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4 months ago

this website’s easy watch. *dangles a bunch of greek gods like keys*

1 year ago

I sure hope so *starts sobbing*

What A Cute Idol Couple I Sure Hope Nothing Bad Happens To Them

What a cute idol couple I sure hope nothing bad happens to them

1 year ago

I will literally sob I love them all so much<3

things i personally would like for ga-ming because i'm biased:

him and yun jin as long distance friends/acquaintances; for one they're the two poster children of liyue traditional performing arts, and for another they both seem to like tea. i hope yun jin teaches him how to get more customers/paying clients bc OTL mans lion dance troupe is struggling. hc that gaming brings her new tea shipments fresh from yilong port/chenyu vale :3

him and chongyun. somehow fandom (ie at least 3 ppl) has collectively had the same delusion that he and cy will interact and im here for it. them vying for xiao's attention or being claymore training buddies or whatever i just need them to have voicelines together

on a similar note if gaming likes spicy food. HAHAHAHA another person who triggers chongyun's yang energy...........

but from what we know of xinyue kiosk's cuisine style + the fact that gaming's canto, it seems unlikely that he'll prefer spicy stuff (maybe a seafood special dish????). so maybe they'll be ok having dinner together

they already look like they're plugging gaming and xiao interaction but IT WILL COME TRUE. TRUST. the whole "donning/taking off a mask" parallel, lion dances bringing good luck vs xiao's task of subduing evil during lantern rite, and his concept art waving at xiao and calling him senior/adeptus or whatever, anyways I need this to be in game. it would be SO FUN because this means xiao is literally just collecting pyro kids (hu tao, xiangling, now gaming) who've simply decided to like him. he could bring a lantern rite performance to wangshu inn since he travels anyway and xiao doesn't like the crowds

xiangling gives him free food and guoba likes him. don't have much thought behind this one i just want the pyro users to hang out and idk lion dancers should get free things i think. she provides cabbages for him during his shows (she swears on this kind of thing for wanmin's good luck and growing fortunes)

idk what else. i just need him to get integrated into liyue 6ang (xinyan xiangling hu tao chongyun xingqiu yun jin group)

i'll be thoroughly shocked if any of these actually come true but i can daydream

6 months ago

HOLY SHIT IT'S MY HUSBAND'S BIRTHDAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY<3

[Birthday? I Don't Usually Celebrate Seeing There's No Point...]

[Birthday? I don't usually celebrate seeing there's no point...]

It's 12am where I am right now and Nov. 1st!

Happy Birthday Solivan!


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4 months ago

Transgender Regulus who becomes an Animagus and bursts into tears when he realizes his cat form is male because it finally feels like everything makes sense.

1 year ago

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis and Lyrics Breakdown

Okay so obviously spoilers, don't click Keep Reading if you haven't watched Round 6.

God fuck it's so fucking beautiful, where do I start?

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

I don't even know what is going on with those rapid shots of what I assume is some form of experiment that Till was involved in. I have no clue what the goal was or if it succeeded but somehow (for no real reason other than that one image of Luka standing behind Till ominously) I feel that Luka is involved with it.

Was this an attempt by Heperu's (Luka's guardian) rival to make a human capable of going up against Luka? Till being the youngest and Luka being the oldest also means that Till's guardian could have caught on to what Heperu was planning to do with Luka and then start experimenting on humans shortly after and it would still somewhat line up with the timeline.

But I'm getting into conspiracy territory, back to suffering!!

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

Allow me, to the tips of your fingers

Allow me, to the ends of your feet

Dissolve me in your gaze

I don't want to let you go

Oh this hurts. Seeing him look so defeated and exhausted, you can tell that even though to the public it's not certain whether Mizi died or not it doesn't matter to him. Because she's still gone away from his world, where he is unable to reach her. He wants to dissolve and die but he also doesn't want to let her go if there is even a sliver of hope that she lives.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

Please, leave me scars

Please, hurt me so that

Not a single drop of me remains

Let me drown in you

The footage that plays to these lyrics really show how defeated he is. He refuses to sing, his passion for the art completely dead and buried. And (his guardian I assume) when someone shoves the fact that Mizi is gone in his face he lashes out and punches one of the aliens near him.

Until these falling stars

Are buried in the blur of time

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

However his heart isn't entirely in it and is quickly apprehended.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

He is beyond exhausted and doesn't even protest or put up a fight while (the same alien he punched btw) another alien runs their fingers through his hair.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

On your icy lips

Read my soul

Yes, my soul

He hopes that even if Mizi is dead that her spirit watches over him, seeing his soul and by extension, Him, for all that he is. Every thought and breath until he falls asleep is for Mizi.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown
Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

But didn't we already know this is how he'd be like? Time for something juicier~

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

Even if your cold words

Carve scars beneath my eyes

May they linger on your tongue

You can break me apart

God this is heart shattering. Even if Till doesn't care for him, even if Till throws hurtful words his way, Ivan will still lie awake at night, cherishing what sliver of attention he is given. It doesn't matter if Till hates him, because as long as he is on Till's mind Ivan is happy. He is entirely in Till's hands, capable of being build up or torn down depending on how much (or how little) he is perceived by him.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

Notice my pain

And mend me right now

To quiet my fears

I'll drown in you

He wants so deeply to be seen by Till, noticed. Till who doesn't let anything hold him down and always picks himself back up became a pillar of hope and strength to Ivan. It didn't matter how or in what context he gets to be seen, so he went out of his way to provoke him just to get Till to look at him even for a moment.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

This was mentioned a while back on VIVINOS Patreon but the entire incident where Mizi and Till got attacked by that hound monster was orchestrated by him. I feel like there is two possible reasons for this depending on when in the timeline this takes place.

Either he wanted to test Till's resolve in hopes of being proven wrong about his courage (after all your hopes can't be dashed on the rocks, if you never had hopes to begin with) only for his obsession to end up growing even stronger than before.

Or he tried to let Till get roughed up enough that he'd be transferred (solitary confinement? emergency room?) somewhere else away from the others at Anakt, so they could escape together.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

But we all know how that turned out.

Either way what Ivan wants isn't freedom, he's long since given up on that. There's no point in his freedom if the person that inspired him to yearn for it isn't by his side. He needs Till there, his very presence to reassure him that no matter what Till won't falter. But he failed to take account of the one thing that weakens Till's resolve.

Mizi.

Mizi is to Till what Till is to Ivan. And so without Mizi in his world Till crumbles. Since Till will only go where Mizi is and Mizi already gave away her heart to someone else, it's impossible for Ivan to be free while keeping Till in his world.

And so he follows him, resigning himself to a life without freedom.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

Sick of these nights to come

To be engulfed in silence

But the distance between them is killing him, and each and every day they come closer to their inevitable doom.

It doesn't matter if they believe the lie the aliens told them, that if they die singing they will be blessed. Because what is the point in that? How can going somewhere far away from the people they love be a blessing?

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

In your gaze where I am seen

Consume me

Yes, me

His desires mirror Till's. He wants his soul to be seen by him, recognized for his undying love for him. He wants Till to see that he can give him all that Till yearns for in Mizi and more.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

To this everlasting melody

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

Face to face we dance

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown
Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

And yet Till still refuses to look Ivan in the eyes.

Things get a little unclear but since they aren't shown singing here and there's no flashback to accompany the lyrics, we can assume that at this moment Till most likely gave up on singing.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

With our story

Lost in forever's embrace

I'm not sure if Ivan intended this from the start or if it's a decision he made then and there but one thing is certain. If Till stops singing then that would mean he forfeits, he'll lose. Till has never once given up. Even when he went back for Mizi that night, he never intended to leave her in the first place. But now without her he crumbles.

And Ivan can't let that happen, not like this.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown
Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

Moral grey area aside, this scene is so deeply moving to me

And I don't say that in a romantic context, absolutely not. This is something much deeper than just love. This is the culmination of everything they've been through, all those moments lead up to this.

Because this isn't a kiss.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

This is Ivan throwing his life away for Till.

Till was going to loose, the only thing that could overturn that is if his opponent attacks him. The kiss was to distract Till and keep him from catching up to what Ivan was planning.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown
Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown
Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

Just look at the contrast between their first and second kiss. As soon as the score board shows Till is in the lead, he gives him a gentle peck on the lips. The contrast is stark and full of meaning. This was the genuine kiss, hidden behind a smokescreen of aggressive bravado created from the previous one.

And it worked. Till was completely convinced that Ivan's intentions was to kill him, and he was fully intent on letting him.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

I know a lot of people doubted his intentions. Because he didn't let go of Till's neck the minute he saw their scores, a lot of people assume that this was Ivan trying to drag Till down with him.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown
Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

But the minute he coughed up blood what does he do?

He smiles.

and let's Till go.

He's only human. He might know logically that Till has won the match. But emotionally he refuses to let go until he is certain.

Until he knows for a fact that he is the one bleeding and dying he'll keep up his charade.

And then.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

And only then.

Alien Stage Round 6 Character Analysis And Lyrics Breakdown

Till truly sees Ivan.

As he dissolves in his gaze.


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3 months ago

Theory time w my beloved vn katb! + spoilers for bad ending

Pics for reference:

Theory Time W My Beloved Vn Katb! + Spoilers For Bad Ending
Theory Time W My Beloved Vn Katb! + Spoilers For Bad Ending

Let's start w the obvious "Crane Ichabod" being too similar to Jericho, or Crowe Ichabod, not only are the surnames the same but both names (nn for Crowe) start w "Cr" and end w "e"

To our second point the description can fit Crowe plus he is also an important figure in the school.

Very obvious point: both Crowe and Crane want to court someone and that someone has already an admirer

And after he supposedly proposed to his beloved, he was chased down and went missing. Now if my memory isn't failing me Crowe technically goes missing after we decide to kiss him on day 1 and that's how we achieve the bad ending in day 2

Also pumpkin symbolism further pointing at Sol since that's the nn he gave us and his love for horses makes sense

(This part ↓ I'm not too sure because I can't remember for the life of me if he gets his head cut off in the bad ending)

Note that his name is also "headless horseman" so maybe it's not that far fetched for me to say that he might behead his victims; and while I do also think him having his head cut off can be a clever way to think of French Revolution (associated then with another figure, Marie Antoinette), in this case it fits as well


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3 months ago

i hc that evan rosiers middle name is esco because the incantation for the vanishing spell is evanesco or maybe evanesco is just what barty and reg call him

4 months ago

Calling it Dorian R because they took out the gay :(

1 year ago

SAINT SPELL POST OMG THIS MAKES ME WANT TO WRITE HCS😭

My general idea based on my experience in Saint spell(pt1)

I might do head cannons on these guys and I would reconmend to play this game. I enjoyed it and It's fun to play for me :)

also this is just my thoughts so take it with a grain of salt.

(this is in the order of what route I did)

----Bugbear-------------------- -Yandere -probably has a possessive streak -Stalker -bear onesie 🐻 -borderline attached by the hip with MC -”I like you… You’re mine now” vibes -DEATH GRIP --Sirius----------------------- -soft side -tuff exterior -male wife material -sleepy head -hurt fic material -----Eleni---------------- -looks mean but actually really nice -hurt fic material -judgemental at the beginning tho -popular girl

---Hui Shi--------------- -omfg i love him -gentle -kind -reminds me of malleus without the villainous intent -garden dates 🙂

---Alucain Fon Velhan-------------------- -comes off as rude but is really nice(pt2) -coffee shop dates 🙂 -harsh teacher but means well

-----Simon Vilar------------------ -sweetheart -works hard for you -study buddies -does his best to help when he can

-----Salinger Cromwell--------------- -Chill man -sporty boi -BUFF MAN -likes physical touch -probably his love language

-----Scylla Vise--------------------------- -expects A LOT from you is a understatement -better be on top of grades then -lab dates -study buddies -hot ngl -I love her tbh -leviathan gal -straight to the point and a easy route so -a w for me

----Luca Michaelides-------------------------- -helpless romantic -congratulations You’re haunted by this man -dance underneath the stars -makes you want more of him -STOP BREAKING THE 4TH WALLL

---------ERis---------------------------- -happy happy happy -”I like you… You’re mine now” vibes pt.2 -attached to the hip with mc -golden retriever energy and I’m here for it -so he can just shrink and grow like I’m so confused XD

-----Spinel Spiralis II of House Stellaria------------------ -speg -gives me Howl vibes -we only meet for 1 week and he already proposed…. -ya he’s in my top fave now

(might make a headcannon series about them)

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