Song: I Don’t Want To Set The World… On… Fire~ I Just Want To Staaaaart…

TW: prescription side effects..? Idk if that’s a TW but I’ll say it anyway

So like I’ve discovered a double edged side effect of sertraline. If u forget to take it it reminds u but it reminds you with a feeling I can best describe as:

-chromatically aberrating for 0.5 seconds.

- your brain goes “!!”

-softest bio emp

-like when u get vertigo and the world tilts but there’s no tilting involved

-astral projecting out of ur body by a centimeter for a second

-your brain to body signal lagged

Me-isms

I have clearly been on the internet for too long

Pssst… krowrok

Watering he plants

Baby me with fiction: I know this story front to back. I could quote whole chapters to you. I know these characters well enough to have imaginary conversations with them. Any trivia you ask I can answer.

Baby me with nonfiction: Uuuuh it was talking about [topic] or something… there was a picture of a thing.

Browsing fanart is a roadtrip thru

I’m crying 😂🤣

I’m crying 😢😭

I’m crying 😰😖

I’m crying 🥹🥰

Sometimes life is normal and sometimes u walk into a Costco and a giant skeleton is looking at u from over the tops of the aisles

When I found that you were sad

All I wanted was to help

I loved you dear mom and dad

I would try to make you well

All my friends are full of color

Vibrant lights of time and change

Even so I helped them over

Fading colors brought by rain

Every hue that I contained

Full of angersadnessrage

I would take the time to drain

For no one else would do the same

Whether idle hands or aim

They all bled thru me the same

Till I could no longer take

No matter what was at stake

What will you do when I go

When my body overflows

When my glass container breaks

Leaking all the muted fakes

I have nothing left to give

Nothing further here remains

Leave me to my muddled colors

I will never be the same.

Controversial opinions I had when I was a new human:

-Pronouncing Tulips “too-lips” is both an inaccurate descriptor and also strange and therefore the way I incorrectly pronounce it (toodle-ips) is much better

-climbing trees is not setting a bad example unless you’re bad at it

-chicken nuggets dipped in chocolate pudding is good

-there is no reason to straighten my covers when I have no guests

-top sheets are evil and also useless

-calling outer space and the gaps between words and a general expanse all “space” is confusing

-the fact that the sun is so huge and yet the earth makes a hard shadow on the moon is very weird

-baby it’s cold outside and I love rock and roll are both creepy songs