well damn
almost got back together with my ex only to go to move back home and now im losing him again
he doesnt even want to hang out to say goodbye
fuck my life
so close to writing various crossover fanfics with the pitt
like genuinely fixating so hard, i am going to write so much and single handedly carve out a weird little niche of the pitt fanfics
like batman x the pitt crossover? fuck yes
avengers? spiderman? moon knight? absolutely happening
creepypasta/slenderverse? i have ideas
literally going to take my new favs and fuck them up big time
i definitely dont mean a dissociative disorder specialist. i just mean a normal therapist. because even tho you might not have headmates as the result of trauma its still a neurodivergency and getting help with figuring the best way of working with your neurodivergency and figuring out and getting the accomodations you need in day to day life should be a priority for anyone.
gonna be so real
i think the only issue i really have with endogenic systems is that most are not willing to see a therapist or get professional help and theyre not willing to face the idea that they may actually have trauma or another mental health issue causing their system symptoms
i have the same issue with self diagnosed traumagenic systems that discount anything their therapists say if they bring up any other disorder first before DID/OSDD
like yall
for your health and wellbeing please be open to other options andnplease seek professional help to help navigate this stuff
like you wouldnt be like yea i have ehler danlos syndrome and not seek professional help because youre scared it could be an autoimmune disorder instead
we have been told by our stepmother that we will no longer receive gifts for the holidays after this year and now in true us fashion our littles want to riot
so any systems have some ideas for how to celebrate the holidays for the child parts? im thinking i might make a post of ideas later
ok ok so this might sound a bit gross so like if you arent prepared please keep scrolling
to my fellow gastroparesis havers, how do you manage the taste in your mouth? like the disgusting taste of rancid food thats sitting in your stomach? because thats all ive been tasting for days (and its definitely my fault cause i ate a whole bunch of ice cream and junk food) but i cant get it to go away at all and the last time this happened to this extent i ended up throwing it all up
so please give me tips if you have them
Can we talk about this possible parallel??
When Osiris died, Isis never stopped looking for his body or loving him after Set had killed him. And then, Layla going on her own mission to avenge her dead husband after Harrow killed him. Or the fact that Marc gave up paradise - the quietness he has always wanted - to be with Steven.
I get it's implied Osiris opened the gate because he knew Marc needed to return to defeat Ammit, but I like one of those ideas being the reason. Especially since Taweret called Osiris an old sofie.
some days my stomach simply does not stomach
so here i am hungry but unable to even swallow solids without getting sick
so what do i do? make smoothie soup and a cup of lemon tea caus i know i need sustenance and id rather stick to just liquids than keep getting sick tonight
I got a pumpkin muffin, incidentally that's what the bitches call me because I'm such a fucking sweetie.
yo seriously anyone who says shipping marc and steven is disgusting or “selfcest” are just being ableist and uneducated.
especially the “selfcest” thing like no me steven and marc arent the same person were all seperate fuckin people that happen to share a body get over your stupid singlet ideas
also calling it disgusting directly negatively affects every single system who has inner system relationships. like youre calling it disgusting when inner system relationships are literally a way of healing.
kindly stfu with your stupid ass opinions and educate yourself
-jake
hey to all my fellow american queers, if you need support dont be afraid to reach out
i dont care if we dont know each other, ill listen if you need me to
i also want to just be direct about this because the community's going to be facing a lot of losses in the next few years and i want to tell you that regardless of what happens to each of us, we wont be forgotten, our community wont die out
no matter what happens and how much we lose, theyll always be at least one queer person out there and if theres at least one of us then the rest of us wont be forgotten