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i just can’t let you go

Let’s play Board Kings

The board game that will test our friendship https://boardkings.onelink.me/Fymc/9d9d8a41

everybody disappeared when i needed them the most

even the ones that said they’d always be there for me

you’ll be the ruin of me

every goddamn song i listen to still reminds me of you

i just wish there’d be a way to fix us

“Have you ever met a person who at first glance you weren’t attracted to, but then they talk and with every word, every smile, every laugh, they become more beautiful, until you can’t believe there was ever a moment you thought they weren’t?”

— First Glance / Unrequited Love

I thought, for a moment, we could really be something

I thought, for a moment, you would see me the way I see you

I thought, for a moment, someone like you could like someone like me

Yeah… just for a moment

There was no relationship between us but there was chemistry.

I felt it the second I met you. The ache in my bones and the fire in my blood.

The second I laid eyes on you I thought you could be the one.

But you didn’t feel the same way and that’s okay.

I have no reason to be sad but my heart longs to spend one more night in bed beside you.

My soul aches for something we never had.

We’ll always be my favourite “almost”

I want to be loved

I want to feel the love they always lie about

I’m that friend that could disappear and no one would even notice

Things have changed

Our friendship has changed

And I’ve known for a while

That I have to let you go

For it is killing me

And I deserve better than that

And if it’s goodbye, I hope you’re at least happy.

Tell them what they need to know

And not what you want to tell.

“We wouldn’t have worked out anyway.” He says, laughing quietly. But I notice the uncertainty in his voice, how the words roll off his tongue strangely; as if he’s trying and failing to convince himself of his own words. My eyes flicker to his for a moment, long enough to notice the vulnerability beneath them.

I turn away from him and I force a laugh and nod in agreement, desperately trying to ignore the dangerous thoughts forming in my head. I can’t afford to think of what if’s and what could’ve been. To think of us happy together, had we done things a little differently. That would be torture.

- cece (melancholicwritings)

𝐼 𝑤𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝐼 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢

𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑚𝑒𝑚𝑏𝑒𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢.

The sad truth is,

There’s no truth.

It’s all a big fucking lie.

Set me free,

Let my wings,

Take me as far away from this place.

To breathe the clean air,

And see the green nature.

Let me go, and don’t follow me.

Don’t hold me back from my destiny.

Let me live,

And die,

And live again.

Even if it’s not with you.

Set me free,

So you,

Could be free too.

𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚑𝚎 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚎𝚌𝚝.

𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚜𝚘 𝚠𝚊𝚜 𝚑𝚎.

𝙰𝚗𝚍 𝚝𝚘𝚐𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚠𝚎𝚛𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚊𝚞𝚝𝚒𝚏𝚞𝚕 𝚍𝚒𝚜𝚊𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚜.

Sometimes I wonder if she cares,

Other times I wonder why Im still wondering.

i still get jealous when you talk about other people

maybe loving you wasn’t the mistake, but thinking you reciprocated those feelings was