Why did you leave me on the cross roads,
Cold and alone,
With a thousand thoughts creating a storm.
You left me in the darkest skies,
my coldest hour ,
Did it make you feel better ?
To know I was breaking,
Under your footstep .
Pressure after pressure,
As you watched me shatter
But it didn’t matter.
If you were true , You thought you could piece
Me back together
With glue .
But never the same
And now your ashamed
Because the damaged you caused
Is clear .
Why does another woman’s body entice me,
The curves I adore,
Skin so smooth ,
The way she shakes her arse .
Maybe it’s jealousy
But I’m not sure .
Is it wrong to admire
The beauty of another
I believe not so .
It’s something extraordinary ,
I just can’t let go.
How she drops so low ,
her hips curve to her exterior
Is just woah woah woah .
Blows my mind,
How another woman can make
My heart beat slow .
@trueemotions91
Heart broken
Spoilt little whore ,
Why you looking at me
Look at the floor.
Fool ,
Your heart is filled of
Stone cold coal.
I was only trying to find
Something inside.
He was petrified.
@trueemotions91
Lost in a world of emotions
Covid on my mind
Not a worry for the blind.
It’s not the strain of my eyes
from watching the tv
Or holding my phone all day
It’s the battle going on in my brain .
A pain I feel through shut eyes
The light don’t bother me no more
Used to the dark and the man made lights
With a flip of the switch .
It Seems day and night no longer disgunish
The hurt no longer exists
But neither does my happiness .
Lost in my own mind
But just a empty space .
Dying to breathe in the fresh air
To revitalise my brain .
Lost words that make no sense
Emotions I can’t figure out .
The world has gone crazy
And my brain is on the fall out .
How can my brain survive this pandemic with nothing to do , no air to breathe , no sun to see,
Just me .
@trueemotions91
In life as a adult- we have what we give ourselfs.
Nothing in life is down to someone else.
It will always fall back to its down to you!!
You are the only one who made the descions that have now pathed out your life.
Its down to you where your life goes and what you achieva before your time comes.
It's your choice to hold the pain and lose the love
Or you can learn to live with the pain and grab the love your surrounding with that's your choice
Your choice to smile or cry.
To run head on or hide.
Every sec of every day of your life is dependent on the choices you make .... So when all is falling around you.
Don't look to the person stood behide you look at the person in front of you!!!
Coz that person looking back at you is the only person who can plan your life
So stop looking around, hold your head high and aim for that one direction where only you can take you!!!
@trueemotions91
Hey little lady,
Sitting across the bar from me,
With her pretty red hair ,
green glazed eyes
Looking everywhere
But ignoring my stare .
I just want show you how
Your life could be fair.
With a pretty little thing
Like you , I wouldn’t dare ,
I’d give you all the dreams in life,
If you just promise to be my wife ,
I love the way you hold your stare ,
When you no I’m all yours.
I just want show you happiness baby ,
So don’t be scared ,
Promise you my touch ,
Is soft ,
Coz a pretty lady like you
Belongs at the top,
So don’t be alarmed when I pull you closer,
I just wanna smell you a little bit better,
I wanna wrap your hair around my fingers,
And show you how much I really care .
@trueemotions91
In life we are giving just one shot, what makes you think you have the power to take that from me? Did you create me ? Can you even see me? I told you I can’t breathe, yet my words were silenced upon your knee. A black thing is all you see, not a man not me . A human your brother , begging under for the force of your power for my right n will to breathe. And still you couldn’t see me. The devil is inside you and I sympathised with you . How can you allow that man inside your soul ? But now you have released him into me . My soul is free but my mind can’t breathe. 8 minutes you took that was long enough. I heard Jesus call me to the hood. But I weren’t ready to go . I bloody told you so ! Now I’m here with a million voices and more! All Screaming through my hometown I can’t breathe or move! Can you hear me now! A million voices roar. But still it falls upon your ears! My pain is burning up through your towns, co-operate-coppers still prowling the streets ! Through all the noise, anger and blaze you still can’t see me stood here , clear for all to see! Three simple words - I CANT BREATHE!
A man I hear them call
Is a danger to all?
Do you honestly believe that story
If I repeat them words quietly ,
If your going paint a ugly picture
Of my son, brother , father
Before there even have a chance to alter
Your perspective of all men
Then I would not bother ,
To waste your air on this planet earth
That’s ludicrous , to human nature
Can you really hear yourself loud and clear?
So your afraid of your father ?
Please tell me so,
How on earth can we scoop so low,
Men are humans , I swear to your
Have two eyes and usually bigger shoes ,
But all ain’t to fear,
I know the hands that raised me were full of care & order
Showed me love & courage ,
But to fear my son , is to loud and clear
When you all cheer , the words I hear ,
A woman I know who abused her own
but yet I don’t hear you call her mistakes
To the moon,
Would you to brush me with the same words ,
Because another mother put upon this earth,
It makes no sense , it’s all a laugh,
I stand with a woman , power and all,
But to call every man a danger is a different law,
Just think of the words before you make your own
father sore ,
Imagine his face when he sees you chore the words
That - all men must fall .
@trueemotions91
A brain is a weapon , mass destruction , out of any league of your imagination .
You think fire burns ever had your head like it’s going explode, a build up of pressure , you can’t control , the motherfucker just squeezes even harder.
Till you can’t take it no more .
That’s a war .
A war on the inside only you can defeat.
A war with yourself.
No one else can see .
Now if these thoughts automatically went what would that brain have left to wonder.
Is this the issue why we all at war with each other .
our brains are on a constant over drive.
Fighting with our own imagination .
Why does our brain work this way .
Try so hard to turn the fucker off but hey ho it just feels a empty hole .
What’s the point the ability .
If only we can feel the pain .
It is self destruction and every single one of us do it.
But why ?!
Why do we cause ourselfs so much hurt, crying , pain .
Why can’t we allow ourselfs to live in harmony.
Something crazy going on
I’m sure we weren’t created for our brains to self destruct from the inside out.
That’s what we are doing !
Scary crazy shit happening up here , only god must stare .
Self destruct on every brain.
Hell no !
Its not the norm .
I’m sure
but how to defeat it
Is a whole other board game .
@trueemotions91
Not wrote by me - but I had to share as it is amazing , ❤️. So all enjoy x
Her eyes remind me the first sea that I saw,
The kind of sea you only see in a draw.
When I’m looking at them I am getting out my mind,
The most beautiful thing a man could even find.
She took possession of my mind, of my dreams, of my soul.
When she is not there, I am feeling like if I was stuck in a hole.
Her presence is giving me the faith like if she was giving me a rope,
To get me out of that well and offer me the hope,
To see her one day having a rest in my arms,
While she doesn’t realize how effective are her charms.
I could spend my whole days looking at her sleeping face,
As long as she is there, I will never leave this place.