I’m Always Like “I’m Just Gonna Leave This One Greyscale” And Then I Don’t.

Ode to my week

Yesterday I bought some fruit

I pulled some plants up by the root

The day before I washed my clothes

And ruined the entire load

My ancient shelf fell off the wall

It launched my file box with its fall

And took my yarn and picture frame

The glass has broken, not my games

I need to do some gardening

My knees say that’s not happening

But still I got to pet my cat

And give her a cute little hat

My job does not appreciate

My physical restrictive trait

There’s so much paperwork of late

It’s something that my doctor hates

Today I tried to drink root beer

It fell and my whole room is smeared

I swear hekkin everywhere

My outlet, art book, printer, chair

This week is a chaotic mess

There’s been some good I must confess

I’m still sending an SOS

Ridiculous- just let me rest

When I found that you were sad

All I wanted was to help

I loved you dear mom and dad

I would try to make you well

All my friends are full of color

Vibrant lights of time and change

Even so I helped them over

Fading colors brought by rain

Every hue that I contained

Full of angersadnessrage

I would take the time to drain

For no one else would do the same

Whether idle hands or aim

They all bled thru me the same

Till I could no longer take

No matter what was at stake

What will you do when I go

When my body overflows

When my glass container breaks

Leaking all the muted fakes

I have nothing left to give

Nothing further here remains

Leave me to my muddled colors

I will never be the same.

Hey so like why is there a third story door? This region does not get extreme snow, and is too high to be reached by flooding. So. Wh

Flight is delayed bc everybody is sick so have a random set of sketches

I’d like to imagine that the boop makes an empty paper towel tube *PONK* noise.

Unpopular opinion:

Dim room lighting is the worst.

I’m not talking about tech brightness, just room lighting. To me, light is for seeing things so either the light is gonna be full bright or it’s gonna be off. I do not desire poor vision.

Made nausicaa art while listening to music.

I refuse to find this cringey because it’s the kind of thing that helped when I felt like taking the big sleep.

I forgot to watermark this so nobody best be taking advantage (≖_≖ )

Yea I feel like nai is in it for the drama and stubbornness, no matter how long. Like is it just me or is it implied that he just meandered barefoot from Julai/July to Jeneora Rock?

Interesting. I did always find nai’s cloak thing weird. I am not sure I wanted to know the possibility that he is wearing a sibling pelt. It does also turn into knives though? I think perhaps understanding the clothing may just be beyond me lol

Every answer I get to this question feeds me regretti spaghetti. 😭

I.. I don’t even know what I expected..? Discussion of mental health? Nai bashing? Something to help retain my sanity where that episode smashed it open?

Burning questions that have haunted me since watching Trigun Stampede:

-Does no one notice the difference between the pale stabby squid man and the fluorescent red golden retriever man?

-Is….. is the body suit attached? Is it not?

-what happened to Tesla after the crash?

-why does vash not know nai’s murderous employees by the time he’s like 150

-is no one going to acknowledge the incredibly invasive nature of what occurred in the last episode????

-what did nai do to vash’s gate at jeneora rock and why did he need diff tech in the last episode?

If anyone with more context or luck with research knows, or wants to theorize, feel free lol