Sucks Having Zero Friends, "cliques", "squads", Etc. To Where You Consider Seeing A Person You Know For

How to Make an Artist Happy

1. Reblog instead of like 2. Add tags when reblogging beCAUSE THEY WILL LITERALLY REMEMBER IT FOR HOURS

soo-da replied to your post: soo-da replied to your post: I feel so...

haha given that we know what russ, jund and cheyenne look like.. my drawings still look nothing like them lol. but i hope you can submit something in time!! c: doesn’t have to be a finished product.. just something quick

I tried ;v; 

Can someone suggest me something to practice drawing?

sumaipon replied to your post: Finished making Amethyst~I personally ...

Did you make everything on the base too?

Yes I did :D that part was enjoyable to paint.

Difference between Tumblr and Facebook: Tumblr: I can vent, talk about my problems, etc. And people are supportive and understand and respect the fact I have problems. That if I say I wanna talk to people but when someone messages me I get to anxious to reply... People don't scold me for it. Facebook: I could be saying anything, maybe things exactly the same here or even more mild and the only time people message me is to say "maybe if you believed more in god and stopped wanting to be depressed you wouldn't be so miserable" or "stop woe is meing all the time" or "I messages you so stop writing bs of how no one tries to talk to you" there is such thing as I don't get notified AND anxiety when I finally see the message...at that when it is something blaming me for my problems I don't feel inclined to reply either.... It's sad....

w.i.p. of opal and size comparison among sculpts the only part almost finished is the shape, the rest is just so I can visualize things I’m placing better and what not, also this is so big it will fall over on it’s own, I’m sure it will stand once I make the body solid, the hair will most likely be able to separate due to general size but who knows.

Sorry for all the text filled bad stuff lately, this is just another one of those.

So, I have a huge phobia of being around males in general. (past traumatic events, etc.) My husband has a thing for mocking me continuously in the future with past things I said to him in a serious manner...(like him saying “she was asking for it” when he was trying to do something bad to a friend of mine without either of our permission vocally, and while we were both drunk, no matter how much we’d try to argue his logic, he sticks to what he thinks...this is a different matter so it isn’t important in the context of what I am posting about, but it’s just to give where he was coming at from this.) I tell him that I don’t want people just walking into my private space without MY permission, that he should go out if someone wants him. He tells me I’m being rude and should stop being so...(well I forgot what he actually said but around the same lines of when he calls me mean, evil, etc.) I say “I don’t like being around guys..” husband says “that’s sexist” in a very condescending tone. I vocalize to him SO MUCH that I get a panic attack when there are other guys around, the more...the more panicky, or also depending on the personality could escalate it, sadly this person is a roommate who I though we would be gone from since we are out of a home but nope...but this guy is just like the person who helped put this fear upon me... So I don’t get why he says this when I tell him constantly whenever he would have friends around too that I can’t go in there, I can’t even say “hey i need you for a minute” or anything, that’s how bad it is, but nope....he just tells me to get over it or it’s irrational, etc. it’s worse that this guy talks badly about me (though husband denies it even though I know some of the acronyms the guys used in front of me and heard some of the things passing by his room) he keeps my husband from me, enables his drinking and everything, this guy buys tall cans of beer everyday (like 10 or so of them a day) I preferred our last roomate, he couldn’t pay for a second month but at least I knew the person decently and even if I was still uncomfortable when alone with the guy(like husband at work, so if he had to ask me for something I’d freak out knowing I’d have to communicate by myself) I could still talk and feel okay with their presence. just all this...just is too much.

More wips until...?

(This is making me sad, this post isnt showing up in any tags no matter how I search, so reuploading it in hopes it shows up)

I honestly really like Final Fantasy XV, Finished it about two weeks ago. I had to make some sorta fanart for it after Cry started playing it. :D

I have no clue the time taken, only I have drawn this during every stream video and then some.

I couldn’t think of which Regalia design to put so I put the one that was more memorable haha.

Also sup guy is a moogle type plushie.

Sorry for not uploading much in so long.

Bigger version on my DeviantArt (Krystami) as I think putting a link is messing it up.

I've been in an drawing block for about a year as well as I don't/haven't had a computer. I recently was able to get a sketchbook and need to get more supplies but I am finally out of my block. c: (Undertale helped destroy it haha) Expect more art hopefully~!