In Today’s News: I Have Been Declared Demi By A Bottle Cap.

In the silence of the night

The stars are all that fill our sight,

And with the buffet of the wind,

We rise to where the air is thinned.

The sky is bright,

A lonely sight,

Though gentle on your skin.

In the lake reflected back,

It’s better left alone,

But if not given time to heal,

The scars are set in stone.

The sun takes oh so long to rise,

When you’ve just watched it set,

You cannot wait for it to end,

But it’s not over yet.

You have to look harder sometimes,

When less of them appear-

But in the silence of the night,

The stars aren’t there to hear.

And though the sun may go away

For just a little while,

So many suns cut through the dark

Just to make you smile!

See stars are bigger than you think,

And that’s where you both have a link-

You can be strong,

Keep moving on,

Each moment’s just a blink.

Average attempt at communication with adhd.

Particularly stupid words I cannot seem to conquer when attempting to type thoughtlessly:

- hte

-becasue

-threfroe

Pssst… krowrok

Random LoTR things that amuse me:

- Elronds eyebrows

- Gandalf get your war magnet AWAY FROM MY SANCTUARY

- Legolas sees a sad, Legolas does a puppy eyes

- Saruman’s stare of judgement when Grima leans toward the gunpowder(?) with a torch

- Gandalf’s magic self-cleaning robe

- The number of ppl who say “mithrandir” with disdain

- Aragorn’s bs op tracking skills

- “Sam, can you just let me project in peace”

- Sam just casually taking out Sauron’s like… evil rival sister creature

- The Nazgûl king’s pursed (•̀ᴗ•́) face

- Either Aragorn or Merry trying to give pip a concussion with an apple

- The fire ent dousing itself with a faceplant

- Haldir being torn between amusement, reluctance, and surprise at Aragorn’s hug after feigning neutrality for all previous encounters

- Gimli’s shock at Legolas protecting him from Eomer

- Also how excited Gimli was about using the horn (idk what you call the tower horn thing)

- The fact that literally everyone seems to know Gandalf and has some form of strong opinion about him

Yea I feel like nai is in it for the drama and stubbornness, no matter how long. Like is it just me or is it implied that he just meandered barefoot from Julai/July to Jeneora Rock?

Interesting. I did always find nai’s cloak thing weird. I am not sure I wanted to know the possibility that he is wearing a sibling pelt. It does also turn into knives though? I think perhaps understanding the clothing may just be beyond me lol

Every answer I get to this question feeds me regretti spaghetti. 😭

I.. I don’t even know what I expected..? Discussion of mental health? Nai bashing? Something to help retain my sanity where that episode smashed it open?

Burning questions that have haunted me since watching Trigun Stampede:

-Does no one notice the difference between the pale stabby squid man and the fluorescent red golden retriever man?

-Is….. is the body suit attached? Is it not?

-what happened to Tesla after the crash?

-why does vash not know nai’s murderous employees by the time he’s like 150

-is no one going to acknowledge the incredibly invasive nature of what occurred in the last episode????

-what did nai do to vash’s gate at jeneora rock and why did he need diff tech in the last episode?

If anyone with more context or luck with research knows, or wants to theorize, feel free lol

Verbal stims of a family

Me: sneep snop, hergldeebergle, deedleedlee, well flip my flapjacks, fridge nuggets, *various noises I cannot imitate with letters*

Dad: *husky dramatics,* *intentionally poor imitation of Elvis songs,* *duck noises made with side of cheek*

Mom: not a verbal stimmer

Gpa: BEEDLEBOM, humbug, buster the cat, *downward whistle-trill* (DEE-dee Du-De-Dooo), buzzard bill, hobo Joe

Gma: *loudest slightly-off-tune whistling ever,* *singing,* *mindless chatter to accompany tasks*

Y’all heard any of those in ur families? Do your parents and grandparents have different ones? Feel free to share

Burning questions that have haunted me since watching Trigun Stampede:

-Does no one notice the difference between the pale stabby squid man and the fluorescent red golden retriever man?

-Is….. is the body suit attached? Is it not?

-what happened to Tesla after the crash?

-why does vash not know nai’s murderous employees by the time he’s like 150

-is no one going to acknowledge the incredibly invasive nature of what occurred in the last episode????

-what did nai do to vash’s gate at jeneora rock and why did he need diff tech in the last episode?

If anyone with more context or luck with research knows, or wants to theorize, feel free lol

When I found that you were sad

All I wanted was to help

I loved you dear mom and dad

I would try to make you well

All my friends are full of color

Vibrant lights of time and change

Even so I helped them over

Fading colors brought by rain

Every hue that I contained

Full of angersadnessrage

I would take the time to drain

For no one else would do the same

Whether idle hands or aim

They all bled thru me the same

Till I could no longer take

No matter what was at stake

What will you do when I go

When my body overflows

When my glass container breaks

Leaking all the muted fakes

I have nothing left to give

Nothing further here remains

Leave me to my muddled colors

I will never be the same.

Colored in an old sketch I did

That’s such a cold place to wake up for the first time…

Random tip for the unwell:

If your knees hurt a lot when you stand all day for a job, check how you turn.

I do not know how people are supposed to turn, but given that the way I do it has been an unrealized source of pain, you can do it wrong.

I tend to let my leg stay on the ground for too long upon pivoting, leading to my femur twisting on top of my knee.

The solution I have found is spinning.

You spin on your heel, letting gravity carry you in the proper direction

It makes you look kinda like a weirdo and wears down your shoes faster but at least it doesn’t wear down your knee joint?