I Don't Wear A Packer Because If You're Staring At My Crotch That's Pretty Gay Of You, And Ain't Gonna

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"'Suffering is a great grace' is spat over my small trembling body

and I think to myself, for fear of being given more,

'then I must be the greatest saint of all'

because why else would God curse me with pain so young?

to even bear witness to what I've gone through is enough to bring grown men to tears"

-me!! written on the fly because i had nothing prepared for tonight!

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i posted some tiktoks for the first time in like months. felt kinda hot for the first time in awhile (⌒_⌒;)

anyways thats its!! love you >///<

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Pupating is hell

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"i wish you were a girl

i hate what i just said."

-I Wish You Were A Girl (12 RODS)

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my trip is literally the 19th and im freaking out you guys. its the first time im traveling to a different country by myself and its for three whole months. im really excited, dont get me wrong, im just nervous that something will happen while im gone. or maybe im just a pussy and need my balls to drop already. i hope you guys are good, i probably wont post much, so i want yall to know you are cared for. i love you very very much and dont you forget it! understood? *mwah*

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"Qué delicada manera de soñar tiene tu alma... Jamás me había topado con una tan pura como la tuya, pareciera que veo al cielo andar sobre la tierra, y es glorioso, majestuoso y tierno; todo eso eres tú."

-https://esuemmanuel.tumblr.com/page/3

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El Hombre de la Soledad.

Esu Emmanuel© © Esu Emmanuel G. y www.esuemmanuel.tumblr.com, 2014 - 2023. Queda estrictamente...

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back to the one picture a day💪🏽 for some reason all day today ive been upset. i dont know at what or why but im just upset. i think reading fan fiction all night will heal me so im gonna grab a snack and do that. do some self care tonight ladies, you deserve it<3

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"my mouth fishes for words to speak into existence to remind myself I am here

my tear stained face tight, my teeth bared to the stars above

this is my mark on the universe"

-atp im just gonna stop adding these because ive only ever used ONE(1) other persons quote so

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i yearn to be full of sugar like a hummingbird. im trying to make myself have a new hyperfixation and i just cant :/ like im really trying. also once im back from my trip (in 5 days from now :0) i want another tattoo, something to remind me of my time there. ok no more brain juice bye bye loves u *mwah*

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"i will never forgive myself for what i let happen to you but i know you will return to me your final night

to tell me you love me,

to sleep easy,

because you never cared much for staying in one place for very long"

-this one was about my favorite big stuffed dog that my real dog chewed up

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i was reading a fanfic today (ghost x reader obvi) where the author wrote "moaning and whining like a bitch in heat" and i had to stop, turn my phone off, and lay on my back to really process where im at in my life journey. 20 years old. college drop out. loser stoner. i sometimes forget how graphic yall get- like someone wrote about the white crust we get on our panties?! hello?! please yall please calm down im begging you T-T (dont. dont ever calm down. its hilarious and hot and sexy and funny and cool)

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hey dude, idk how much you remember from the party last night but- yeah, everyone saw your want. yeah no it was pretty late and winding down so it was quiet enough that every single person there saw it throbbing and twitching in your chest and so wet with hunger it was glistening under the kitchen light. they said it looked like it was reaching for something

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"Heaven is the bronze horse statue you sat me on. i was young and you're smile shone brighter than the hot sun that soaked that horse for hours before we showed up. But i was young and i had so few memories where you were good to me, even now, so many years later. The burn on my thighs could never compare to the pride i had of making you happy, dad."

-guess who. again.

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haha... hey you guys... its been awhile huh? haha. anyways ive been thinking a lot about pedro pascal since hes my soulmate and the loml. also ive been thinking about how that might be tied to my relationship with my father, who i no longer speak to, so maybe someone can decipher that for me lol. i should probably make another account where i can shit post too because i have so many ideas that i dont really want to dedicate a whole post to. also there are things i wanna reblog but i dont want... i dont really want you guys thinking im some kind of degenerate freak

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"i know two things that will make a person sin

the first is a truck driver without pen

and the second thing that will make you faint

is simply the word tain-"

-an old coworker of mine who never failed to steal giggles from me

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im currently reading Night Circus by Erin Morgenstern and its so fun. every review ive seen about it always says something along the lines of "no clue whats happening in it, love the vibes tho" and then they rate it like 10/10. so far yes 100% is so vibey, no clue what ive read so far but ughh!!! i may be doomed to only knowing what a loving relationship is from the outside; i fear one day ill wake up 70 years old in a cold bed with nothing to my name and a heavy, unrelenting addiction to Judge Judy. its such a fun read for the fall too!! it just fits so well with the season! i think the next book i wanna read tho will be some kind of sapphic love story. im tired of straight people! smooches<3

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sits on my own blog like it’s the edge of a lake wistfully