man i love coming on here and just scrolling through the syscourse tags sometimes
like it really just gives me some good laughs, some of the stuff everyone argues about is like actually ridiculous
im over here fresh out of one hospitalization debating on going back due to parts not wanting to go to therapy and shit so like the level of real life issues vs internet bullshit is wild rn
"I'm going to fuck your avocado" - @neoglowratz
falling in love with your fwb is heartbreaking
i wish he could see me
it impacts it in the same way bipolar or ptsd does. that doesnt make bipolar or ptsd an identity.
why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?
being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such
yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as
we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.
you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?
dear people who believe in ‘narcissistic abuse’,
count your days.
this is a threat.
i literally thought that when marc and steven revived one another through their love and hugged each other, marc was going in for a kiss. i watched his motherfucking neck crane and i was like, oh god. it’s gonna happen. they’re gonna do it. arguably i got something even better!
Can't breath
ok ok so this might sound a bit gross so like if you arent prepared please keep scrolling
to my fellow gastroparesis havers, how do you manage the taste in your mouth? like the disgusting taste of rancid food thats sitting in your stomach? because thats all ive been tasting for days (and its definitely my fault cause i ate a whole bunch of ice cream and junk food) but i cant get it to go away at all and the last time this happened to this extent i ended up throwing it all up
so please give me tips if you have them
i think the worst part about being disabled is knowing that it’ll impact the way i go through my entire life and it’ll impact every single relationship i ever have.
it especially really hurts to know that i will never be able to live a full life without issues because of choices my parents made that resulted in me having disorders like dissociative identity disorder and ptsd. i will never be able to heal from those completely and its not even my fault. i’ll never have the chance to fully say this body is mine and always has been. and i’ll forever have to know that at any point these disorders could cause me issues with the people i care about and its not even my fault that i have these disorders. im not even responsible for why im like this. like i dont get to wake up and choose to be a successful person, i was forced into being multiple people by others actions. and that hurts so much.
HEY THAT WAS ME OMG
Somebody hacked my brain and wrote a Batfamily x Pitt AU because they’re BRILLIANT and want me to keel over
https://archiveofourown.org/chapters/165662770?show_comments=true&view_full_work=false#comment_898555285
THE ONLY WICCAN I LIKE IS THE MARVEL CHARACTER WICCAN CAUSE HES FUCKIN COOL AS SHIT