Welp Here We Go

•got to see my ex-metamour (my best friend in the whole world) for the first time in almost three years

•found out said bestie is dating a like legit clone of me like the resemblance is insanely uncanny

•got called a twink by a bunch of 13 year olds

•and of course called my cat a bitch

welp 2025 is off to a crazy start tbh

•moved back to my parents' house

•turned 21

•got my first pap smear thing (sucked ass)

•ran out of adhd meds

•new dr wont refill my meds

•got into a fight with my brother for telling him not to get weirdly apologetic for nazis

•is currently missing memories from a series of four days in a row that just seems to have never existed

just kinda odd shit happening for me

guess its almost time for the next month, hopefully ill at least get a valentine

i wonder if the dumbass in my comments understands that my feelings arent as hurt as their's is by other people's opinions

got a job at the hospital

one of our friends works in the psych ward as a nurse (its like a fwbs situation and we may or may not be super into them cries)

finally admitted to having DID today after months of talking and her response wasnt exactly the greatest, she doesnt think its actually fully fledged seperate individual alters and instead just thinks its super intense derealization

so now i just feel gross and like i cant be open about my own personal experience and symptoms i deal with on a daily basis with her

like im not the same person i was earlier and i want to be respected in that and i want to feel comfortable in that and i want to be able to trust them

-wes

dude i already know your take

its not like ive been disagreeing with you without looking at your page

we're obviously not going to agree on this topic. i honestly think i see it a certain way and that i see it like that due to my autism and can't wrap my head around any other way due to that. its chill that you cant see it the same way i can due to not having the right vocabulary to describe my opinion properly.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

“love can hit you like a semi truck so hit your love back”

-L.W.

one of my least favorite parts of this disorder are the parts with different allergies and the parts that have different levels of good eye sight. like a) fuck the parts that can see without our glasses theyre so ridiculously lucky

and b) fuck the parts that are allergic to things and dont realize caus theyll caus a reaction that ends up triggering our mcas

Can we talk about this possible parallel??

When Osiris died, Isis never stopped looking for his body or loving him after Set had killed him. And then, Layla going on her own mission to avenge her dead husband after Harrow killed him. Or the fact that Marc gave up paradise - the quietness he has always wanted - to be with Steven.

I get it's implied Osiris opened the gate because he knew Marc needed to return to defeat Ammit, but I like one of those ideas being the reason. Especially since Taweret called Osiris an old sofie.

yall ever eat a whole can of beans for dinner?

caus like me rn fr

pirate dance party!!

falling in love with your fwb is heartbreaking

i wish he could see me