... that being said... (god i'm awful)
Seeing that we see Jamil's childhood and all his memories of being told to be subordinate, it's safe to say that Jamil is less affected by dissociative amnesia, aka traumatic-memory-repressing.
However, does this mean that even though he probably has some repressed memories about his childhood and traumatic experiences, he also remembers some of them?
What if he's the only one who really knows what Kalim has been through? But because of their tragic relationship, he's unable to admit that he feels sorry for Kalim, because in some sense (THAT HE'S TECHNICALLY RIGHT ABOUT), Kalim is the reason for his trauma too.
Both him and Kalim were never able to have normal childhoods, but beyond normalizing this idea, they both struggle to accept the fact that they didn't have it worse than the other.
Kalim deals with this struggle more easily, as you see him developing these realizations through out the main story line, like in book 5 - 30. In fact, he almost immediately forgoes this idea after Jamil stops overblotting, offering Jamil a choice that takes his traumatic past into consideration, while allowing them to still continue a relationship of some sorts. Meanwhile, Jamil has had less/little development on this. He did have a really nice moment in book 5-10 talking to Azul, but other than that, I really haven't seen more moments of his development, which I find rather disappointing on twst's part. I'd really like a nice moment, whether between Jamil and someone else (like the MC), or maybe even between him and Kalim, where he does atleast acknowledge this idea (Kalim having trauma) without compromising the truth that he has also been wronged.
In the end, I doubt this will ever happen, but a girl can dream.. I atleast wish that the fans wouldn't make their relationship in the fandom competitive in regards to "who's-more-traumatized". This isn't a debate, there doesn't need to be a right answer.
and this was only 21 chapters before 5-30..
thoughts on twst-character-(not yuu)-isekai where they come back before the first overblot after having seen everyone die to grim's overblot, and trying to prevent it all from happening by stopping every overblot? (BIG on kalim doing this because of that one fic that turned oasis maker into a one time wish + only housewarden who hasn't overblotted and has adequate reason to want to save EVERYONE), maybe w/ some repercussions like accumulating blot as an aftermath of stopping the emotional breakdowns cause because it's literally changing the past which is something fate doesn't condone
SIDE NOTE: ending where kalim overblots as a result of rewriting the past and/or dies, or faces some sort of bad ending by fate (isekaied into yuu's world, looses his memories of everyone, made a deal with fate to turn back time and save everyone for the price for his own life, dissolves into golden glitter at the end fairy tale hero style)
JADE MY BELOVED πππ HES SO FINE RAUGHHHH SILK PAJAMAS ONLY FOR MY KING ππ /j
Floyd wearing a hoodie is lowkey not what I expected but a tank top and some sweatpants? Absolutely Floyd's style.
IMMA BE REAL WHEN I FIRST SAW MALLEUS I THOUGFT HE WAS CREWEL, BUT WHY DOES HE LOOK SO ππ I DONT LIKE THE SWOOP BANGS HE LOOKS LIKE EMO JUSTIN BIEBER π
ALSO JAMIL HOODIE COMEBACK!! WE HAVENT SEEN HIM WITH HIS HOOD SINCE DORM SSR ππ LITERALLY THE BEGINNING OF THE GAME
AND THE JACK SSR!! FINALLY ANOTHER LIMITED EVENT SSR SINCE PORTFEST BRO DESERVED IT ππ AND HES ACTUALLY EATING DOWN IN THE CARD TOO-
no notes on floyd's outfit, he looks great albeit its so similar to jade's outfit which is kinda annoying-
MALLEUS IM SO SORRY BUT YOUR BANGS LOOK SO BAD PLEASE STYLE THEM NORMALLY WHY IS YOUR HAIR SO FLAT ππ BUT JACK ON THE OTHER HAND ππ THE SLEEVELESS BLACK TURTLENECK IS SO AHHHHHHH
I DON'T NORMALLY REBLOG STUFF BUT HOLY SHIT
WE WERE RIGHT, THE HONKSHOO 80 YEAR OLD GRANDPA FIT IS REALLLLL πππ
NOW WE JUST NEED VIL IN THE SEXY FEATHERED ROBE (twst please) ALSO Rook having his freckles means that they arenβt gone, he just covers it up with makeup (as seen in his groovy)!! π his little clips r also adorable but using NEIGE themed stuff after vdc is.. a choice.. (rook did you not learn your lesson)
Anyways, Vil, it's your calling and duty:
Another addition to the new slumber wear collection!!! I feel like the hoodie is a very ace choice, but I also think he's the kinda person who would go to bed wearing nothing but his boxers and socks π
Edit: I think his groovy is adorable, it's so funny to see him frantically scramble out of bed because he overslept, get out of bed dummy!! I also like how he looks without his heart makeup! (the fact that he walks around in only sandals though.. π)
this totally means that the dream of the "sexy furry robe and the grandpa nightgown" meme is still possible πππ
i prefer to post all jp leaks with spoiler warnings, but the entire fandom has already seen this so- (ill put warnings for chapter 7 spoilers)
all the fanart of him using magic to put up his hair is canon!!! and it's wavy!!!1!1
WHY DIDN'T WE GET THIS AS HIS CARD SPRITE?? THE BANGS?? HE ATE SO HARD BUT WERE STUCK WITH THE HEADBAND π
dana // she/they // aroace twst, vnc, bllk, etc. // i like replying to others
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