Bulking Out To Get Proportions Down, This Is A Lot Bigger Than It Probably Looks.

What type of art do people want to see from me :D sculpture wise, or oh, what would be a sort of decorated box that would be interesting? I have a plain almost chest like box and a square shadow box.

Guess who I'm making now 8D This is the "sketch" so I know how I want it to look.

Some W.i.p.s of Rainbow quartz and Sardonyx :D --- Sardonyx is almostish ready for paint, Rainbow Quartz isn't near that stage yet.

w.i.p. Should I add a background to this?

~(ovo)~ First thing drawn on a new tablet my person got for me for x-mas ;v;  I think this is considered a speed drawing, done in a lil over a day.

I was tagging “steven universe” and almost auto clicked “steve burnside”

Wip of Lapis Lazuli I was doing on the side of the Xenoblade pic. I love her, she is the closest character I can relate to. (would add better description but the device I am on has to go to who it belongs to now.)

What type of art do people want to see? (I guess from me) (Edit: this was not meant to be a rambling vent post but turned into one.) I just dont know how to get out there on any website. I feel like a ghost who talks to everyone but nobody hears or sees me. I want to just give up, give up on everything not just art anymore. Or maybe I have that backwards, I always wanted to give up on everything but art. I see no point, it is my only skill and positive trait yet it isnt good enough. I am literally a starving artist. I cant get work. I cant do anything. This isnt a tumblr thing, there is obviously something wrong with me if I have been trying for over a decade and still havent gotten anywhere. I swear i spend more time and have more time that 97%of people. But i waste it all on art that gets me nowhere, not financially or socially. And no art doesnt help me for me, not anymore,my goal since a child was to become a paid artist. Imagine a kid who spent their whole life, extracurricular activities, anything possible in anyway their whole life trying to become a doctor, cook, athlete...and just it getting ripped from under them. I fake reality you thought would come true but you dont qualify and instead of being on the team or something you end up being an unpaid volunteer as a waterboy or something like that, or expected to cater for free, for "exposure" it feels like shit and it is. I already given up, im just a zombie with no purpose who just goes off of what feels most natural and intuitive.

Just finished Final Fantasy XV and, yeah, never had a FF game crush me so badly. Jeeze, it did more to me than FFX and Crisis Core combined by a lot... A lot of nostalgia in the greatest ways (it had something from every FF to make it feel at home) But I will say I loved and enjoyed the whole game all the way through, just I'm so...."salty" I guess.