, kissing her checks and moving down to her neck. “My sides.” She whispered, her breath caught in her throat slightly. “Hmm.” Scott breathed gently as he moved his hands either side of y/n, forcing her to lower down gently. “My sides.” Y/n spoke again, and she shivered as she felt Scott smirk against her neck, running his fingers down her body, stopping at her hips. “These.” He asked, bringing her hands to a stop before squeezing them slightly. “Stop.” Y/n begged, eyes widening slightly. “I happen to think your hips are one of your best characteristics.” Scott mumbled before moving down her body, bringing her top up a bit so he could kiss the skin on her hips. “Scott please.” Y/n cried out, her body freezing as he paid attention to her insecurity. “Your beautiful y/n, hips included.” Scott murmured as he nuzzled her body with his nose as he made his way back up to meet y/n’s eyes. “No.” “Yes.” Scott replied to her denial, before kissing her again.

Y/n sighed as Scott never moved his hands from her sides, instead holding a grip on them as he hovered over her. She accepted his attention, bringing her hands up to his neck, fingers going through his hair. The kiss was short, and y/n breathed deeply as Scott moved to lie beside her, arms snaking under her back to keep her close. His other hand moved to play with her hair, causing y/n to close her eyes and lean into his touch. Kissing her head, Scott laid his chin on her head.

“You are perfect just the way you are y/n.” Scott mumbled, twirling some hair around his finger. “Hmm.” Y/n sighed, scrunching her nose slightly as Scott tickled her side. “I’ll never be enough.” “You’ll always be enough.” Scott replied quickly, and y/n rolled her eyes as he pulled her closer, allowing sleep to consume them both.