Please Just Make It Stop

I need to keep telling myself it’s not normal to look at sharp objects and wonder how it would feel to cut my skin open with them

I wanna kms already

I can never trust anyone.

god i want to end it all so bad

My brain is so fucking loud.

I need it all to stop.

Everything.

I can't keep living this life anymore.

Living just keeps getting harder by the day, I don't know if i can keep going like this. I hate going to school. The way people look at me is so suffocating. The way people talk about me. Why do i have to suffer like this? Is liking someone a crime now? Just because i liked a guy? School isn't fair, they only got off with a warning. I can't even bring myself to look at people anymore, i feel like i am the one at fault, and not the victim with the way people look at me.

I hate highschool.

there is no place in this world for people like me

What's the point at living anyways?

I can physically feel the sadness in my body and i just want to be happy for once