Threerats-inatrenchcoat - 3Rats

It would be really cool if I could stop randomly feeling insanely depressed out of nowhere

Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.

New mood

vaping in the car while it’s being hotboxed lol, weed + blue razz is not a bad mix surprisingly .

you can be either a little hungry all the time or be ashamed of your body all the time and we all know what’s worse

Born to be clingy and obsessive, forced to be cool and nonchalant about things

This is how I be feeling going back to uni

Lowkey wish I didn't exist

Photo Time!!!

I can't believe that my freshman year is almost over already! It's flown by way too fast, I've made so many new friends and accomplished more than I thought I could.

1/28 day

on Tuesdays I have an early start to my day as my first class starts at 8:15, im one of the first people to get there however so that I can review any notes from the class before and so that I can answer my emails. my class went by soooo slow today, it ended early though so that's a nice change. normally we end at 9:20. I had time to go and grab a small breakfast, and as much as id like to skip breakfast ive got a busy day ahead of me so I needed some calories this morning to keep my blood sugar up.

the only downside about going to my colleges cafe is that they don't say how many calories are in what they serve :(

anyway, I had a quick FaceTime with my mom while she was a work to talk about my finical aid since that fuckface of a president that we have now decided to freeze all federal aid to colleges. we think that I should be ok for this semester but next year will probably be a struggle. this summer to hopefully save some money im going to be working full time, and even then I won't have enough saved up.

after breakfast I'll be having a meeting with student success to talk about how the start of my semester is going and to chat about possibly starting tutoring. I'm struggling in my history class since all the professor does is talk and doesn't give us anything to study/ take notes on.

after that meeting I don't have class until 2, which gives me time to work on some reading for another class.

Late night walks hit different when u feel empty and suicidal

Late night walks hit different when u feel empty and suicidal