Perhaps We Both Like Exactly The Same Music BUT I Like It In A Much Deeper, More Alternative, More Indie

some of the things i share on tumblr dot com i wouldn't admit to while being waterboarded

digital footprint be fucked

Burn (Laurens' version)

I saved every letter you wrote me

From the moment I read them,

I knew you were mine

You said you were mine

You really were mine

Do you know what my father said

When I ripped your first letter open?

He said, "Be careful with that one, son

I don't see a point in you hoping,"

You and your words flooded my senses.

Your sentences left me defenseless

You ruined palaces with your paragraphs

You wrecked cathedrals

I'm re-reading the letters you wrote me

Trying to find an explanation for every line

Each word is a sign

You really were mine

The world could just burn

Burn

They'll destroy all the letters I wrote you

They'll fool the whole world into thinking that we were just friends

A dangerous game

They have hidden our lives.

Do you know what my father said

When he found the letters in file

He said, "In all your affections,

He is making you more than just smile,"

You and your words,

No care for our legacy

Your sentences border on senseless

And I am made paranoid by every paragraph

How will they perceive you?

You, you, you

They will erase us from the narrative

Let future historians wonder,

What happened to Laurens?

When the war ended

The war never ended

I watch my heart burn

Watching it burn

The world has no right to my heart

The world cannot see in my head

They don't get to know what I said

They're burning the memories

Burning the letters

That might have exposed you

I wish you could stay in my heart

You won't leave your place in my head

I'll love you in silence instead

I'm keeping the memories of when you were mine

I hope they don't burn

So this is a rewrite of Burn from Hamilton in the perspective of John Laurens because they were gay. Idk what else to say tbh. ill post an analysis of it later if i can be bothered

I LOVE COMPLEX DATED ADVERBS. Wherein. Heretofore. Thereon. Hereunto. Whereof. Hitherward. Hereinafter. How can you look at these words and not lose your mind. They're insane. I think I'm in love.

the spam liking is very appreciated it’s good to know someone approves of my 3am shitposts so thank you for that <3

im glad im making people happy tbh

i know lots of content on tumblr dot com isn't the most thought through but all of it, all of it is made straight from the heart and i dont think you get that on many other websites

(also I have my likes on private so i kinda js like everything mindlessly while i scroll)

how me and my best friend feel after i pull her aside to tell the darkest most outrageous inappropriate jokes which if said in a group, could send us both to therapy (shes giggling) ((we have a broken sense of humor))

okay now say that again but in English

YOYOYOYYOYO ITS ALEX AGAIN I FOUND YOU

YO YO YO WHATZ ZUP ALEX

sorry i cried in front of you. do you still think im cool?

"no beta we kayak like tim"

I can't bear the thought of my soul being hideous

--Oscar Wilde, The picture of Dorian Gray

im a walking talking stereotype im afraid

oh look. another trans boy named alex on tumblr. join the club dude.

alright buddy

how does it feel to also show up on those basic trans guy name lists?