So Fun Fact About Us

man when i see all those posts about how to manipulate and hurt narcissists and such all i can think of is:

damn

yall need to stop abusing your narcissists, if theyre actual narcs they just want attention, go give them a kiss instead duh

THIS THIS THIS

It should be illegal to have a bus stop without a bench I am 1000% serious rn

so close to writing various crossover fanfics with the pitt

like genuinely fixating so hard, i am going to write so much and single handedly carve out a weird little niche of the pitt fanfics

like batman x the pitt crossover? fuck yes

avengers? spiderman? moon knight? absolutely happening

creepypasta/slenderverse? i have ideas

literally going to take my new favs and fuck them up big time

struggling so hard with whats real and whats not rn

we keep having super vivid dreams that are definitely reflecting some personal experiences and fears but they just are set in like our day to day life situations and its terrifying waking up and not knowing if it really happened or not

reduce reuse recyle i say as i use one of my many empty pill bottles to hold cinnamon sugar for my toast

was crocheting ourselves a hat but then i bleached my hair and now suddenly i dont remember how to crochet

hate this disorder sm

Thank you for adding onto this conversation with an informative view. i can see why some would choose to see it from that perspective of it as a comparison. i guess my biggest issue is comparing being a system to being a gender. its just not something i see as being able to be compared on an even level.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

would any systems be interested in system penpal exchanges? we really want a penpal again and have just thought of how fun it could be to have a place for systems to find other systems to send letters and little trinkets to

catch me running to write and post several fics on ao3 knowing damn well so many of us are about to sit down and go so deep down our little niche fanfic rabbit holes without tiktok to waste time on

got a job at the hospital

one of our friends works in the psych ward as a nurse (its like a fwbs situation and we may or may not be super into them cries)

finally admitted to having DID today after months of talking and her response wasnt exactly the greatest, she doesnt think its actually fully fledged seperate individual alters and instead just thinks its super intense derealization

so now i just feel gross and like i cant be open about my own personal experience and symptoms i deal with on a daily basis with her

like im not the same person i was earlier and i want to be respected in that and i want to feel comfortable in that and i want to be able to trust them

-wes