THIS THIS THIS

fucking homosexual

are you gay

Absolutely not. You may be my fiance but no I am extremely homophobic /j

- Punz

Yes, he is

- Dream

I am not

- Punz

i had a dream where you were here

i had a dream where you got to see me do what i love

i had a dream where i handed you a flower and you remembered why we were together

i had a dream where you realized that you didnt need to let this get between us

i had a dream where you forgave yourself and came back to me

then i woke up

and remembered

that you wouldnt care to do any of that

i think youre last sentence sort of summed up how we think about being plural and thats why we struggle with the idea of it being an identity on its own instead of being something that contributes to your identities.

like being multiple parts contributes to our gender identity 100% but its not its own identity seperate from that.

it also feels like saying it is is more of a way to describe it to singlets which would make sense. but i dont really enjoy having specific words and such that put us all into smaller categories so singlets can understand. its why we avoid using specific parts language outside of some of the therapy specific words.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

who was gonna tell me that mr dan howell has orthostatic hypotension

hes like me fr fuck yea

so fun fact about us

we write fanfics on ao3 about our introject’s sources 😎

should we show them off on here?

sometimes i forget we have cult trauma

and then i have a ptsd nightmare and go oh yea that shit happened

welp

thought we were doing good with the whole splitting and stuff but then we moved back home and somehow didnt notice us split several new parts

ofc we had to start fixating on some new medias at the same time

so ig welcome to the fuckin system kaz, aleks, jordie, heather, marcus, devin, spencer, hotch, and jj

im never watching a new tv show ever again (or rewatching a comfort show) genuinely wtf brain

System culture is the clown alter. :o)

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romeo and juliet /pos