Very Hungry

how come i never look skinny at school

actually jumping off the second tallest building in the world, bye

I tried alligator! It was super tender and didn’t taste too bad but I didn’t eat much. I think I’m going to bring it home and give it to my boyfriend or my dad

i was at cheer today and i was doing a backbend and i could feel my hip bones, which lately have gotten much more defined, and i stood up and started saying something to my friend about them and she said "yeah they're so sharp" HELLLL YEAHHH THEY ARE BABBYYYY

also tho they hurt when i lay down soooo that's not cute

off topic but i have a 90 in a class rn and it's pissing me off

tell me why i started comparing myself to my 8 year old self yesterday?? like hello? i was scrolling thru old pictures and i found one from when i was homeschooled and was learning about agent egypt so i had DRESSED UP in a SHEET and a bra and did the stereotypical egyptian hand thing (i was 8 don't come at me) but i was so thin and small and beautiful and i could see my ribs and i weighed like 60 pounds

i'm actually so tired of all of this FAT hanging off of my body

guys I don’t want my hair to get thinner and I don’t want my b00bs to shrink and I don’t want bad breath and I don’t want to be constantly tired

but I want to be thin and I want to be lightheaded and I want to always be cold and I want to be comfortable showing off my body and I want people to hug me and feel how small i am

God forbid a girl want two things to exist at once

maybe tmi but I haven’t p00ped since Tuesday…

I drank some laxative tea earlier and I bought some prunes so I’m hoping it’ll work

y'all help what do i get my mom and sister for Christmas??? i'm getting my dad a new coach laptop bag but idk about my mom and sister ahhhh

i want appetite suppressants and laxatives do yall know where i can get some