Story Time:

Random tip for the unwell:

If your knees hurt a lot when you stand all day for a job, check how you turn.

I do not know how people are supposed to turn, but given that the way I do it has been an unrealized source of pain, you can do it wrong.

I tend to let my leg stay on the ground for too long upon pivoting, leading to my femur twisting on top of my knee.

The solution I have found is spinning.

You spin on your heel, letting gravity carry you in the proper direction

It makes you look kinda like a weirdo and wears down your shoes faster but at least it doesn’t wear down your knee joint?

I like the round ones. And the vivid color ones. And the funky stripey scarred looking ones.

I like to smash them open and look inside and stuff them in my pockets so I have chipmunk cheek cargo pants

Hands are still

Thoughts are soft

Smooth clay hills

Copper lofts

Amber skies and

Still damp grass

Glowing sand

Dim lit paths

Green grey trees

And little lights

Dancing bees

Pleasant nights

All these things

A little more

Give you wings

Let you soar

Through the ice

Through the dark

To your heights

Like a lark

All the thoughts

Rolling in

On your walks

With the din

Of a day

Long ago

You will say

That you know

Has no price

When you see

Such a nice

Memory.

Every sentence people say to me seems to immediately make my brain interrupt them with a song, meme, or audio reference.

I have been cursed.

Hey so am I the only one who thinks it’s weird that my middle school gym teachers used to play pumped up kicks during laps?

I’m sORrY there’s an EYE???? What!??? Haha… uh, what’s one more sibling’s free will stolen by nai 😅

Yea, I suppose the element of surprise could be a reason for it. It’s still weird to me that he doesn’t even know Zazie? Kinda seems like he knows about the bug spies.

I am not sure what I think nai thinks of people. On one hand he has a visceral reaction to how they treat the plants on the last run, but also he’s not very caring as an adult. Was it pretend?

I. Listen. Listen. I do not approve of the plantcest. But I have eyes. And that was a lot. That. E u g h

Why. Why. Why.

Burning questions that have haunted me since watching Trigun Stampede:

-Does no one notice the difference between the pale stabby squid man and the fluorescent red golden retriever man?

-Is….. is the body suit attached? Is it not?

-what happened to Tesla after the crash?

-why does vash not know nai’s murderous employees by the time he’s like 150

-is no one going to acknowledge the incredibly invasive nature of what occurred in the last episode????

-what did nai do to vash’s gate at jeneora rock and why did he need diff tech in the last episode?

If anyone with more context or luck with research knows, or wants to theorize, feel free lol

If gravity is tied to individual planets and space is basically infinite and there are no planes, how did we decide which side of the equator is up and how the planet was oriented in comparison to the others?

How it went trying to teach mini autistic me how to write:

Dad: that’s good, but you need to have space between the words.

Me: *confusedly starts adding stars to my sentences*

Dad: aha, no, not that kind of space

Me: the space needle?

Dad: no, like you need to put nothing between the words

Me: that’s what I’m doing!

Dad: *sweating* ah, but not that kind of nothing..

People who use the hot water during ur shower will be like “I only used it for a second!”

Oh, ok then. So you’re fine with One ice cube down your shirt.

Sometimes when you are aroace and also an autistic human with memory issues it leads to awkward situations like not realizing you’re being asked out and also not remembering the person’s name