I never saw an end to us until that night. Sure I feared a day where you’d decided I was no longer worth it anymore, of the day I’d be a long forgotten garden you once got your hands dirty in. But that fear was always in the back of my head, something that’d only come out during sleepless nights or long dragging days. It was never real. Until it was. I saw a glimpse of a future I never wanted that night. So sure maybe the fear is real now, maybe there’s a chance at future where you and I are no longer side by side. But that doesn’t mean I’ll stop trying. You are worth it, and I will be yours until that futures becomes real.
4am
“Love isn’t something you have to deserve.”
— Jennifer Echols // Such a Rush
“Too shy to say, but I hope you stay.”
— Billie Eilish / come out and play
That when you talk to me I get so
nervous.
I never know what to say;
scared to sound foolish or childish
but
the sound of your voice alone makes me so happy.
When I see your face, my heart skips a beat and I can’t help but smile.
You make my bad, sad, lonely days
happy ones.
- 1:56 AM thoughts// I wish you were here
l wish I could take people at face value, not everyone, just some. . 😵😫😵
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