moon knight fulfills my childhood obsession with ancient egypt and my adult obsession with oscar isaac
disclaimer: im not a fan of endogenic systems, i dont believe you can be a system and not have trauma but i have questions for endogenic systems:
for endogenics or ppl that call themselves mixed origin because some alters are formed without trauma; you are aware that thats called an aparent normal part and thats a sign of trauma correct? like everything on the dissociation spectrum has it so you have to have at least one anp
how do you even know where one alter ends and another begins? youd have to dissociate to have the amnesia barriers seperating your parts and to do that means youd need like a huge stresser in your life which would be the caus of you being plural which would then make you traumagenic so like how does that even work?
also does anyone have actual trustworthy resources on endogenic systems that supports their existance?
systems being able to shapeshift wld be SO FUCKING COOL
YES YES YES
uhmmm.. the pitt agere moodboard cause ive been fixated on it
bruh fuck vegan alters in a non vegan system
like how dare you you bitch, dont get nauseous while im trying to eat chicken nuggets
i just wanna enjoy my nuggets
ramcoa is very different than the satanic panic and all the examples that were listed are examples of ramcoa experiences. ritual abuse, mind control, and organized abuse exist and accepting that youre a victim of parts of it and have specific aspects and triggers because of it is valid.
literally stfu and educate yourself before blabbering all over the internet
how are you an adult and still think RAMCOA is a conspiracy theory? how sheltered are you? have you really next heard of sex trafficking, Mormons, jehova's witnesses, child csem groups... like genuinely. how sheltered can you be
i don't know how to tell you this, but none of these are examples of RAMCOA. as a theory, RAMCOA piggybacks off SRA (satanic ritual abuse) and the satanic panic of the 1980s, as well as things like project monarch with their at best pseudoscientific view of dissociative disorders. everything you mentioned is real (i have actually experienced one of these, so thanks for calling me sheltered BTW), i am specifically referring to RAMCOA as a concept.
if you are old enough to have either lived through the satanic panic, or experience its after effects firsthand, you should be able to tell that RAMCOA as a theory is no different than the satanic panic, Qanon, or any other conspiracy theory.
This is a reminder to:
Never mention a possible pregnancy/abortion to anyone, especially not through a social media app messaging service such as messenger, WhatsApp, Instagram DMs, Snapchat, etc.
Delete all period tracking apps and to start tracking using a planner or physical calendar
Book appointments for a form of birth control if possible, or to always carry condoms for yourself and other
Look into sterilization options if that is the route you want to go down (here is a list of 1000 doctors willing to sterilize you without a fight)
Protect your fellow person, protect the women in your life, the queer people, the disabled people, everyone will be affected by this
Form communities. Tell your people that you love them. Protect one another. Check in on one another. None of us are alone.
working in the hospital as a patient companion is simultaneously the easiest and hardest job we've ever done
its the healthiest job we've had; doesn't affect our disabilities much since we're really just sitting for the day and aren't expected to do any heavy lifting or anything
but it also definitely has an affect on the way we think about things and its such an interesting experience
robby has fun putting abbot through the ringer of “dirty old man” jokes for the way he’s drooling over mohan until abbot nods across the room to where langdon is staring at robby biting his lip and everything and immediately tries to look busy when robby notices him. then robby doesn’t think it’s that funny anymore
man i love coming on here and just scrolling through the syscourse tags sometimes
like it really just gives me some good laughs, some of the stuff everyone argues about is like actually ridiculous
im over here fresh out of one hospitalization debating on going back due to parts not wanting to go to therapy and shit so like the level of real life issues vs internet bullshit is wild rn