People who hate others for something they did while in active addiction are actually so fucking full of themselves
Don't expect an addict to be acting right
Especially when you know they are using while they are being this "horrible vile person" (the most said addict done is usually just say smth mildly rude)
Like I understand when it comes to the addict being abusive or whatever
But more times then not people only be judging specifically FEMALE addicts who literally only CALL PEOPLE OUT ON THEIR WACK BEHAVIOR or just fall in love with the wrong people, which mind you is influenced by their addiction
And yes a fucking addict will beg for money for their addiction
If you have never had an addiction I don't want to hear any of it
You do NOT understand how it fucking feels to have an addiction and never remember anything you do YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHAT IT'S LIKE TO NOT BE ABLE TO FEEL HAPPY WITHOUT YOUR ADDICTION
so yeah
Just my thoughts
I really do not think people should judge addicts the way they do like have some fucking grip on reality
Addicts are addicts because they've been hurt, because they are hurt, because they are struggling
More then not, particularly for female addicts but also just implies to addicts in general, addicts are using their substance as a method of escapeism and/or coping mechanism as what is essentially a wheelchair, something that helps them survive
I don't think you as a non addict can actually judge an addicts actions when you don't understand any of their life or thought process
This also applies to judgement of people with BPD, Bipolar, Depression ect
If you don't understand then don't judge
I just had the most extreme urge to relapse into sh again but then I had a poo and now I don't have the urge anymore
I am the biggest embrassment to mankind
Currently handcuffed
Should be sleeping so i can wake up for college intime but instead im watching sharing the secret cuz I never see my representation its always ana
Writing songs because killing myself is "selfish"
Pee pee poo poo
I fear I'm getting a hyperfixation to dexter and dispite my hate for reading and my inability to read (dyslexia) I might buy the books to read them
Finally broke up thank you lord for the courage !
#imjustagirl
Please please please dpnt fall in love with me I dont want to hurt yoh
Ok so he said he still wants to be chill but we haven't really spoken since we broke up but like I put a hot picture on my insta story he liked it
HE WANTS ME BACK
Or he just tryna show we chill
HE BETTER WANT ME BACK