My bf can PICK ME UP SO EASY. like wtf I am heavier than him but π€π€π€π€ HE CAN STILL LIFT MEEEEEE.
It's got to the point where I get mad at anything food related.
Losing weight so that when I wear baggy clothing and someone calls me fat, instead of crying about the fact that they are correct, I can lift my shirt up and show them what a pile of bones I am and prove them wrong.
I CAN FEEL MY SPINE. I CAN SEE MY COLLARBONES.
I hate being short and fat. I wish I was short and skinny.
I'll stop when I can post myself with tight clothes and someone comments; "i know what you are" π
that deep cleansing diarrhea coming in after not eating properly for 3 days ππ
Seeing skinny people in the school cafeteria HURTS. Like how are you SO skinny even when you eat wtfff.
Gonna fast until friday. The only meal I can have is the sushi I'm getting on friday. π
My boyfriends BMI is somewhere between 13 to 16 i'm crying.
I don't know his real weight but he's said it starts with a 4.
| pro-recovery for anyone but myself | tbh i'm an oversharer | gw: 48/105, ugw: 42/92 β 38/83 | i am quite short so these are pretty normal | 5'1 | taken 1y 2mo | TRYING TO FOLLOW EVERY ED ACC THAT FOLLOWS ME β€οΈ|
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