Clementine Von Radics, From In A Dream You Saw A Way To Survive; “You Are On The Floor Crying”

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you know, you should never limit yourself when it comes to writing. like just now as im doing a lil worldbuilding i was like "wait that doesnt make sense bc thats not accurate because that never happened in real life" but it doesnt matter because its not real life so i can make up whatever i want 😌

i reflected on myself a lot today

ive come to the realization that i am a walking contradiction

if i just thought before i spoke i would save myself so much stress

"just think before you speak," i tell myself

how can i think before speaking if i have nothing in my brain to think with

i have never had a thought before in my life

everyday is empty thoughts and meaningless talk

i am not here

i havent been for a while

i saw Twin Peaks FWWM for the first time this weekend and it was at once one of the best and one of the most terrifying films i've ever seen

if you did see it, what do you think of it?

if you didn't see it yet, go see it asap!!

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i saw it a few months ago after i finished my rewatch of the show ! and yes, i thought it was scary too 😂

i def jumped a few times

i also thought it expanded more on the tragedy that was laura palmer and her fate. it kinda helped fit a few missing puzzle pieces from the show into place, but it made it that much more sad 😔

i couldnt look at leland the same after watching the movie

Hellooo, I'm back.

Feeling kinda weird and ashamed looking at all my old posts. Not sure if it's because I don't know if I'm that same person anymore, or if it's because I'm just getting too good at burying my feelings.

Oh well, I just took a shot LOL. About to take another one because I'm bored, and why not?

(P.S. If anyone's willing to be friends or at least have a friendly chat about mutual interests, I'm down. Not in a sad-and-I-want-to-trauma-dump- kinda way. I just want a friend, TBH.)

combating my depression one jar of maraschino cherries at a time

just finished watching the final season of You and I came on here to see other peoples opinions on it and... Y'all

seriously ?

the last ep. is literally calling out people who enable and forgive toxic narcissistic men like him and yet what do i see ? people still fantasizing about him and people still on his side seeing him as the vicim.

ik an opinion can't be wrong or right but you people are awful and it makes me sick that you could still feel comfortable loving him and putting him on a pedestal especially after the last ep.

In the beginning I'll admit i did root for him ngl, but him killing Beck made me sad as I felt she didn't deserve it (bc hes crazy and obvi she didn't deserve it. NEWS FLASH: Murder was and always will be wrong 🤪) but then we met Love and i was accepting of him bc she was just like him and I thought they were soulmates and they were gonna give up they're murdering ways to be together forever. Of course, he wasn't in complete control anymore tho so he had to ruin that and kill her. (not saying she's completely innocent bc she did kill people too, but joe had manipulated her and broke her by the end of season 3, bc thats his pattern. he makes these women think that THEY'RE the villians in their story, and he gets to swoop in and save them)

After that, I was just watching, hoping to see if somebody was gonna kill him 🤷🏻‍♀️

all im saying is: Ik i don't post that much, but this account is NOT a safe space for Joe Goldberg sympathizers !!

whoever invented beds was a fucking genius im just all cozied up in here like u don't even know how cozy i am

ok im kinda freaking out rn. idk if this is a dumb question but i need an answer pls 😭

my coworker lent me a game of hers to play but asked that i didnt delete her saved play (which i wouldnt want to anyway) but i just now loaded the game and started playing and after going back to the main menu the only saved play is mine and i dont see hers at all

i started to play it before the network update was downloaded tho so im wondering if i like somehow deleted her saved play bc of that ??

(its a disc btw)

pls tell me i didnt and its just bc its on a diff ps4 than hers pls pls pls 😭😭

1. How You Remind Me - Nickelback

2. Rockin' Back Inside My Heart - Julee Cruise

3. Raingurl - Yaeji

very diverse ik 🤪🤪

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MUSIC LOVERS ASSEMBLE!!

i feel like starting a tag chain so i hope this works out :)

reblog this with 3 songs:

the song your listening to right now (or last one you listened to)

your current favourite song

a song of your choice

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mine:

its now or never - elvis presley/love in the dark - adele

trastevere - måneskin

nevermore - queen

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