we have been told by our stepmother that we will no longer receive gifts for the holidays after this year and now in true us fashion our littles want to riot
so any systems have some ideas for how to celebrate the holidays for the child parts? im thinking i might make a post of ideas later
man i love coming on here and just scrolling through the syscourse tags sometimes
like it really just gives me some good laughs, some of the stuff everyone argues about is like actually ridiculous
im over here fresh out of one hospitalization debating on going back due to parts not wanting to go to therapy and shit so like the level of real life issues vs internet bullshit is wild rn
"Inshallah he will OD soon" fucking sent me
omfg literally stfu nobody cares about what you say
friendly reminder RAMCOA is real and exists. there are plenty of systems out there who have suffered this abuse and live their lives with the consequences.
i just think people need to remember them sometimes because they deserve to be acknowledged and feel seen too.
recently found out we have an alice in wonderland failed programming script
how did we figure this out you may ask
oh you know when i came back to front to find a note of scribbled arguing from one alter to herself going back and forth between thinking shes crazy to thinking she doesnt have any disorders
got a job at the hospital
one of our friends works in the psych ward as a nurse (its like a fwbs situation and we may or may not be super into them cries)
finally admitted to having DID today after months of talking and her response wasnt exactly the greatest, she doesnt think its actually fully fledged seperate individual alters and instead just thinks its super intense derealization
so now i just feel gross and like i cant be open about my own personal experience and symptoms i deal with on a daily basis with her
like im not the same person i was earlier and i want to be respected in that and i want to feel comfortable in that and i want to be able to trust them
-wes
NPD culture is 'nobody has payed attention to me in an hour, I will go insane'
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so update on the asking steven out thing
i may have texted our friend about it then steven switched in and found out so im going to try and have a date with him later today to make up for not getting to properly ask
also i bought him a tea yesterday and he loved it
-marc
Can't wait for the Moon Knight season finale when, in a surprise twist, Marc and Steven find out that Jake has been running a successful cab business on the side this whole time.
man fuck khonshu
all my mates hate that moon bitch
-steven
moon knight fulfills my childhood obsession with ancient egypt and my adult obsession with oscar isaac