Idk what number of poems I have posted this is.
Tw/cw: anger mention, none others I can think of, let me know if you find any more
- Shay (They/it) | using for not Zuki related tag (just for "me")
I roll over
To show you
My belly
To make you
Realize that I
Mean no real harm
I roll over
To say
I'm sorry
To say
You're right
I'm wrong
I roll over
And hope that
Maybe just maybe
You won't leave
That you won't
Hate me
I roll over
Cause I'm
A bad dog
Cause I'm
Not right
I'm sorry
I roll over
Cause I want
Your love and attention
Cause I don't want
Your fear or anger
I'm sorry
For my next tattoo, I want to get wings on my back, lol.
My only tattoo I have currently is a paw print semicolon on my shoulder. If you know what the semicolon means, then you get it.
I would also love to get more nonhuman related tattoos as well, lol!
- Shay (They/it)
We don't talk about nearly enough about the possibilities on tattoos for alterhuman folks. I'm not just talking about someone tattooing the theta delta in your arm.
I'm talking about tattoos of paw beans in your hands, or an animals facial features in your face, whiskers in your cheeks. Like, even bits of fur outlines on your body and chest would. What would I'd like to have is two cuts printed in my back as if a pair of wings should emerge from it (probably couldn't, or shouldn't because I have like three giant scars that cross over my shoulders). Or, or, even the image of wings in your back, giant black wings.
Nonhumans with horns could tattoo themselves antlers in their forehead, mermaid or marine otherkins could have tattoos of gills in their neck. It would be so nice actually
Tw: sexual assault mentioned, trauma/ptsd, I think that's it? All of this is pretty much just past life, and it's not explicit, just mentioned by name.
Anyone else who experienced trauma in a past life that they haven't experienced in your current life, how do you deal with it?
I haven't ever been SAed in this life but I am pretty sure that I was at least once in a past life [maybe multiple past lifes, Zuki is the one that I am meaning rn]. And I have no real idea of how to go about dealing with this.
I feel shitty cause, like I've said, I have never been through that in this life, but it still affects me about as much as if I had. And I don't really know how to talk about this shit with people cause idk how they would react, even those that support and love me as I am [alterhuman/nonhuman stuff included] but having trauma from my past life that I haven't experienced here is kinda different.
Idk, I just want to know if anyone has any advice or anything for this situation.
Sorry for this type of post, I try not to bring too much stuff like this into my account, but I feel like I need to. I'll try and keep my posts more light-hearted or, at least of course, give trigger warnings or content warnings when they're not light-hearted.
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/hx/it)
New intro post, you can see our old intro posts by looking for "intro post" as a tag on our blog.
Hello, this is our blog for alterhuman/nonhuman and plural things mainly. This was originally made for my fictionkin/ockin; Zuki Shay Hara-Lupo. Who is a noncanon MHA/BNHA being/creature.
Here's a bit more info on my canon for Zuki Shay Hara-Lupo. It was divergent from the manga and anime. If you want to know more about my canon, send in an ask, or you can see some things on my original intro posts. The only thing I will mention here is that UA was a college instead of a high school, so my class and I were all 18 at the start of the first year at UA.
In this life, the body is currently 19, so keep that in mind. We don't mind minors interacting. Just know we (the host subpack) are more hesitant to interact with minors ourselves.
We try and make sure our posts are all tagged well, especially for tw or cw, if you see a post of ours that doesn't have a tw or cw that needs to be tagged tagged, then let us know and we'll fix it.
We will not answer/post any donation asks if you want to know why you should be able to find the posts we made about it by using the tag "no donation asks."
We will block for any reason. Especially when it comes to hate.
This is an endo safe space. We will not judge systems/plural beings for their origins. If you don't like this, leave.
We are also disabled, both in this life and in my (the host) life as Zuki, so that will also be on our blog. [In this life for all the ones after this]. We are autistic and ADHD for sure. We have a learning disability and depression as well diagnosed. We believe we might have OCD and PTSD but are not sure yet. We know we have some form of anxiety, but it's not diagnosed. We all (packmates) experience these disabilities so yeah.
Because of our disabilities, we need a service dog in this life. [I also had one as Zuki]. We will likely post more about the service dog when we finally get our stuff together and do more about it.
- Shay (They/it/xe/ze/hx/he) | Host of The Wildlife Pack, typically just referred to as the Wild Pack
Some userboxes. 3 were made by us, and 4 were made by
Edit Dec 1st 2024: Added some new tag things and moved some around.
Edit Dec 3 2024: Changed some tag things around.
Edit Dec 22 2024: Changed alter to packmate.
Edit Jan 25 2025: Added new kin
Edit Mar 23 2025: Changed some things
Edit Mar 30 2025: Added new tag
Edit Apr 4 2025: Changed some tags (we aren't going back through old posts to change them, so we'll put what the tags used to be)
Edit Apr 5 2025: Changed a few things around, probably gonna make the changes bold. Changed Shay, Zuki, & Akay tags for "fronting"/posting (not gonna change old posts so we will put the old versions)
Edit Apr 2025: Changed some fronting/posting tags, will have the old versions
Tags that are for specific things;
# howling barking and meowing - talking about stuff tag
# disabled pup - disability things
# the wildpack posting - plural [pack/packmate is used for our plurality] things (this replaced the "multi noises" tag)
# tri beta noises sfw - sfw misceverse stuff
# tri beta noises nsfw - nsfw misceverse stuff
# howling and barking at the moon - poems/poetry
# howling into the past - past life/kin memories good
# barking into the past - past life/kin memories bad
# meowing in confusion - this is just for when we are confused about something
# confused howling - questioning system/plural stuff, including origin and alters
# little pup - sfw age regression things when pup is used to refer to me/us
# little kitten - sfw age regression things when kitten/kit is used to refer to me/us
# woof woof reblog - rebloging alterhuman/nonhuman stuff or adding alterhuman/nonhuman stuff in our reblog
# the wildpack reblog - system/plural reblogs (this used to be "multi reblog")
# other reblog - rebloging without alterhuman/nonhuman stuff or plural stuff
# bark bark ask - answering asks to do with alterhuman/nonhuman stuff
# the wildpack ask - answering asks to do with plural stuff (this used to be "multi ask")
# tri beta ask sfw - answering asks to do with sfw misceverse
# tri beta ask nsfw - answering asks to do with nsfw misceverse
# meow ask - answering asks without alterhuman/nonhuman stuff or plural stuff
# ๐พ๐ชถ๐ฉต๐ - Shay | host (used to be "๐๐ฉต๐พ๐ชถ")
# ๐ชถ๐พ๐ฆด๐ชฝ - Zuki Shay Lupo | MHA/BNHA kin (used to be "๐พ๐ชถ๐ฆด๐ชฝ")
# ๐ฉต๐ฆด๐พ๐ชฝ - Cyan Lupo | RWBY kin
#๐๐พ๐ชถ๐ - Akay Lupo | DDLC kin (used to be "๐๐๐ชถ๐")
# ๐๐ท๏ธ๐๐จ - Lakey | packmate
# ๐บ๐ค๐๐ฅ - Declan (The cat face changes based on mood of post) | packmate
# ๐๐โโฌ๐๐ฅ - Lynix | packmate
# ๐ฆฎ๐๐โ๐ฆบ๐ข - Shirley | packmate (used to be "๐ฃ๐๐ฆฎ๐ฅฆ")
# ๐ฒ๐๐ฅ๐ - Den | packmate | was originally known as Dragon
# โ๏ธโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐ค - Mystery | packmate
# ๐บ๐ฆพ๐ฆฟ๐ค - Oynx Afton (the middle two are supposed to just represent animatronic shit) | packmate
# ๐ค๐บ๐พ๐ - Phalen Lupe (supposed to represent werecanine/werewolf) | packmate
# ๐บ๐ ๐๐ - Vesper Lucian (supposed to represent fallen angel) | packmate
# ๐๐ฅ๐ฒ๐ - Moonfire | packmate
Yessss!!
Spoiler for Flash under the "keep reading" thing.
However, Frost and Caitlin do end up in different bodies, sadly.
It's honestly kinda disappointing in a way that they do this (at least it is to us) but yeah.
- Shay ๐พ | & maybe a DC Arrowverse related fictive; Curren ๐นโก๏ธ๐พ
For the first two seasons of The Flash, all we see is Caitlin Snow. A Killer Frost appears in season 2 but she's a different Caitlin from an alternate reality. In season 3, it's revealed that the main Caitlin has powers and becomes Killer Frost herself.
It's a little unclear how Killer Frost works in season 3. Is she another personality? Or is the transformation just changing Caitlin's mood to make her angrier and "colder."
Season 4 confirms her as a whole other person though. And it shows Caitlin and Frost having internal conversations with each other just like other systems. Caitlin and Frost gradually learn to accept each other throughout the series, and you can see Caitlin letting Frost regularly front to live her own life in season 6.
Reblog if you're not human
Absolutely!!!
We actually growl a lot, not always on purpose, it's just instinct!
- Shay (They/it)
Wish growling/hissing was a more socially acceptable form of communication. Like, it's so effective: you hear a growl, you back off cuz you know you'll get bit otherwise.
As a plural [questioning origin] who is new to the plural and system community in general, I wanna point out that from what we've seen being a system/plural is not really the whole thing with DID and other dissociative disorder like that, it's the trauma and being a system is more of an "add-on" (sorry for phrasing it like that).
So people saying they are PLURAL or a SYSTEM or whatever other word they prefer to use without trauma is not misdiagnosing themselves cause they aren't claiming to have DID or OSDD or other trauma based dissociative disorders without trauma. They are just saying that they have a similar thing to people with those disorders (I hope we are explaining this correctly).
So why are anti endos so obsessed with trying to call them fake or saying that they are doing that? If you just listen to them, you would learn more, and isn't that better? Don't traumagenic systems/plurals want to be listened to instead of being thought of badly from misinformation and bad representation and shit? So why aren't they doing that for endos?
I wouldn't usually jump into "discourse" or anything, but we felt like this needed to be said and understood. If you don't like this post, leave my account, go ahead, and block me. It will save everyone a ton of time.
- Lakey (They/it + blu/blue/blues/blues/blueself) & Shay (They/it) | almost always here as the host, lol
I think a big part of the reason that I went from anti-endo to endo-safe was absolutely due to how starkly different the communities felt.
Anti-endo communities were hard to engage with. Sure, some of them would focus on their support for each other more than their hatred of endogenic systems. And that's great! However, when you are brought together by your dislike of a certain group, you can't help but feel the hate permiate into so much of it. It always happened eventually. Anti-endo communities had such a focus on systems who were "fake" that I couldn't help but worry I was one of them, no matter how much they told me it was "just endos" they were concerned about.
The endo community (at least the parts I've engaged with and were easy to find) were so kind and respected me as a system, no matter how I felt or my plurality presented. Simply knowing we could find joy in our plurality allowed us to strive for so much more than we had thought possible before.
As a traumagenic system, we've improved so much with our symptoms and communication as a result of the positivity and acceptance we recieved. When we joined communities where we could be authenticallly ourselves (no matter what), we came together and faced so much less conflict between each other. And the conficts we did have, we realized that we could solve them together rather than alone.
When you are constantly doubting if you are "actually a system", you start to push the others away, and that made our dissociation and amnesia so much worse. I understand being careful of self-misdiangnosis, it can put you on the wrong path for how you learn to manage your symptoms. At the same time, the sentiment I often heard from endogenic systems when I was struggling with doubt and denial was very simple: "So what if you're not a system?" In short, it was okay to be wrong.
And that was huge for me. I realized that, no matter if I was a system or not, the techniques I used to improve ourselves and communicate with one another beneficial to me. At the end of the day, even if I wasn't a system after all, the skills I had found we invaluble to my health and well-being. So when I fall into denial spirals, no matter what I think about myself, I now know that I don't need to deprive myself of what has helped me, even if it is a "system thing." I don't feel scared to use these skills anymore (even in denial spirals), beacuse the line between what systems and non-systems or singlets can/can't do suddenly wasn't a big deal or a battle of "who can do what."
Our plurality is no longer a burden or a scar to us. It is simply who we are. We've learned so much about each other and ourselves since we've been accepted in full, and since we've learned to accept others. Endogenic communities have helped us (a traumagenic system) probably more than they'll ever know, and we're forever grateful for that.
So thank you, endogenic systems.
6th poem to post.
Tw/cw: fighting dog mentions, trauma (hinted at), abuse (hinted at), and aggressive dog mentions.
I'm a fighting dog.
That's what I was
Made and trained for.
But you lie and say
"We did our best
To give her a
Good life and love."
You act innocent
When you are the
Ones who made me
Like this, a monster.
Yet somehow you
Make it out to be
Me who is the problem.
I'm a fighting dog.
Made and trained to be.
I do what you say
I do what you make me.
I am aggressive cause
Of what you did
I wish I wasn't.
Same here!!
If people are respectful and shit, they are more than welcome on our account/blog!
- Shay ๐พ
putting this out there preemptively, my account is for sure a safe place for any alterhumans coming over from tiktok.
reblog to cast level 5 spell: everyone who reads this gets a full night sleep