Having To Live A Future You Didn’t Think You’d Be Alive For Is So Fucking Hard

without the edit

I really wish it was socially acceptable to say “I really don’t care” and people would just say oh ok and move onto the next topic in conversation, no hard feelings

I’m a motherfucking stargirl

i h8 being suspicious about things but damn that gut feeling really is always right

I hope one day I can publish my poetry. I just wish the art industry weren't so reliant on social media. I don't want to have to be an influencer in order to get my work out there. I just want to create, and share those creations

Literally so impossible to find a real life person nearby that actually wants me and wants to be loyal to me and has stuff in common with me?? Like yeah I'm borderline and frankly kinda dumb and really bad at socializing but fr man I just wanna be someone's lil princess baby girl ok??? Why would the world give me mental illness AND a tight pussy and NOT someone to take care of me????

I'm a lot more effort than I'm worth

I have GOT to get more NORMAL