We Should Bring This Back

there’s nothing like the feeling of hiding under your covers while texting your roommate about why you want to kill yourself

I don’t want to go back to uni tomorrow but I have to, I love my roommate but sometimes I feel unwelcome in the dorm.

honestly I’m debating on being up my bpd and depression to my counselor since I think he can understand and not judge me on it, but idk yet. I’m almost done with my freshman year so that’s something I guess

forgot to post this yesterday lol

Breakfast: skipped

Lunch

Broccoli 20

Steak teriyaki 120

Rice 110

Dinner: skipped

Total 250

current mood

coloring in my colleges library while trying not to cry 👍

my first cross stitch

There’s really not much to this post, I just wanted to share the finished piece of the cross stitch I started. This is gonna get turned into a quilt pillow for my aunts birthday in March, I really hope she likes it. She’s obsessed with the beach and if she could would spend every day there- as I kid I used to think she was a mermaid in disguise lol-

I ended up not doing the little knot details because I couldn’t get it and was becoming a little bit frustrated, but I plan to try again at this on a future project

WHY DO MEN EXPECT YOU TO STAY SKINNY BUT GET ANNOYED WHEN YOU ORDER LOW CALORIE FOODS

Oh you want me to be visually appealing but eat a mcdonald's large meal with you twice a week? Sure, I'll just not eat the rest of the time so I don't annoy you with my "rabbit food" you entitled prick

maybe in another universe, I can ask for help when I need it.

new crochet project

I decided to try and make a skirt for the first time and it’s actually working, when I finish it I’ll post the pattern link for it :3