Hey handsome ,
Stood over there,
Looking all bare ,
I want to excite you,
So please don’t stare
I’ll take you places
You never knew were there,
I’ll teach you about my land
Just allow my hand,
I’ll take the rest from there.
Ready to explore
To learn my law?
@trueemotions91
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Her eyes remind me the first sea that I saw,
The kind of sea you only see in a draw.
When I’m looking at them I am getting out my mind,
The most beautiful thing a man could even find.
She took possession of my mind, of my dreams, of my soul.
When she is not there, I am feeling like if I was stuck in a hole.
Her presence is giving me the faith like if she was giving me a rope,
To get me out of that well and offer me the hope,
To see her one day having a rest in my arms,
While she doesn’t realize how effective are her charms.
I could spend my whole days looking at her sleeping face,
As long as she is there, I will never leave this place.
Life is scary ,
Looking through my eyes ,
Your find it blurry,
But don’t be alarmed,
Because I promise your ready .
For this ride, To the top,
Free of charge ,
I promise I won’t ask for a penny,
But I’m going take your emotions
Higher then any,
I’ll hold your hand
I won’t let go
But inside your going be lonely.
Don’t be scared
I promised you so,
All of them emotions
Are part of the journey ,
This ain’t no movie,
First class scary .
Be the best ride ,
As this is the journey of Your life.
@trueemotions91
Why is life so raw
I only wanted to get up off the floor
But you won’t let me rise
You just want to watch me fall.
Scared I will rise above yourself
Difference is , I ain’t a whore
I’ll do my chore
But you still keep pushing me to the damn floor .
Fear is greedy
I get that now
But your only feeding the demon within me .
Your negative words fall all around me.
You made me so sore
I just don’t care no more
So you see ,
I may be upon the floor
But inside I’m ready to roar.
My mind is my game , my soul in one blink.
Try hard but I promise you will not see me !
My brain is what makes me
My legs , my arms, my heart , my eyes aint nothing unique to me
We all have these simple things !
But my brain ,
hell yea this mother fucker on another league out here ! Controlling my bodily functions ,
controlling my mind ,
Voice in my head that i can not hide ! Can turn you off quicker then you think !
But your mind will keep tick tick tick
A million voltages dash around,
But do we really understand how we are ground ! My mother taught me feet rooted hard but My feet can take off,
not rooted hard but my brain is connected stem and all.
Belive me when I say
Ain’t no escaping this uncontrolled machine !
@trueemotions91
Fuckin crazy in this house of mine
Kids always fighting
Mothers always screaming
A war against 9
Yet love in the air
Open my eyes
To a war game
Trying push them
In there own direction
Forced eyes wide open
Mouths are all gawping
My brains fucking screwing
While next doors knocking
To a crazy noise
Of just heartache
But in the end it’s going be
Allright
Coz it’s where I call home
Its where my flowers grow
From the floor to the ceiling
I’m crawling
While the kids are scribbling
I’m kneeling
Praying to Jesus for some strength
To just catch my breath .
@trueemotions91
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A gun
A quick escape
To exit this thing called life
My Brain can’t take no more
Every day I force a smile
For what?
For fuck all
My head can’t think no more
I don’t want be on this place called earth
I want be dug deep in the ground
Out of this crazy life
Where there is no escape
From my self .
It’s a mess.
I give up fighting the urge everyday
To just end this shit.
For real.
If I had trigger
I wouldn’t hestatie
To know it would be over within a blink
It’s the perfect escape .
It’s lucky I don’t owe one
Or I would be in a place I call home .
Heaven .
Away from this nightmare
I can’t escape.
Please lord give me strength not
To put a end to my own light.
I don’t know why you placed me upon this life
And have me air to breathe
Every night
I ask why ?
What is my purpose to you under this dark light
Maybe the easy way out
People will say
But there don’t know the state of my mind .
It’s hard to cooperate
When all I see around me is snakes
I’m done with life .
Even the ones who claim to love me
Can’t see what is doing to the insides of me.
Life is a joke
No one gives a flying fuck
That my brain is turning into sticky glue
With words I can’t relate to .
Just tired of the pain my mind plays daily
I would rather live in a zoo
Then play this game of 2.
Hate is a strong word
But belive me when I say I hate this earth.
It’s full of devils
Ain’t no angels here
Just a fuckin game of tug .
I ain’t got the strentgh to pull
The fucker to my side no more.
Years of fighting with my own
To now just want be put in a hole.
I’ve learnt to accept it’s the only place
Im going be at rest
With my crazy soul.
I’m close to admit
The fucker has won .
@trueemotions91
I look at a photo And a million words and memory's fly through my head.
They also bring tears to my eyes Why?
I want to smile and I want scream But that's good Means I'm still alive.
Means I know how to associate pain with happiness But Also means I'm strong enough to over come that pain By smiling By knowing one day all will come into place.
The puzzle may be missing pieces and some have been lost through out my life.
But they are there and they will one day be complete .
And when that day comes My heart and mind will in twine and awaken a deepen sense thats along been waiting .
A sense of fulfilment of love and happiness and my tears will still run through pain but it won't be in my eyes no more forever hid away
@trueemotions91
Scared
To grow old,
Petrified of getting lines,
Creases from frowning
Always clowning around,
With grey painted lipstick,
Creased upon his cheek
Over the wrinkles
That make his skin looked inked,
I’ll hesitate To undress,
scared of the bed
I once laid upon
Without a rest .
Don’t want it to be my
Last place of rest.
The joys of youth,
But now I have
nothing to lose .
I’ve lived my life with grace
And know it’s my resting place
On earth, back to the ground,
Where I was first placed .
@trueemotions91