”i hate angst” i say as i like and reblog many, many angst posts
”james and Sirius would grieve regulus together”
ok but consider: they don’t, they just can’t, they try so fucking hard to be there for each other and maybe they spend the first week killing themselves in their grief for the other but they realize they will never heal as long as there is still an open wound.
The first time they see each other after hearing the news they spend hours sobbing into each other on James kitchen floor. But it’s too hard to be around each other after that, James looks into the love of his life’s eyes and wonders where his freckles went before he remembers, Sirius hates James and hates himself for ever calling James his only brother when he was pushing Regulus away. James starts to resent Sirius for the way he leans on Remus, it’s not fair that he has a person to love him through it and James doesn’t, Sirius is mad at James for not doing more to save Regulus. It’s a whole bad situation before they realize that grief makes them ugly people for each other and the best thing they can do is take some time for themselves to heal.
and maybe in a couple months or a year when it doesn’t hurt as much, at least not every second of every day, they’re able to sit in silence on a threadbare couch that used to be hangout home base and exist in the same room together without breaking down. Maybe in a year they can make the tea regulus liked without shattering mugs and they can talk now too but never about him too much
that time i said an attractive trait for someone is if they “match my freak” thinking that “freak” meant goofiness or odd quirk or whatever. nobody else did. my entire class thinks i’m freaky in the freaky way now 🤗🔫
When you transition people tell you “it’s like watching someone die”. Like yeah a fucking loser died. Just the absolute lamest dude you ever met. A real dogshit guy just bought it. So sorry your absolute failure of a man is gone and has been replaced by a hot chick, must be hard for you 🙄
i wish beating annoying people up wasn’t frowned upon and sometimes also prosecuted(or is it persecuted? idk the difference). if there were no conses to the quences, i would have beat the shit out of so many people by now. mostly men. definitely lots of boys
you knock on my door and hear loud barking and scrambling noises and me yelling "no!! down boy!! down!!!" and then when i open the door there is a single crab on the floor
She doesn’t like you bro. She likes gay werewolves with repressed trauma and jumper collections.
i think dumbledore was growing weed in the forbidden forest the whole time and that’s why it was forbidden. that’s also why he acts the way he does.
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i am looking for more people who share interests with me haha. you do not have to answer any of the questions you dont want to, obviously
thinking back to when i used to be so loudly gay and trans with my pins and clothes and hair, my laugh and my loud jokes. thinking abt how it felt when people looked at me with discomfort from my comfort. thinking abt when someone would comment on my loud laugh and i would laugh louder. wish i was still unapologetic like that. i love being a lesbian and being some kind of gender(idk). i love my girlfriend and i love myself a little more than i used to
ok, for those of you who don't know, jk rowljng donated £70k to an organisation of Scottish women who wanted the legal definition of a woman to be based on biological sex alone in the uk. today they had this ruled for in court.
the legal definition of a woman in the uk is now based purely on biological sex, likely preventing trans people from changing their sex on legal documents. we are still apparently protected from discrimination though.
the worst part of this is that news reports have been treating this as a good thing. jk rowling is painted as an amazing person in school assemblies. after doing not only what she does on twitter, but actively funding the discrimination of trans people.