fuck. suicidal and in a bad place again
having bpd and also being a people pleaser is so weird because i will hate someone when they’re not with me and swear i’ll ignore them, and then 15 minutes later i’ll pick up their call and spend the next five hours with them
Is it possible to feel so lonely despite being around people?
“Where do you see yourself in the future”
Bb I don’t. I do not. I do not see myself. There is no future.
whoever said life is worth it fuckin lied
this shit sucks ass
begging god to tell me why he made me this way
I don’t want to be another mistake in someones live.
I should've stayed quiet.
please just make it stop
How do you kill yourself in the most painless way?
"You loved so deeply that even in moments of doubt, pain, uncertainty, all you thought about were others, not as much as giving yourself a second glance."
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