Every food disgusts me at this point.
Honestly, taking pics of what you have ate during the day, and having a food blog, is a good way to restrict yourself, because why would you post a meal of a whale to the internet, proving that you're binging ☠️
I'll stop when I can post myself with tight clothes and someone comments; "i know what you are" 😋
Today I binged with my best friend, and tomorrow I'm going on a sushi date with my bf. Gonna gain back those 3kgs I lost huh?
I wanna do something noticeable, that makes people think that I'm cool or something. I wanna be more than I am.
I hate being short and fat. I wish I was short and skinny.
I wanna drown myself. I have gained so much weight.
MEANSPŒ
Some of YALL here be like: oh I lost 3 POUNDS, I'll reward myself with *FOOD THAT'S 9228372999 CALORIES* ☠️ like bro atp don't even call yourself anÄrexxic, cause if you reward yourself with food.. you got another whole ass (☠️) eeting disörder dude..
suffering from anorexia, but your body not looking like it<<<<< ☠️☠️⚠️⚠️
mentally relapsing but being physically unable to restrict or to lose weight is the worst thing ever
Seeing skinny people in the school cafeteria HURTS. Like how are you SO skinny even when you eat wtfff.
I CAN FEEL MY SPINE. I CAN SEE MY COLLARBONES.
| pro-recovery for anyone but myself | tbh i'm an oversharer | gw: 48/105, ugw: 42/92 — 38/83 | i am quite short so these are pretty normal | 5'1 | taken 1y 2mo | TRYING TO FOLLOW EVERY ED ACC THAT FOLLOWS ME ❤️|
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