Uggg I Was So Excited To Watch The Second Episode Of Moon Knight Today But I Havent Been Able To Sit

oh to have someone that would be willing to be a statue holding my hand for forever

only in my wildest dreams

i think the worst part about being disabled is knowing that it’ll impact the way i go through my entire life and it’ll impact every single relationship i ever have.

it especially really hurts to know that i will never be able to live a full life without issues because of choices my parents made that resulted in me having disorders like dissociative identity disorder and ptsd. i will never be able to heal from those completely and its not even my fault. i’ll never have the chance to fully say this body is mine and always has been. and i’ll forever have to know that at any point these disorders could cause me issues with the people i care about and its not even my fault that i have these disorders. im not even responsible for why im like this. like i dont get to wake up and choose to be a successful person, i was forced into being multiple people by others actions. and that hurts so much.

fuck being a system im a sus-tem

man fuck khonshu

all my mates hate that moon bitch

-steven

I think it's about time we, as a community, started

Pondering Our Morbs

gonna be so real

i think the only issue i really have with endogenic systems is that most are not willing to see a therapist or get professional help and theyre not willing to face the idea that they may actually have trauma or another mental health issue causing their system symptoms

i have the same issue with self diagnosed traumagenic systems that discount anything their therapists say if they bring up any other disorder first before DID/OSDD

like yall

for your health and wellbeing please be open to other options andnplease seek professional help to help navigate this stuff

like you wouldnt be like yea i have ehler danlos syndrome and not seek professional help because youre scared it could be an autoimmune disorder instead

yall ever eat a whole can of beans for dinner?

caus like me rn fr

welp here we go

me and my kitty going back to live with my parents' so i can start my longterm out patient program

lets get this shit started ig

heres my wacky opinion of the day:

DBT is useless for people with dissociative disorders and i think it needs to be talked more about how and why

JUST WATCHED THE NEW EPISODE OF DAREDEVIL BORNA AGAIN

AT THE THAT IS NOT MY SHAYLA HE WOULD NEVER

CANT WAIT FOR HIM TO COME BEAT ALL THE COPS ASSES

sidenote i am also most definitely waiting for matt to crash tf out, its gonna happen, man is going to lose his marbles