Is It Possible To Feel So Lonely Despite Being Around People?

I can never trust anyone.

The moment i'll finally be at peace, is the day i die.

fuck, i woke up, i’m still alive

I should've kept everything to myself.

Living just keeps getting harder by the day, I don't know if i can keep going like this. I hate going to school. The way people look at me is so suffocating. The way people talk about me. Why do i have to suffer like this? Is liking someone a crime now? Just because i liked a guy? School isn't fair, they only got off with a warning. I can't even bring myself to look at people anymore, i feel like i am the one at fault, and not the victim with the way people look at me.

I hate highschool.

I don’t want to be another mistake in someones live.

I have to keep pretending. Just keep pretending. Just pretend everything is fine.

I just want to let it all out.

fuck. suicidal and in a bad place again

The feeling of emptiness when you're with people.

The gut wrenching feeling when people are happy.

The feeling when people ask the heart pounding question "Are you okay?".

The feeling someone is looking at you even at your own home.

The feeling when someone ask what's wrong with you.

The feeling of waking up.

The feeling you'll never recover.