And In Her Smile I See Something More Beautiful Than The Star

I thought, for a moment, we could really be something

I thought, for a moment, you would see me the way I see you

I thought, for a moment, someone like you could like someone like me

Yeah… just for a moment

“I hope you get where you’re going, and be happy when you do.”

— Jack Kerouac

There was no relationship between us but there was chemistry.

I felt it the second I met you. The ache in my bones and the fire in my blood.

The second I laid eyes on you I thought you could be the one.

But you didn’t feel the same way and that’s okay.

I have no reason to be sad but my heart longs to spend one more night in bed beside you.

My soul aches for something we never had.

We’ll always be my favourite “almost”

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I never saw an end to us until that night. Sure I feared a day where you’d decided I was no longer worth it anymore, of the day I’d be a long forgotten garden you once got your hands dirty in. But that fear was always in the back of my head, something that’d only come out during sleepless nights or long dragging days. It was never real. Until it was. I saw a glimpse of a future I never wanted that night. So sure maybe the fear is real now, maybe there’s a chance at future where you and I are no longer side by side. But that doesn’t mean I’ll stop trying. You are worth it, and I will be yours until that futures becomes real.

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