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"'Suffering is a great grace' is spat over my small trembling body

and I think to myself, for fear of being given more,

'then I must be the greatest saint of all'

because why else would God curse me with pain so young?

to even bear witness to what I've gone through is enough to bring grown men to tears"

-me!! written on the fly because i had nothing prepared for tonight!

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i posted some tiktoks for the first time in like months. felt kinda hot for the first time in awhile (⌒_⌒;)

anyways thats its!! love you >///<

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me, a gender fluid, also having to traveling to a secret third place

i feel bad for bigender people, the commute between Jupiter and college has got to be rough

I don't wear a packer because if you're staring at my crotch that's pretty gay of you, and ain't gonna get worked up over what some zipper-gazin' nancyboy thinks about the fact that I ain't got no dick and balls.

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"I care for you still and I will forever

That was my part of the deal, honest

We got so familiar

Spending each day of the year"

-you gay bitches know what's up (it's white ferrari by frank ocean)

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well in the last few months u haven't posted i have:

• gotten the job at that law firm

• learned to HATE this job

• started dating someone who also worked here and then she quit

• we then broke up after about 7 months? long story, will talk about that next time

• got a platinum membership for an aquarium i love

• chromakopia came out and i've changed significantly

n e ways i've almost entirely stopped talking to ppl so HNY and cheers to more posts💃🏽🕺

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they should invent a cigarette that gives you vitamins and hrt and shit

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"Heaven is the bronze horse statue you sat me on. i was young and you're smile shone brighter than the hot sun that soaked that horse for hours before we showed up. But i was young and i had so few memories where you were good to me, even now, so many years later. The burn on my thighs could never compare to the pride i had of making you happy, dad."

-guess who. again.

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haha... hey you guys... its been awhile huh? haha. anyways ive been thinking a lot about pedro pascal since hes my soulmate and the loml. also ive been thinking about how that might be tied to my relationship with my father, who i no longer speak to, so maybe someone can decipher that for me lol. i should probably make another account where i can shit post too because i have so many ideas that i dont really want to dedicate a whole post to. also there are things i wanna reblog but i dont want... i dont really want you guys thinking im some kind of degenerate freak

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"when you have a slip, it’s just that. A slip. It doesn’t define you. It doesn’t make you a failure. The most important thing is that you don’t let that slip become a slide."

- I'm Glad My Mom Died (Jennette McCurdy)

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TW// mentions of ed and ignoring boundaries specifically about food

i talked on one of my post, when i was in mexico, about how difficult it was to have my boundaries ignored. specifically about food (my family constantly asking if i'm hungry/being told i AM hungry even though i explicitly said no) and i just wanted to let you guys know know, whether you have an ed or not, that you are not mean or crazy or weird for having certain boundaries and maintaining them.

if you've ever had one or currently battling one, i adore you. i look up to you. we are all working to have better days.

sorry if this was heavy but i need to talk a little bit about it. i love you guy, thank you in advance for letting me get that out. i did make ANOTHER blog called watertowertown where i can vent about my life and politics, basically think pieces. so if you're interested in that then you can checking out. if you want reposts and shit post and other random shit you can follow triangleoffairness

mwah kisses -3-

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Going into this bio exam knowing brown eyes are dominant, blue eyes are submissive, and that punettes are square. Wish me luck!

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"my mouth fishes for words to speak into existence to remind myself I am here

my tear stained face tight, my teeth bared to the stars above

this is my mark on the universe"

-atp im just gonna stop adding these because ive only ever used ONE(1) other persons quote so

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i yearn to be full of sugar like a hummingbird. im trying to make myself have a new hyperfixation and i just cant :/ like im really trying. also once im back from my trip (in 5 days from now :0) i want another tattoo, something to remind me of my time there. ok no more brain juice bye bye loves u *mwah*

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hey dude, idk how much you remember from the party last night but- yeah, everyone saw your want. yeah no it was pretty late and winding down so it was quiet enough that every single person there saw it throbbing and twitching in your chest and so wet with hunger it was glistening under the kitchen light. they said it looked like it was reaching for something